Being Thankful and Going Crazy at the same time. I cannot grasp the disciplines.

I'm starting this thread in the first week of 2025. Three years of struggle has put me in a spot of advantage. But now that I'm in that spot of advantage, I can't seem to take advantage of the time to make it more beneficial.
I think it's because I don't have a strong support group (other than here on 7-cups). And also, being 65 is slowing me down a bit when I still need to be going full steam.
The biggest deterrent to me is my brain going 9000 miles an hour about all the things that I wanna do and wanna get done. I simply exhaust myself. I have done so many things in the past three years to stay on track and push past obstacles and hardships that it's getting monotonous to keep trying and I wish I had the money that I could just stop and relax. But I can't, not even close! I may deserve a break but I am not entitled to a break. Bummer, right?
I have no choice but go strategically crazy for 2025.
If I do it right, I may set myself up with some residual income.
WEEK 1 - 2025
Core Balance Chores (CBC) - Moderate
Physical Therapy (PT) - Moderate
Bad Weather and Holiday activities
DID WELL - Maintained a forward direction and regrouping from the end of 2024
WEEK 2 - 2025
Core Balance Chores (CBC) - Moderate
Physical Therapy (PT) - Moderate
Moved large, and many items from temporary shelter to permanent storage.
DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Excelled with storage situation.
Yesterday (Day 2).... Repaired left wheels on dump tuck.
Day 3 of Week 6 of 2025
Core balance chores / PT Appointment / Employment
past notes:
WEEK 3 - 2025
Core Balance Chores (CBC) - EXCELLED - MASTERED
Physical Therapy (PT) - Moderate.
Continued moving items from temporary shelter to permanent storage.
ALSO, Electricity to permanent storage/shop area.
Employment. Income / Expense Ratio = Poor
DID WELL - Excelled CBC & Maintained PT. Excelled with storage situation. Maintained employment
Day 6 of Week 6 of 2025
BIG PLANS FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS..... Starting with the the basics today.
503am.... morning tasks and pt
Day 6 of Week 6 of 2025
BIG PLANS FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS.....
7:47am: Rest for a bit and the physical therapy
Day 6 of Week 6 of 2025
BIG PLANS FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS.....
10:15am: Remove, Clean, Check air pressures and Reinstall dump truck tires.
CBC Reminders - Medicine packs - Dishes - Bills and receipts - Vacuum floors.
Order lug nuts for wheels.
Day 6 of Week 6 of 2025
BIG PLANS FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS.....
[Blew it from 12:30 - 3:30! Over ate and then slept until 3:30pm]
3:30pm: Reinstall dump truck tires. Inspect Fuel tank fuel gauge. GO NOW ---->
CBC Reminders - Medicine packs - Dishes - Bills and receipts - Vacuum floors.
Other Reminders - Order lug nuts for wheels / Air valve extenders / Worst Uncle Mug
past notes:
WEEK 4 - 2025
Core Balance Chores (CBC) - Maintained
Physical Therapy (PT) - Moderate.
Continued moving items from temporary shelter to permanent storage.
ALSO, Electricity to permanent storage/shop area.
Employment = Poor
Income / Expense Ratio = Poor
DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Advanced storage situation. Maintained employment
WEEK 5 - 2025
Core Balance Chores (CBC) - Good.
Physical Therapy (PT) - Fair.
Record Keeping - Good
Employment = Fair
Income / Expense Ratio = Poor
Dump truck repair. Personal septic tank maintenance. Prepare items and equip for employment.
DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Record keeping. Prepped for employment. Maintained employment
WEEK 6 - 2025
Core Balance Chores (CBC) - Good.
Physical Therapy (PT) - Fair.
Record Keeping - Good
Employment = Very good
Income / Expense Ratio = Good
Employed consistently. Dump truck repair. Personal septic tank maintenance. Prepare items and equip for employment.
DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Record keeping. Prepped for employment. Maintained consistent employment. Income was good.
WEEK 1 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained a forward direction and regrouping from the end of 2024.
WEEK 2 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Excelled with storage situation.
WEEK 3 of 2025: DID WELL - Excelled CBC & Maintained PT. Excelled with storage situation. Maintained employment.
WEEK 4 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Advanced storage situation. Maintained employment
WEEK 5 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Record keeping. Prepped for employment. Maintained employment
WEEK 6 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Record keeping. Prepped for employment. Maintained consistent employment. Income was good.
At the end of 2024, medical problems, very bad weather and the holidays deterred me from earning any income. Because I'm self-employed, finding work is my own responsibility and I can say I was blessed and fortunate enough find employment through the weeks 2 - 6.
Keeping my personals and house in a clean and orderly manner takes a lot of effort for me. I call these my Core Balance Chores (CBC). I was able to maintain these with acceptable results.
Physical therapy (PT) is another important obligation. I did well with PT for weeks 2-6.
In addition to these repetitive obligations, I also did well with some vehicle maintenance, some home improvements (Primarily... Storage building reorginzation) and overall forward momentum for my business, along with fair income to repair some of the debt I was facing from lack of work previously.
(P.S. I also think I'm doing well keeping track of my "Did Wells" 😁)
WEEK 1 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained a forward direction and regrouping from the end of 2024.
WEEK 2 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Excelled with storage situation.
WEEK 3 of 2025: DID WELL - Excelled CBC & Maintained PT. Excelled with storage situation. Maintained employment.
WEEK 4 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Advanced storage situation. Maintained employment
WEEK 5 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Record keeping. Prepped for employment. Maintained employment
WEEK 6 of 2025: DID WELL - Maintained CBC & PT. Record keeping. Prepped for employment. Maintained consistent employment. Income was good.
Reminder: Here are two threads, to help you star in your own, "Do Well" lists.
https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/ThingsIdidwelltoday_342857/