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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st
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i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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LoveMyMoonflowers April 24th
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@justmeeva

… hugs if okay. 

justmeeva OP April 24th
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@LoveMyMoonflowers 

*hugs you tight*

LoveMyMoonflowers April 24th
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@justmeeva

💜

unassumingEyes April 25th
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@justmeeva i…have almost done that. 

I do care 🤍 but i know theres no way on cups to prove it- its just words- but i mean them 🤍
justmeeva OP April 25th
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@unassumingEyes 

i believe you. 🩷 *hugs if okay*

unassumingEyes April 25th
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@justmeeva *hugs*

justmeeva OP April 24th
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almost had a tiny breakdown twice but had to press those tears down cause i’m not alone rn  <33

justmeeva OP April 24th
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kinda tempting ngl

justmeeva OP April 24th
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right right we can try distracting before we go there rightt 

justmeeva OP April 24th
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nvm lmao *** this ***

justmeeva OP April 24th
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it don’t matter anyway might aswell js do it

justmeeva OP April 24th
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you really have changed haven’t you eva 

justmeeva OP April 24th
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when’d it all go wrong

justmeeva OP April 24th
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idk but it’s not gonna get better

justmeeva OP April 24th
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i’m just ruined

justmeeva OP April 24th
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forever 

justmeeva OP April 24th
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(that’s not gonna last long lmao)

justmeeva OP April 24th
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i feel so dramatic istg.

justmeeva OP April 24th
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“you can walk straight through h*ll with a smile”

justmeeva OP April 24th
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it’s terrifying, isn’t it. 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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i’m so *** detached from the world man

justmeeva OP April 25th
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it’s not peaceful i’m just lost

justmeeva OP April 25th
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we’ve had pretty much fun haven’t we

justmeeva OP April 25th
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made some wonderful memories 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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met some wonderful people

justmeeva OP April 25th
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people we can call our home

justmeeva OP April 25th
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*sigh*.

justmeeva OP April 25th
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“running away is easy 

it’s the leaving that’s hard“

justmeeva OP April 25th
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this is about the 3rd time i’ve rpmd. ahem. 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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no i can’t not be okay right now i have to distract my brain and no matter what those flashbacks can’t get to me right now not today not yet 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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wipe those tears away and don’t think about it don’t let them get to you just don’t 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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funny how you gotta remind yourself to breathe sometimes 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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ok that was-

really. 

mentally. 

draining. 

justmeeva OP April 25th
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i am so tired. 

LoveMyMoonflowers April 25th
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@justmeeva

*sends you wuvv and a warm, fuzzywuzzy blankiee if okiiee* 🥺

justmeeva OP April 25th
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@LoveMyMoonflowers 

yesss exactly what i needed 😌 thank youu 💕💕

LoveMyMoonflowers April 25th
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@justmeeva

aww 💕 your welcome 😌✨

justmeeva OP April 25th
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and it’s not even 7pm yet 

unassumingEyes April 25th
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@justmeeva cups glitched and said “user not found” for you just now before opening ur profile as normal. I just had a mini freak out 😀 so im gonna drop by some optional hugs 🩷

justmeeva OP April 25th
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@unassumingEyes 

awe what?? big smh cups, big smh. *gladly accepts eyesbuddy hugs* 🩷