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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 4th

kinda surprised nobody has noticed anything yet. having more and more unfinished, delayed assignments, which for me as a “good student”, isn’t usual. didn’t use to be at least. but i can’t expect the teachers to pay attention to such things, can i. i know i can’t. so i can’t blame them. 

justmeeva OP April 5th

it is  f r e e z i n g  cold in school rn dude what’s up with that

justmeeva OP April 5th

and we’re supposed to want to go outside rn? good joke teacher, good joke. 

justmeeva OP April 5th

omg i love todayy 🫶🫶 /as sar as possibly possible

justmeeva OP April 5th

the only thing making today a bit better is the snow. but that’s it. 

justmeeva OP April 5th

i suddenly got the urge to pick up crocheting again like in the middle of the day and now it’s gone. ._.

justmeeva OP April 5th

let’s be honest, this world is ***.

justmeeva OP April 5th

prolly gonna do it because it doesn’t even *** matter. 

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@justmeeva

i’m late… 😞 *sits here* 💙

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justmeeva OP April 6th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

it’s not your fault love. it’s okay. 🩷

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justmeeva OP April 5th

really wish i could just get lost, disappear, escape, run away, but that’s not realistic. lmfao. 

justmeeva OP April 5th

it would be a stupid idea. it wouldn’t work out. guess all i can do is wish.