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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP February 13th

ohh and the lights off as well? the dark thoughts are gonna lovee this. 

justmeeva OP February 13th

oh oh oh and did i mention? it’s not just the nights that are bad, the days are starting to be invaded my my mind as well :D

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justmeeva OP February 13th
by. 
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justmeeva OP February 13th

yeah idk. 

justmeeva OP February 13th

*me trying to express my feelings and thoughts but ending up deleting and rewriting and deleting it every time* 

guess not then. 

justmeeva OP February 13th

i wish i could just ~*does absolutely nothing*~ and people would understand what i mean. 

justmeeva OP February 13th

pinterest quotes it is. 

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justmeeva OP February 13th

“i felt so much, that i started to feel nothing.”

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justmeeva OP February 13th

i just realised- i hate happiness-

justmeeva OP February 13th

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justmeeva OP February 13th

losing touch with reality sucks so *** much man like i doubt i even exist atp

justmeeva OP February 13th

nah but those 2 unposted posts i wanted and planned to post were so real tho