Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers @unassumingEyes
i gotta do last classes of school but i’ll come back later oke? love you both 🩷
lol the way i wrote a long *** vent (like 400 words or smt.) just for it to apparently “sound like i’m in crisis”. l o l.
@justmeeva
sometimes cupsies is a bit of a meanie and says things like that about posts ): it not fun when cups does that T^T
i guess it doesn’t matter then afterall.
@justmeeva
sitting with you, and sending vvvvv big comforting hugs and tons of love your way… okie, evabuddybeanie? 💜
there’s a little something, a site that has a blog 💙 that has helped me a little, evabuddy. 💜 me not sure if it would be helpful for everyone but it’s just comforting to scroll through and to read some posts and pieces there 💙 me not sure if you’ve heard of it before :o it called to write love on her arms 💜 (twloha)
@justmeeva
your not stupid at all 💙 but i do understand the feeling. :') *hugs* 💜 me will still be here for an hour or so lol 🤧 can’t really sleep. :P me just a tag away okie? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*keeps hugging for the longest time* 🩷🫂
@justmeeva
💜💜💜
it’s only getting worse ***..
gonna go. it’s too much. but i’ll be fine.
@justmeeva
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs tight* goodnight, and thank you. 🩷
@justmeeva
will you be… safes…?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm. don’t worry about me. 🩷
@justmeeva
can’t promise not to worry :')
@justmeeva
mhm 💙 me sleeping in like… 10 minutes maybe xD 💜 is evabuddybeanie sleeping too? 🥺 me knows nighttime can be tough 💙 but i hope you can get some rest :') 💜
*big long hugs back* 💙
wanting to be alone more than anything but with someone is uh.. a different kind of feeling. knowing it’s not possible is a different kind of pain.
now i’m just crying basically numb. i know i’m sad and i know i’m supposed to be feeling sadness right now but i’m just numb and empty, my mind’s like nonexistent, i know i’m in mental pain atm but i cant feel it, there’s always a *** problem with me