in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
we're walking :')
I saw a cat. but it won't load for some reason-
the whole app glitched and I couldn't get a picture of her looking at the camera or walking TvT
I've been avoiding thinking too much about stuff- so that- I'm less worried :') or anxious or anything
it's like if you forget a bad memory then it doesn't affect you anymore right-
if you don't think about a bad memory it doesn't affect you anymore. :') right.
you know when you look at a light and you look away and there's this blob of green/purple in the middle of your vision in the same shape-
that stays for a really long time for me :') it can just be there for hours and I blackout alot in that time
and a while ago my eyes hurt and I closed my eyes and I saw a face. it wasn't anyone's face in specific it wasn't detailed it was just that green blur made into a creepy smiling face and I didn't just make it out to be that it was there and :') it only popped up when I closed my eyes and it wouldnt go away for a long time.
I'm trying to find references :p
I read an article about the mpox lockdown
idk what to say about it :') I don't want another lock down because obviously it's because of global health emergencies and so many people died in the last one and people lost their family and friends and sewerslide rates went up and alot of people developed mental health issues
and I don't want a lock down but I wish it was just the same way we had online school it's harder to learn for some people but the way our school did it was so nice
but some people had to have huge tests virtually and some people had to graduate during that time through a car or online or something and it's one of the biggest moments of their lives probably and they couldn't even idk do it properly
and right now monkey pox doesn't have a treatment and it's supposed to just heal on its own and I don't know what it's like but probably painful and it spreads so easily and
maybe I don't want a lock down I guess. school online or face to face sucks either way, and lock downs are really serious I don't know if it'll spread herr
@iloveyouxx
We already have cases of mpox here 😞 online school was really hard for me because the whole point of school for me ks to get out of home so i dont want lockdown at all :'(
@unassumingEyes
omg ): it’s spread to so many countries now, no cases have been reported here yet I really hope it doesn’t get too bad-if it hasn’t already :’) I get that I’m sorry >: at this point I don’t really know where to escape or get away, I don’t want a lockdown either, there have already been 457 deaths its really serious(from the info updated 2 days ago)😞I hope you’ll be safe and okay🩷please be careful 🩷🩷
I think someone's awake and I don't want to just walk in because they probably think I'm upstairs in my room you know sleeping. I don't want to scare them but I also don't know what to say like oh I was just taking a 5am stroll
5am strolls are okay but I don't think they trust me at this point they're gonna convince me I was out dealing I mean I don't want to make myself mad
I'll just say :') actually I won't say anything I'll just wait until they go away.