in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{your parents have to sign up for his thing and my dad didn’t agree}

pshe day is for the whole school just different for different year groups

_{and for him the attendance was optional} 

_{I wanna take a picture of my attendance☠️hold on-}

i hate how blurry-

but I just know all the "unauthorized absences" were from the pe teachers. 

_{that was end of term2 tho. I’m in the middle of term3}

_{I got a B5 last week from my pe teacher} 

_{you get B1s by small things like talking in class or sumthing} 

_{my dad woke up brb}

_{so you can tell it gets worse each time. B5 is the worst you can possibly get. and I’m looking at these wondering what the *** I actually did}

_{back. dad just left for work.} 

_{B5s are so serious}

_{and again the worst thing you can get at all}

the worst sanction you can get from a B5 is permanent expulsion

_{and the one I got was just an hour after school detention. which doesn’t really affect anything but o well.}

_{you just sit in a classroom with dangerous people thatve prolly caused a dead amount of trouble☠️}

_{"what’re you in for"}

_{I hated that so much.}

_{when I was there I was so innocent- it was year 7 and I was 11years old at the time- I was just always lost and had no friends :p and the school was *huge* so it was so hard finding anything and I just felt so small compared to everyone :p and I used to wear a mask a long time after covid cos I was just a lonely dumb lost pathetic and helpless lil idiot :p so I got 5 standard cards by different teachers for being late and that was a B4 and a detention- brb-}

_{https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JFAs8GKyZJE&list=RDIft9B6juygs&index=39&pp=8AUB} 

_{12ams never felt so late.}

_{I’m so scared.}

_{I drew that in science :p I hate the quality here but it’s not all that irl either. just a randum drawing.} 

_{:0 gasp :0 sumone liked my masterpiece :0✨I’m very talented I know :3🩷/j thankyu friend🩷I love it too💃🏻🦕💖🫠/anotherj💕}

I’m so tired so early.

_{4 pt tests tmrw,}

_{I so want to jump off a brid.ge right now.}

_{it wouldn’t let me post that cos of the crisis thing☠️I still deny it.} 

_{wanting to di.e is technically for me wanting to sleep for.ever and I love sleep. what’s wrong with that-}

_{me and the girl agreed that we wanna be in a coma until summer break.}

_{I hate the fact it’s only 8 weeks what the actual *** am I gonna do with 8 damn weeks I’m barely breathing like dude-}

_{I love how lonely it is here. It reminds me that I’ll always be alone.} 

_{no matter what I do.}

_{but I don’t really care anymore. I hate it when people say it but "nothing even matters anymore"}

_{guess what :D my social life officially exists :>}

_{one of shadow’s friend was like☠️I came really early that day- I come early everyday- one of the first but that day I was really really really early- before the gates even opened- and like ofc he was there. him and shadow’s other friend were there- nvm I feel sick brb}