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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP March 29th

I donā€™t feel like Iā€™m real.

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

Iā€™m not real.

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

sometimes Iā€™m..tempted to ask someone- if theyre real. if any of this is.

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

there are so many whys. to this all. nothing makes sense.

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

nothing really actually matters.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

we live to die and for a new and even worse generation to come next.

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

Iā€™ve always been negative and I know it

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

but having a positive outlook on things just feels like Iā€™m lying to myself.

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

my whole life I feel like I havenā€™t been living

iloveyouxx OP March 29th

I donā€™t feel alive.