in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{I mean I always come when there’re like these 2 guys cos they sumhow always just teleport their way before anyone else no matter how early you come-}

_{but now there was just one guy and the teacher didn’t even come yet.}

_{I walked the long way to lead class :D becos basically}

_{okay prepare to be yapped to :D}

_{so this} O _{is the big staircase- the one I go up from the secondary gates.}

_{and there are 2 ways xD} 

_{so the top of the staircase for second floor there’s 2 ways and I you go right, left, left again and walk for a while obv that’s my lead class and if you go front(for really long) then left to these other 2 doors then front then right that’s my lead class} 

_{hold on brb-}

_{okay more people came in}

_{going to math}

today didn’t suck. :) 

_{today was a good day.} 

_{bruh why’re the smile emojis and emoticons always so creepy.-}

:)

…………..TvT

_{no matter what mood I’m in I’ll always listen to aggressively depressing music.} 

_{brb I’m gonna generate a random codename from ChatGPT cos that’s just how creative I am.}

_{damn I really do suck at existing.} 

I’ll call her S :D

_{our lead teacher emailed almost all our teachers and now all our seating plans are changed.}

_{idk how it got so bad. it always does at the end of the year-}

_{but I sit next to her in all my classes now.}

_{I kinda. never thought I’d get to this point.-}

_{I feel so far from cups now.} 

_{and I’ve been talking to my classmates.} 

_{and my ex guy best friend.} 

_{idk how but. they’re literally all the same☠️}

_{like….him especially- he’s the exact same persun- but- obviously- but not-}

_{and these 2 other guys. I liked one of them almost 2 school years ago then we became friends and then we grew apart :p but he’s still so sweet and honestly so goofy☠️the other guys just so clueless xD like nothing specific but he’s always so confused and lost xD} 

_{im mentioning a lot of males :D every girl in my lead is in that drama and I honestly *** them I kinda don’t care-}

_{they just keep showing me their nails and asking me to look again(I swear- like literally- not a joke or anything :D) I just dramatically express how pretty they are cos ngl they are really really pretty💖but yeah that’s the closest we’ve gotten.} 

_{I’m so scared my dads gonna come early-}

I did so good in my math pt :’) so good. idk how. but I know I did. I really really did and this time I’m sure I’m gonna pass and more-

it was on this website and there’s this thing that’s been happening to a lot of others to but it basically deleted the whole test for me and got me to the first loading page. 

I was kinda sad but it’s okay. I’m gonna be pulled out of class and skip 2 lessons to retake it :p and I know all the answers and now that I took it i know it’s not scary and really easy. I was in one of the last questions when everything got deleted and I remember a ton and just. know it’ll be okay.

_{https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jBUSE3RIlOk this is such a silly video xD yes I did click on it xD}

_{is it weird that I just realized I was home alone.}

_{my dads still not back.} 

_{https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=61RVCKEk1QE&pp=ygUMaGVyIGRvd25mYWxs}

_{https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-eZfBhFmzM4&pp=QACIAgHKBQlUaGF0cyBoZXI%3D&rco=1}

_{dads back.}

_{do you ever feel bad for being depressed but feel like you have an infinite amount of reasons to be-}

_{or feel bad for being happy when you feel like you have no reason to. that’s just your brain trying to lie to you. but it doesn’t last.} 

_{I was happy like…..genuinely- I don’t remember- yeah my social life is officially at a 0.01 increase :D but there are so many things. just- so many things :’) that I can’t even explain.}

_{my dad locked himself in his room.}

_{I’m trying to think.}

_{it’s almost 5am. but yeah. I’m trying to think,}

_{I don’t think it’s working. I just remember but I can’t think.} 

_{nvm. I probably shouldn’t think-}

_{whys 4:40 am music so good-}

_{I wanna leave early again.}

_{I feel like coming home at 3:38 gave me trauma :)}