in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
the worlds so damn *** up.
"she" wasn’t talking about me. she was a girl I’ve never spoken to before in my year group. that told everyone I grabbed her by the collar and went psycho on her. shockingly I didn’t. never even had an interaction w her. "she"s said a bunch of other stuff too. also werent true. but they spread all the way to primary secondary and senior. and I lost all my friends. but that person was right- it’s not the end of the world.
I’m so tired.
I swear this world is so damn *** up.
hihi @yyeyiiLy 🩷so- I realized that obv you were the one upvoting all my posts <3 I thought it was my friend. because she was online for a long time and she’d get tagged here but I guess even she can’t be bothered to check on me anymore :')💜an ex best friend used to come on here and talk/support and upvote all my posts the way you did🩷but- were not friends anymore and since then this space made me feel horrible. It’s just really lonely and no one ever comes here the way I see them go and support on other spaces💙not even the people that promised they’d visit or come here often🤍I think you could tell I wasn’t the best :')🩷and the way you were there even without saying anything is sumthing that I appreciate so much💖I don’t know you💜if you’re new to cups or anything because I checked forums and you were never tagged before🤍but I just wanted you to know your v little nice things make big impacts :3 <3💕I hope you get this tag and nfta. my class is just being noisy so might as well xD🩷love you anonymous friend💕
@iloveyouxx
omgg ur so so sweet 😖💕 im super glad to hear all this yk✨ and im sorry for your ex friend T^T things just suck a lot sometimes don't they... brighter days are here to come🩷 oh! and im not sure if my recent upvotes are getting through because when i try to heart one of your posts it just shows a sad blue lil heart with the number 0 next to it :(( but just know im always here and supporting you even though you dont know me🥰 sending love and hearts your way 💛
@yyeyiiLy
:000 you repliedddd💖I didn’t expect you to honestly🩷so so sweet🥺💓? I was trying to act normal and not get attached to someone I’ve never talked to before xD💕a lot sometimes haha :')💜true💙I think the only brighter days I’ll ever get is by turning on the lights :')💜or opening the curtains in daytime- I don’t have brighter days aahjajaja xD🩷I’ll be forever helpless✨hehe lemme explain that :3 so :3 cups decided to put a heart limit😭and limit the love😭basically you get a specific amount of upvotes but it’s for different people- same amount but like :0 I’m not sure what the limit is but let’s say it’s 30 :0 so if you upvoted 30 of my posts and like 12 of someone elses- you’d still be able to upvote their posts but now that you’ve reached that limit for me you wouldn’t be able to upvote anything by me anymore🤍sad blue lil heart🥺💙I wish they didn’t limit the love hehe💕but o well :P🩷that means a lot to me💖💞yur honestly so sweet <3 btwwwww hehe who’s in the pfp cos omggee they so prettyyyy shshsjsjjsjewjedixdwjkwdeuieduji😭💓💓I was gonna go insane out of how so fricking gorgeous🤧💖and compliment yu but I’m not actually sure who it is hehe xD💗they’re so beautiful tho my god <3💖💖im kinda scared of getting attached now wkwjhsjw T^T💜I still love yu tho friend <3 what would yu like me to call yu :0💗(*gets hopes up and pushes them down again* T^T💙)
@iloveyouxx
you dont think you have brighter days anymore? 😭 sweetie dont ever say that💕 there is a balance between good and bad🫶 and when you have lived your very worst days, if you get through it all you will be rewarded with the best days of your life✨ and i speak through experience :') hehe- but at least try to get through all the tough days that are going to come and all the tough days that already have come💜 thank you for sharing that info with me about the upvotes btww 🥺 and it's me in the pfp ahaha no one's ever told me i look gorgeous or pretty in such a sincere manner😭💕 please dont ever get scared of getting attached to me🩷 but I do understand if it takes time ! I love you too and I'll try to be here for you a lot <3💛 aaanndddd- you can call me Kiemi or Ki ^^
@yyeyiiLy
hm nu hehe- I don’t think it :3 I knuw it :3💜I don’t know friend🩷not for me I guess :P💕my situations pretty- unique xD T^T💙I won’t get out of the tough days I don’t think🤍
whatttt😭do people not understand✨*masterpiece*✨when they see it😭😭🩷and I turned up my brightness and zoomed in and ahwjhdjsjsheina😭you’re so pretty my god😭💖even thu yur phones covering most of yur face (yur phone case is vvv pretty btw hehe :P💓) I can still tell you’re soooo gorgeoussss eurgh why don’t I look like that😭are your parents like..goddesses or sumthingg T^T💖? your hairstyles so perfect and your eyes are so bootiful and you’re just so pretty ajajkajjwhwusbs😭I wish I looked like you smh TvT💞/gen💓
hehe its just that I get attached a lot and always end up getting hurt :'P💜so I distance myself from everyone but gosh you’re just an angel🥺💖/lh💕I just feel like everyone I know even on here’s just :') they’d always say something. proving they’re just. the exact same. :')💙you genuinely seem so sweet tho💗you remind me of someone for sum reasun :P🤍tho at the same time I know I’ve never ever met anyone everrr as *gorgeoussss* as you are😭💖maybe like a movie or sumthing :0🩷or a model :P💖friend this is random but can I ask why yu joined cups :0💞or how yu found it :3 just curious heh🤍
you don’t have to🩷🥺I’m hard to put up with heh :'P💜I want to be here for you too💞<33/gen
kiemi/ki✨🥺I love those💓/gen💕ahhhh I’m indecisive they’re both so cute I can’t pick😭💜maybe I’ll just- figure that out w the convo lol :3💖
@iloveyouxx
you have to just ✨believe✨ that it'll get better my love <3🩷 but I understand it's hard , just consider it okie?🥰
thankuuu i really cannot believe how nice your beautiful soul is 😭🥺 i dont have that many people as kind as you in my life💛 but oh well *** im not worth their time :') <3 but seriously im not as gorgeous as u think dear😭 most of my pics- actually, it's all of my pics- i cover my face/mouth TvT because i just cant stand the look of it :( 🩷 please dont ever wish to look like me😭 im sure you're already so much more prettier 🥺<3 you just dont know it yet💕
sorry to hear that you end up hurt when you get attached😭 but there are so much people out there for you , just give them a chance and let them in💜 you never know who's right for you until you try :D <3 your comments about how gorgeous you think i am is just 💓💓 it makes me heart melt like omg🥺 how can someone as nice as you exist🥺/gen💕 <3
i joined cups because i just need to find people who are there for me... yk? I don't know 😭 i can be so confusing... <3 and i feel embarrassed to say what i want to people in real life , idk why T^T i usually just say what they wanna hear and then everyone's happi ✨ (except for me wiweojdfewjowi🥺)) there's like only one person irl who i can freely talk to 🩷 but anyway... back to answering your questions and enough about my ✨issues✨ <3 i found it from a social med post lol <3
ahha it's ok 💓 you have as much time as you want to decide 💕 im literally fine with anything!! <3 but what can I call u?? not sure if you want me to give u nicknames like 'dear" or 'love' XD🩷 honestly i feel so old when i call someone dear... and ur prob older than me💀
@yyeyiiLy
ajwhahahahwj I’m sorryyyyyy friend T^T I replied before I left for school and it didn’t sent- then it logged me out so it’s all gone :') give me a minute to reply again💖