in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
the worlds so damn *** up.
"she" wasn’t talking about me. she was a girl I’ve never spoken to before in my year group. that told everyone I grabbed her by the collar and went psycho on her. shockingly I didn’t. never even had an interaction w her. "she"s said a bunch of other stuff too. also werent true. but they spread all the way to primary secondary and senior. and I lost all my friends. but that person was right- it’s not the end of the world.
I’m so tired.
I swear this world is so damn *** up.
hihi @yyeyiiLy 🩷so- I realized that obv you were the one upvoting all my posts <3 I thought it was my friend. because she was online for a long time and she’d get tagged here but I guess even she can’t be bothered to check on me anymore :')💜an ex best friend used to come on here and talk/support and upvote all my posts the way you did🩷but- were not friends anymore and since then this space made me feel horrible. It’s just really lonely and no one ever comes here the way I see them go and support on other spaces💙not even the people that promised they’d visit or come here often🤍I think you could tell I wasn’t the best :')🩷and the way you were there even without saying anything is sumthing that I appreciate so much💖I don’t know you💜if you’re new to cups or anything because I checked forums and you were never tagged before🤍but I just wanted you to know your v little nice things make big impacts :3 <3💕I hope you get this tag and nfta. my class is just being noisy so might as well xD🩷love you anonymous friend💕
@iloveyouxx
omgg ur so so sweet 😖💕 im super glad to hear all this yk✨ and im sorry for your ex friend T^T things just suck a lot sometimes don't they... brighter days are here to come🩷 oh! and im not sure if my recent upvotes are getting through because when i try to heart one of your posts it just shows a sad blue lil heart with the number 0 next to it :(( but just know im always here and supporting you even though you dont know me🥰 sending love and hearts your way 💛
@yyeyiiLy
:000 you repliedddd💖I didn’t expect you to honestly🩷so so sweet🥺💓? I was trying to act normal and not get attached to someone I’ve never talked to before xD💕a lot sometimes haha :')💜true💙I think the only brighter days I’ll ever get is by turning on the lights :')💜or opening the curtains in daytime- I don’t have brighter days aahjajaja xD🩷I’ll be forever helpless✨hehe lemme explain that :3 so :3 cups decided to put a heart limit😭and limit the love😭basically you get a specific amount of upvotes but it’s for different people- same amount but like :0 I’m not sure what the limit is but let’s say it’s 30 :0 so if you upvoted 30 of my posts and like 12 of someone elses- you’d still be able to upvote their posts but now that you’ve reached that limit for me you wouldn’t be able to upvote anything by me anymore🤍sad blue lil heart🥺💙I wish they didn’t limit the love hehe💕but o well :P🩷that means a lot to me💖💞yur honestly so sweet <3 btwwwww hehe who’s in the pfp cos omggee they so prettyyyy shshsjsjjsjewjedixdwjkwdeuieduji😭💓💓I was gonna go insane out of how so fricking gorgeous🤧💖and compliment yu but I’m not actually sure who it is hehe xD💗they’re so beautiful tho my god <3💖💖im kinda scared of getting attached now wkwjhsjw T^T💜I still love yu tho friend <3 what would yu like me to call yu :0💗(*gets hopes up and pushes them down again* T^T💙)
@iloveyouxx
you dont think you have brighter days anymore? 😭 sweetie dont ever say that💕 there is a balance between good and bad🫶 and when you have lived your very worst days, if you get through it all you will be rewarded with the best days of your life✨ and i speak through experience :') hehe- but at least try to get through all the tough days that are going to come and all the tough days that already have come💜 thank you for sharing that info with me about the upvotes btww 🥺 and it's me in the pfp ahaha no one's ever told me i look gorgeous or pretty in such a sincere manner😭💕 please dont ever get scared of getting attached to me🩷 but I do understand if it takes time ! I love you too and I'll try to be here for you a lot <3💛 aaanndddd- you can call me Kiemi or Ki ^^
@yyeyiiLy
hm nu hehe- I don’t think it :3 I knuw it :3💜I don’t know friend🩷not for me I guess :P💕my situations pretty- unique xD T^T💙I won’t get out of the tough days I don’t think🤍
whatttt😭do people not understand✨*masterpiece*✨when they see it😭😭🩷and I turned up my brightness and zoomed in and ahwjhdjsjsheina😭you’re so pretty my god😭💖even thu yur phones covering most of yur face (yur phone case is vvv pretty btw hehe :P💓) I can still tell you’re soooo gorgeoussss eurgh why don’t I look like that😭are your parents like..goddesses or sumthingg T^T💖? your hairstyles so perfect and your eyes are so bootiful and you’re just so pretty ajajkajjwhwusbs😭I wish I looked like you smh TvT💞/gen💓
hehe its just that I get attached a lot and always end up getting hurt :'P💜so I distance myself from everyone but gosh you’re just an angel🥺💖/lh💕I just feel like everyone I know even on here’s just :') they’d always say something. proving they’re just. the exact same. :')💙you genuinely seem so sweet tho💗you remind me of someone for sum reasun :P🤍tho at the same time I know I’ve never ever met anyone everrr as *gorgeoussss* as you are😭💖maybe like a movie or sumthing :0🩷or a model :P💖friend this is random but can I ask why yu joined cups :0💞or how yu found it :3 just curious heh🤍
you don’t have to🩷🥺I’m hard to put up with heh :'P💜I want to be here for you too💞<33/gen
kiemi/ki✨🥺I love those💓/gen💕ahhhh I’m indecisive they’re both so cute I can’t pick😭💜maybe I’ll just- figure that out w the convo lol :3💖
@iloveyouxx
you have to just ✨believe✨ that it'll get better my love <3🩷 but I understand it's hard , just consider it okie?🥰
thankuuu i really cannot believe how nice your beautiful soul is 😭🥺 i dont have that many people as kind as you in my life💛 but oh well *** im not worth their time :') <3 but seriously im not as gorgeous as u think dear😭 most of my pics- actually, it's all of my pics- i cover my face/mouth TvT because i just cant stand the look of it :( 🩷 please dont ever wish to look like me😭 im sure you're already so much more prettier 🥺<3 you just dont know it yet💕
sorry to hear that you end up hurt when you get attached😭 but there are so much people out there for you , just give them a chance and let them in💜 you never know who's right for you until you try :D <3 your comments about how gorgeous you think i am is just 💓💓 it makes me heart melt like omg🥺 how can someone as nice as you exist🥺/gen💕 <3
i joined cups because i just need to find people who are there for me... yk? I don't know 😭 i can be so confusing... <3 and i feel embarrassed to say what i want to people in real life , idk why T^T i usually just say what they wanna hear and then everyone's happi ✨ (except for me wiweojdfewjowi🥺)) there's like only one person irl who i can freely talk to 🩷 but anyway... back to answering your questions and enough about my ✨issues✨ <3 i found it from a social med post lol <3
ahha it's ok 💓 you have as much time as you want to decide 💕 im literally fine with anything!! <3 but what can I call u?? not sure if you want me to give u nicknames like 'dear" or 'love' XD🩷 honestly i feel so old when i call someone dear... and ur prob older than me💀
@yyeyiiLy
ajwhahahahwj I’m sorryyyyyy friend T^T I replied before I left for school and it didn’t sent- then it logged me out so it’s all gone :') give me a minute to reply again💖
@yyeyiiLy
🩷I try <3
I’m only being honest😭💕awwwwe >: >:🩷people..are such strange species lmao :')💜I don’t get them. or. how they could be so purposely cruel to others. and sleep at night. smiling. :')💙kilovely🥺🩷you’re worth all the time in the world🥺💖/gen💕I swear tho like :') I feel like you deserve so much more than whatever you’re getting right now🩷yu own such a beautiful soul <3🌈💖and yu make me feel better💗
not as gorgeous as I think😭?can’t stand the look of you >:💜gosh lovely do you compare yourself to those alien beauty standards😭you’re literally so pretty- you know what subliminals are? your face would probably be put in one of those- I bet everyone’s secretly obsessing and jealous😭they all envying you so maybe why they don’t use their time w you is cos they just wish they were you :P🩷sad people cover it up with evil sumtimes. or just- insecure people put others down sumtimes too- make themselves feel better sumhow :P💙I genuinely do tho😭I wish I looked like you😭you’re drop dead gorgeous like bro why and how are people so*✨*😭I would definitely look twice if I crossed by you irl :P like- "wait what-"😭💖then I’d probably stand across you with my✨anxiety✨and try to get myself to compliment you calmly aushakjaja xD💗
nuuuu I’m really not😭no one can be compared to you in general- but I’m like hahashasxhxsaj :')🩷I took a bunch of photos of myself at school today after reading this- then turned up the noise reduction to the maximum (to make it blurry :P) and now I just look like AI😭I swear I literally look like ai😭and without the blurring I just- idk :P🩷I can show you tho XD I’d just send a link and make it expire after you see it :P💙so it can’t be opened after💜I just have to crop my school logo XD but really I’m not at all prettier than you💗
awe but friend I don’t think there is. I mean :P I’ve let a lot of people in💜and I can’t anymore :') I really don’t get hoomans kiemi :')💙
nu I understand :0🩷yur issues matter too🥺💕I’d love to listen to yu >:🩷talking freely and venting or ranting💜you deserve to have better hoomans in yur world🥺💗
XDDDDDDDD "come on deary com’ here👵🏻" sorry - I feel weird rn lol XD
nah I’m not heh☠️💜I’m the youngest you can be on cups xD🩷I dunno how old yu are tho :0💓but my birthdays august 15 2010 :P💕
I’m at lunch rn :0💕at school-
i wanna go on caps but like I’m so happy cos my swimming teacher forgot to sign my planner😭so that makes 4 swimming lessons left which I can just get the signatures- term3 is 12weeks- in my school if you don’t reach a standard you get a teacher signature in your standards card and there were 6 swimming lessons this term which Im not doing :P first got cancelled and this time the teacher forgot😭she asked for my planner and just completely forgot and she was even signing some and giving them back and was like yeah that’s the last of it like omg she forgot😭but yus I’m relieved hehe :P💜
i have french after this- ttylllllll💖💖