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in the wonders of my mind💗.

iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

cos yk

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

my mom died becos of my dad.

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

"dad"*

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

and I will too.

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

and no one will know ***

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

have you ever just thought like.

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

I’m- not even alive. I’m literally not alive and I’m not living either. I just. exist. and then I die. I was born to exist for a while then die. literally. so why exist any longer. to get abused. raped. tortured. to suffer. to be in pain. to bleed. and cry. just to give up. over- and over again. you already gave up. but for sum *** reason you’re still here. why’re you still here? 

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

literally what the *** is keeping you alive

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

I just love how they were online the whole time reading and seeing how much you really just *** needed someone to be there. and couldn’t care any less.

iloveyouxx OP April 3rd

I need help. I need a hug. a friend. a family member that’s "normal". a world that’s not falling apart even more every single day.