in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
I just donāt get it :ā) I donāt understand. I donāt get the difference between me and her- what can I do to be enough..? Iām so genuine at this point. because Iāve gave everyone my everything. and now Iāve apparently "lost that spark to my eye". Iām gone. I canāt go through stuff and be so perfect but when Iām expected to do something I do it-? I try. I just try. I swear Iām so hurt. I swear it hurts. you hurt me. what does it take to see it. you hate seeing others hurt but you hurt me you literally stole who I used to be. I came here so. not gonna say hopeful because I thought this was something for sewerslide but whatever. innocent? people are actually so fake here. itās insane becauseĀ when im at school I feel like I just canāt keep my eyes open because of how mentally draining. being surrounded by friends and friend groups everywhere but youāre the only freak. I complimented a couple people today. and I helped some randoms. I like doing it. but now- you just do stuff for how everyone else sees you? literally no one cares. if you want to fit in you canāt just be nice. but thatās why I thought itād be different here because almost every time someone would go against a rule or be rude/mean/hurtful in any way everyone would get involved. but what actually happens that hurts people isnāt seen. I swear Iām hurt but I donāt get the difference. a hurting girl and a "hurting" girl.? the minute you canāt be anyoneās pawn anymore you donāt even matter. you donāt matter. at 2% Iām gonna go.Ā
you didnāt bother. you couldnāt bother.
@iloveyouxx
*hugs*
@iloveyouxx *offers safe hugs* I'm sorry someone hurt you here š This place has changed so much since I first joined. I've watched it slowly get worse and no one does anything š