in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
I feel so bad for her-
every time I talk to her we have to whisper. every time we wanna go to break we canāt sit down because sheās always scared theyāre following herĀ
one of them is the girl that called me uneducated. the one that got a 4- cheating with chatgptā ļøI got a 9+. -
she doesnāt even hurt me. I donāt have a codename for her because I literally donāt know how to make one sheās so indescribable.
honestly I donāt care about anyoneās beliefs. I donāt believe them I donāt judge them I donāt think about them I literally just donāt care. I donāt care what you believe in- it doesnāt matter to me.Ā
but her mind reading was staring at me for a couple of seconds- then screaming and saying I have a crush on this guy I forgot existed-.
she said it "only works when thereāre strong emotions like love"Ā
oh yeah. and then she said "donāt worryyy (my name-) itās only gonna be between you and me(*she winked here which what-*) and the friends Iām gonna tell(*winks again-*)"
Iām so scared.
5amļ¼
@iloveyouxx Don't you sleep much?Ā
@mytwistedsoul
lolll- nu I donāt. at all :>š¤itās 7am now and Iām leaving for school soon but why?š
@iloveyouxx Is there a reason you don't? If it's ok to ask of course. There's no pressure to answer :)
@mytwistedsoul
at school-
mm yus I mean.. lifeās way too much to just- sleepĀ :')š¤Iām not just gonna close my eyes and be all calm or anything and I just canāt.š¤also every time I do sleep I get horrible nightmares or I sleep too much- too much being 4hours (or less-š¤)since I wouldāve already slept late-
we have to work on this project brb :Pšttyl friendš©·
@iloveyouxx Nightmares are hard š I'm sorry you have to deal with those. I hope you can one day work through them and can get better sleep.Ā
@mytwistedsoul
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@iloveyouxx SLC stands for student led conferences/ committee? I've heard of them but have never been part of one. It must have been strange to see yourself so confident. Did something happen that caused you to lose that? Or has anxiety just been getting worse as time went on?
