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gonna jump on the diary train

shadowmothhh February 5th, 2020

if anyone wants to reply, they may. i'd love support. i'm more open on the internet than in real life. perhaps i'll find a friend.

this is just my spot to complain or rant about stuff, especially the little things i wouldn't go to a listener for. this is a place where if people choose to care, they can, but no one has to listen

and i guess i could come back to this or something and look back on my thoughts

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shadowmothhh OP March 3rd, 2020

The bruises have shown up. I know I'm doing it right

MelG919 March 3rd, 2020

@Jisola I like this, seems like a good idea, ive never been too fond of writing but since ive found 7cups, its easier to share thru the keyboard, thanks for sharing this!!

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shadowmothhh OP March 3rd, 2020

@MelG919

thank you so much! I felt the same way. I had a diary once but i never really liked it that much. This is so much easier to do.

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shadowmothhh OP March 4th, 2020

hahahahahaaaaaaaaa i got no sleep

shadowmothhh OP March 4th, 2020

who the hell keeps coming and upvoting my useless posts

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mytwistedsoul March 4th, 2020

@Jisola Hey - How are you? :) Sorry - I didn't mean to invade and I kept meaning to say hey or something - I can be alittle shy at times

But I am the one upvoting - lol - a silent supporter but if you'd rather I didn't - I can stop

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shadowmothhh OP March 4th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

Thank you for coming in and thank you for upvoting! It let me know you were there and I was being acknowledged. Thanks for showing your support! I'm doing not too great right now but hoping it will get better later. I've seen you around the forums and am glad to have you take notice in me.

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shadowmothhh OP March 4th, 2020

@mytwistedsoul

Thank you for coming in and thank you for upvoting! It let me know you were there and I was being acknowledged. Thanks for showing your support! I'm doing not too great right now but hoping it will get better later. I've seen you around the forums and am glad to have you take notice in me.

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shadowmothhh OP March 4th, 2020

i just caught a terrible cold from my dad. gearing up for all the coronavirus jokes i will get from literally everyone who finds out. keep 'em rolling (and no, it's not corona.)

shadowmothhh OP March 4th, 2020

possible trigger warning

in english we had this assignment where we had to pick a short story at random and do work about it. the one i got was the black cat by edgar allen poe.

if you guys don't know, it's a terrible story (and i love animals, especially cats). It's about a drunk dude who cuts out his cat's eyeball with a knife and then later hangs the cat.

i got so uncomfortable that i couldn't continue reading it and actually had to request that the teacher change my story.

it disturbed me so much that half an hour later i'm still hiding and crying about it. I wish i had never been exposed to that. there was never even a warning that poe writes dark and graphic stories. I didn't know what to expect.
I don't even know how it ended because i was so disturbed. I don't wanna know.

i can't believe it was even a choice without at least a warning.

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mytwistedsoul March 4th, 2020

@Jisola I can't believe they would offer a story like that. As a fellow animal lover - that would have disturbed me too. Just senseless cruelty :(

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shadowmothhh OP March 5th, 2020

dammit i have to go to school in 40 minutes and i'm still not out of bed

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MelG919 March 5th, 2020

@Jisola did you make it to school on time? :)

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shadowmothhh OP March 6th, 2020

@MelG919

yup, luckily

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shadowmothhh OP March 6th, 2020

I caught my dad's cold. I feel (and probably look) like death. This sucks

on the bright side, I get to cut my hair short tomorrow and on sunday I'm going to the new bnha movie

shadowmothhh OP March 9th, 2020

I cut my hair.

It was down to my armpits. Now it's up at my chin.

I look like a lesbian. I dig it.

I actually feel pretty. I'm happy with my hair.

I also just saw the new My Hero Academia movie.

It was mindblowingly awesome.

I want to hibernate.

I want to sleep throughout the week. Wake me on the weekend and I'll eat as much as I can. Then I'll go back to sleep and hibernate through march break.

Weekends are snack breaks, nothing but sleep the rest of the time. That's how I want it to be.

not dead, but sleeping. Sleep is just death without the commitment.

shadowmothhh OP March 9th, 2020

anyone remember Code Lyoko? That show is older than me but I just found out about it and I have decided that you're never too old for anything. I've been bingeing it all weekend.
Theme song is SO catchy. Downloaded the english version, memorized the french version (french is better.)

I can't choose a favourite character. I need help. If anyone watches it, tell me your favourite character and why. I'm almost done season 3 and still can't pick a favourite.

Freakin' love it. I get obsessed with the weirdest things. So underrated.