@LoveMyMoonflowers

looks like i pressed the curiosity buttons 😀 thank you ni 💜 i appreciate your kindness! your words mean alot to me!

@amiableBunny4016

you sure did 💜 

@amiableBunny4016 I'm intrigued!  I've got questions. Who what where why and how. That's ok a good author should keep some secrets about their characters because it keeps people wanting more 

@mytwistedsoul

haha. its like being a magician at times! not being able to reveal secrets 😀 🥹 

@amiableBunny4016 Oh definitely! You can't compromise the magic! 😊

@amiableBunny4016 Yeah perfectionism can be a hassle when it comes to just about everything. Maybe just set it aside for now and maybe with time it will fall together. Maybe you could break it down into a series?  

@mytwistedsoul

😀yeah thats another way of doing it. i tend to just throw it aside, and come back to it a few days after with a fresh mind. sometimes its too much sitting for an hour trying to make it "perfect"  thanks soul 💙 i appreciate you

@amiableBunny4016 It's a lot of pressure and would take away some of the enjoyment of writing I think - to try and force it when your brain isn't into it

@mytwistedsoul

That’s a good idea 💜

Disclaimer: i have no intention of publishing this book i talk about publicly. 

@amiableBunny4016

that is okie Bunnie beanie 

bunny issues. so you see this sentence:

“The venom in her words, was a poison to the mind, twisting every part of her being into knots of confusion”

my brain thinks there is another way to make it even more perfect, but my heart says there is nothing to change about the sentence because there is no other way of wording it.

@amiableBunny4016

Perhaps, your goal for the first draft should be to get it done? no matter how… “imperfect” your brain says it is? (I know our brains can say a lot of things…. *smh brainie*) 💜 and then the editing can come later? Idk 💜 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

thats exactly what i've been trying to do 💛 this is what i hear from other writers on the internet too. haha. 

@amiableBunny4016

It can be like a battle though. :') it’s hard not to want to edit everything at once. like… writing, editing, writing, editing… but we get so caught up with the editing 😭😭 Ni friend is thinking of writing a novel too but I most likely wouldn’t be able to lol 🥲💙 

I love that loading gif 🤭 so relatable 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

nii friend 💛 that was my first thought when i started to get the idea of this book. the first thing i thought when i opened the document was "i cant write a book" but yk the human brain is so unique and creative 😛 if its your dream, you got this! i believe in you and will cheer you on in whatever decision you decide to make!!

.......bro came in to check if i was alive, torment me.... lock the door. and leave me in here

@amiableBunny4016

I wish i could yeet him far far far away :( 

life gets better

nothing got better. 

:/

Yk what's the scary thing about being locked in this room.. the fact that idk where my brother is and he isn't here. 

.......

i feel an anxiety attack coming...

@amiableBunny4016

*no pressure to read/respond* 😞 is there anything that help bunnie beanie when she having anxiety attack? 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

i dont know. i usually just hold on to a teddy bear or scream or something. but my teddy bear is dead because i ripped it apart. and well..... if i scream, he will... you know...

@amiableBunny4016

😔 i wish you had safes space to express bunnie beanie. i’m vv sorry ☹️ *hugs if okie* 

@amiableBunny4016 How about some deep breathes? 

@mytwistedsoul

i keep holding my breath. and then when i let go, i just end up sobbing and driving myself crazy. 

@amiableBunny4016 Take a deep breath in through your nose and count to 4 and exhale thru your mouth to 4. Visualize you're blowing up a balloon

Let it out ok? Let yourself sob - scream - rant - curse - whatever helps 💙 

@mytwistedsoul

i.... he's coming. ..b y 

@amiableBunny4016

😞 frick him 😞😞

@amiableBunny4016 😡🤬 I can't say what I'd like to do to him. But by god I would in a *** heartbeat 

@mytwistedsoul

soul…. if i knew the address i’d come over to that *** up man (he’s not even human i swear) and i’d bring my 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

(: 

@LoveMyMoonflowers He's a monster. A Predator. I don't like anyone who preys on anyone.  Especially kids

@mytwistedsoul

😞😞 i don’t like them either. 

they are so heartless. and cruel. and ***. and they ain’t even human….. 

*** that guy fr. :') 

(by they i mean predators 😞😞)

this is where i fall...

@amiableBunny4016

🥺😞😞😞😞

bye..