@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
what could possibily go wrong deleting 1496 words of a book i wrote and thrashing my work....
@amiableBunny4016 Oh no 😬 please tell me it wasn't deleted
@mytwistedsoul
its not deleted yet. but its a project i've been weeping over for the past few months yet it makes my head hurt because my perfectionism doesnt let me move on.
@amiableBunny4016
Perfectionism is hard to deal with ): but 1496 words 💙 you’ve gotten this far, Ni friend believes in you Bunny friend and i believe you can do it 💙 what’s the word count your aiming for? :o 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ni you wont be surprised.... but i dont have a word count aim 😄 im just going with what life's words gets me to write. but i think if i am actually going to write it, i would be looking at a little over 68,000-70,000 words or more 😀 but as you can see.... bunny has made little to no progress.
@amiableBunny4016
*hugs if okay and sends motivational beams to Bunny* 💙 i think i get the perfectionism though :/ when we write it’s like… we feel every word, everything has to be perfect in the first draft 😭 and so that perfectionism sort of becomes a huge boulder getting in the way and it’s hard to go further :/ Has Bunny perhaps found any books about writing/tips for writing books? Idk. 💙
I still think that you shouldn’t delete it :') that’s your decision of course and i’m not going to pressure you 💜 i just think….. you may feel like deleting it today but in the future you might be like… oh i shouldn’t have deleted it. :') Idk 💜 idk anything about anything lol so don’t take me too seriously 😅
Disclaimer: i have no intention of publishing this book i talk about publicly.
@amiableBunny4016
that is okie Bunnie beanie
bunny issues. so you see this sentence:
“The venom in her words, was a poison to the mind, twisting every part of her being into knots of confusion”
my brain thinks there is another way to make it even more perfect, but my heart says there is nothing to change about the sentence because there is no other way of wording it.
@amiableBunny4016
Perhaps, your goal for the first draft should be to get it done? no matter how… “imperfect” your brain says it is? (I know our brains can say a lot of things…. *smh brainie*) 💜 and then the editing can come later? Idk 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thats exactly what i've been trying to do 💛 this is what i hear from other writers on the internet too. haha.
@amiableBunny4016
It can be like a battle though. :') it’s hard not to want to edit everything at once. like… writing, editing, writing, editing… but we get so caught up with the editing 😭😭 Ni friend is thinking of writing a novel too but I most likely wouldn’t be able to lol 🥲💙
I love that loading gif 🤭 so relatable
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nii friend 💛 that was my first thought when i started to get the idea of this book. the first thing i thought when i opened the document was "i cant write a book" but yk the human brain is so unique and creative 😛 if its your dream, you got this! i believe in you and will cheer you on in whatever decision you decide to make!!
.......bro came in to check if i was alive, torment me.... lock the door. and leave me in here
@amiableBunny4016
I wish i could yeet him far far far away :(
Yk what's the scary thing about being locked in this room.. the fact that idk where my brother is and he isn't here.
i feel an anxiety attack coming...
@amiableBunny4016
*no pressure to read/respond* 😞 is there anything that help bunnie beanie when she having anxiety attack?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i dont know. i usually just hold on to a teddy bear or scream or something. but my teddy bear is dead because i ripped it apart. and well..... if i scream, he will... you know...
@amiableBunny4016
😔 i wish you had safes space to express bunnie beanie. i’m vv sorry ☹️ *hugs if okie*
@amiableBunny4016 How about some deep breathes?
@mytwistedsoul
i keep holding my breath. and then when i let go, i just end up sobbing and driving myself crazy.
@amiableBunny4016 Take a deep breath in through your nose and count to 4 and exhale thru your mouth to 4. Visualize you're blowing up a balloon
Let it out ok? Let yourself sob - scream - rant - curse - whatever helps 💙
@mytwistedsoul
i.... he's coming. ..b y
@amiableBunny4016
😞 frick him 😞😞
@amiableBunny4016 😡🤬 I can't say what I'd like to do to him. But by god I would in a *** heartbeat
@mytwistedsoul
soul…. if i knew the address i’d come over to that *** up man (he’s not even human i swear) and i’d bring my 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪
(:
@LoveMyMoonflowers He's a monster. A Predator. I don't like anyone who preys on anyone. Especially kids
@mytwistedsoul
😞😞 i don’t like them either.
they are so heartless. and cruel. and ***. and they ain’t even human…..
*** that guy fr. :')
(by they i mean predators 😞😞)
