@mytwistedsoul

maybe i could write a poem about sweet smart and funny young girl lol . 

@amiableBunny4016 Nah they're sweet smart and funny despite being torn apart. And no - no one should feel unloved and unheard. None of what you're going through is the way it's supposed to be. Some people don't deserve the children they have 😞 but the problem is the adults - not the children 

@amiableBunny4016 I'm sensing sarcasm 🤪 you could write a poem like that. Maybe throw in a few spiders to make it darker if you want. Or write about how she wants nothing more than to be loved and heard 💙

@mytwistedsoul

lmao. this is a good idea ngl 💙 i might try writing the start but the credit goes to you. thanks for pressing the creative button of my mind :P

@amiableBunny4016 Lol! Glad I could help jump start your creativity 😂

I can't wait to go to school tommorow and escape this *** hole 

1 2 3 it's good to be me 1 2 3. 

I still remember this nursery rhyme that haunts me 

 Cry breathe survive that's the way to life. 

Why am I so dirty minded 

I keep having dreams of drowning 

@TabbyCat97 💜 gone but never forgotten ~ I don't know where you are, I know your account is on self care, but it's been *forever*. I miss you. I miss your humour, the way you made me smile, the way we used to blast weird pms to each other like Barbie in a cream house, the struggles we shared, the way you were always so caring and lovely towards your fellow teenie friends xD 💜 tabby, I know your busy with college and I hope everything is going well 💜 I miss you my long term listeners buddy 💙 I hope you come back one day and see this 💙

Bunny 

I miss using pms 😭 I don't even touch it anymore 

Im going to have a mental breakdown 

..............***

she already found a man to ruin my life.

what does the ring do again

this is all a joke... putting a ring in my hand doesnt mean anything, i can just take it off and throw it away

@amiableBunny4016 You're 14 - I'm pretty sure this is illegal. They're both sick if they think this is ok 😞

@mytwistedsoul

yeah, no, its fine.

@amiableBunny4016 😑 it's not but as there isn't anything I can do, I'll keep my mouth shut

School was... Great 

im getting flashbacks of dad.....

and it freaking hurts

@amiableBunny4016

*sits with bunny if okay* 

when you hope a chatroom wont be triggering-

chatroom- yeah, lets get triggering 

hi.

@amiableBunny4016

Hi ❤️

@Fluffysheep8

Hi! 

I like to please people with my absence. 

and for the million-th time again.... i felt the emptiness stay there. nothing i had to fill it up. nothing i had left, to pick myself up. nothing left to.... feel or love myself. nothing left of this human. 

So I thought I escaped him..  but he found my number... And sent me the images he took of me. What was the purpose of sending me them? 

@amiableBunny4016 Intimidation 😞 maybe you could remind him that he has child p*rnography on his phone and does he know that's illegal? 

@mytwistedsoul

Can't be bothered. These sorts of people aren't likely to change. I know him well by now. He has cruelty in his eyes everywhere he goes. :') 💙 oh look..  he's calling me again ..  let's just hope he doesn't come back to this house. 

How do I distance myself from someone on cups I feel uncomfortable around without hurting their feelings 😅

is he really coming back to get his stuff

the nightmare last night.... put me off sleeping

I thought he was gone but he came back to get his stuff... And I freaked out cos I thought he came back to beat me. Weirdly he didn't say anything other than push me out of the way when I opened the door.

His friends keep calling me and trying to flirt. 

This guy has no empathy in his eyes. 

You know.. funny thing is my mom came to my room whilst I was sleeping last night.. I woke up because of course I'm scared of her.. and then she sat beside me and cried and hugged me. I slept in her arms. After years and years.... I slept in my mother's arms. 

I don't trust her. I just found it weird she came to me...