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amiableBunny4016 November 20th, 2022

Hi everyone,

Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.

Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.

I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.

Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”

Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.

We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.

If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....

Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.

Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.

You can get through this.

I am here for you.

We are here for you.


Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.

Take care,

Bunny

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amiableBunny4016 OP February 15th

he is having a tantrum when im ill. *** ***.

amiableBunny4016 OP February 15th

Oof 

amiableBunny4016 OP February 15th

... I can't do anything anymore... I can't...

amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

....isn't it weird..... witnessing strangers do things can be so emotional..... seeing pain in their eyes...... even when im sitting on a bus......

amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

standing near a bus stop..... and someone starts a conversation with me...... made the whole lot big of a difference to my day. 

amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

i do not belong...... anywhere. anymore. and never will.

amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

i- im triggered

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 16th

@amiableBunny4016

what’s wrong bunny friend? 💜 /nfta 

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amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

i- she- how....... Ni- 

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 16th

@amiableBunny4016

*gentle hugs for you if okay* 💜

LoveMyMoonflowers February 16th

@amiableBunny4016

she…? did your mother do something, buddy…? 😞 /nfta 

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amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

ni ........ hug ..- she.... please

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 16th

@amiableBunny4016

💜 it’s ok friend. no pressure to tell me anything buddy 💜 it’s ok - me understand it hard especially when we triggered 😞 here with you friend 💜 (if your comfy) 

LoveMyMoonflowers February 16th

@amiableBunny4016

*hugs bunny tight if okay and doesn’t let go* 💜 

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amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

...... 

amiableBunny4016 OP February 16th

when you let your little brother watch YouTube....


Later...





He asks: 'why are their family so happy? Why is mommy always shouting and being abusive?' 

amiableBunny4016 OP February 17th

my eyes hurt from crying........ too much. 

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mytwistedsoul February 17th

@amiableBunny4016 *offers safe gentle hugs* What has you so upset? 

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amiableBunny4016 OP February 17th

@mytwistedsoul

......why do words hurt so much? 


like no matter how strong i try to be, i always end up like this. like knowing i'm numb to this ***, but her words seem to always get in my head. and it never goes away. it seems like... when a parent tears a child apart, a child wont hate their parent. they will hate themselves. 


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mytwistedsoul February 17th

@amiableBunny4016 I think some of it is the way they're delivered - the context. When we're trying so hard to be good and then to be told we're not. They stick with you and we start to believe them. Our brains are kind of wired so that words affect or experience of the world. And if they're said deliberately - we know they're intended to hurt 😞

You're absolutely right. Having your parents tear you apart - you don't hate them - you end up hating yourself and then you tear yourself apart

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