"don't let go bunny" "don't give up bunny" "we are proud of you bunny" "we love you bunny"

I know. i know. but i cant do this. im just a girl... tryna be found in an ocean. deep down. my memories and my past is burried down there. i dont wanna be sucked under the ocean. but it keeps pulling me. just a matter of keeping my head aBove the water.

when i sit in the dark world, im sitting within myself. i am the answer to my darkness.

@amiableBunny4016

It was a dark, stormy night, and the girl was standing at the edge of the cliff, staring out at an endless sea. The ocean stretched out like an endless blue lasting forever, small waves rippling. Drowning in her past trauma as she felt the weight of the world in her shoulder. Stared at the waves crashing into the shore, feeling like a small piece of the world. Maybe she was just a piece of the ocean, a piece of the stones and the creatures down there. Being washed away in the flood of her tormented, broken heart. Not knowing what to look for, what to live for, what to see for, what to hear? No sense of direction, guidance, no meaning no purpose, no place in the world. Lost and alone.

no one wants me. i get it.

idk who is reading this but here we go.

i know. its a huge struggle right now. you feel lost. you feel broken. you feel like you are a burden sometimes. you wanna give up. i know. you have pain, you're hurting. And i know its easy for me to say its okay and say your feelings are valid. that everything will be okay . but I won't . I won't say it. Because I know that everything has turned upside down in our lives and we are lost.. and we don't know what to do and whatever i say , you will feel the complete opposite. I know how *** life can be because believe it or not , i have seen pain as well. Your trying to stay strong, your trying to hold on, your trying. to be you, your trying to keep going, to be there for others, to hold on, and i am so *** proud of you. So so *** proud of you. I know your standing in the middle of *** and i know life is just... messed up sometimes. i really pray and hope things get better for you because I am standing right behind you. And when you fall, I am right here to hold your hand and help you back up. And when you cry, I will give you that shoulder to cry and scream on. And when you are happy, I will laugh and smile with you. I will scream through pain with you. I will shout in excitement with you in the most happiest times of your life. I know i seem like a 14 year old girl through a screen who just says things and blah blah blah and it doesnt matter. but im trying. and im sorry. your so much stronger than you think. The fact your here just makes me smile because you are a crystal-sparking light and you are shining so much light . I cannot describe it. And even in the darkness, your light doesn't dim because you are your own light to shine yourself through the dark. The word would be lost without a person like you, so beautiful, so brave, so loved. never forget that. never *** forget that.

Buny

Just something so random : to anyone part of the teen chaotic squad and anyone in the teens side:

I love you all so so so much and you all mean the freaking world to me. I love our chaos and our fun and our jokes and everything 😛😛 you all are the best humans I could ever ask for! Teenie friends 😭😭😭you all are just fantabulous! I know we all struggle sometimes but we all bounce back !

Bunny

tw/ed, abuse

"shut up mom. i dont wanna eat it , just leave me alone"

" i dont want to eat it"

"why?"

"I just dont want to eat anything okay? im not hungry. why dont you understand?"

"You have to eat something or you wont grow"

"She has stopped eating , thats why he isnt getting taller"

"whats wrong with you?"

your right.

whats behind these eyes?

these innocent brown eyes.

do you see bruises and pain?

do you see that girl who stares at a mirror and only thinks she is ugly?

do you see me?

the world is blurred....

the words zoom and travel in and around my head....

just *** leave me alone.

i could starve to death.

but never will i be.....

never will i see......

never will i hear,

my beauty.

and im sorry.

"*** ***. mom i dont want it okay? i dont want to eat it"

*slams door*

Bunny

you don't have to care if I am such a burden.

if you don't have anything kind to say, then don't say it.

I can't stop having nightmares about you.

constantly screaming even in my sleep.

I don't want to see you.

I don't want to hear you.

You hurt me.

So let go..

Bunny