@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
When I called a crisis line today...
I met one of the sweetest and kindest people in the world.
I don't know who that person was.
But I can't thank that person enough
For saving one life.
It's just really strange to think about.
How words over a phone have a huge impact.
❤️
@amiableBunny4016 Super proud of you and the kind soul who you had the blessing to talk to!❤
'who are you' they ask.
I shrug. I pack my bag and put everything inside it.
The voice inside me asks again 'who are you'
I say : 'i don't know'
The voice say
'run. Dig deep inside and find yourself. '
Maybe I am just someone who feels like no one
Someone who has no one.
I'm get so confused with someone and no one.
Bunny
I can't be asked to sleep right now but I'm making random posts.
Tw/death suicide
I have an opinion based question. If a 'friend' told you that they would record you commiting suicide and post it. Is that just
A fake friend?
@amiableBunny4016, of I am having one of my down times , I may not give much attention to how others interact with me . But in my right mind I will know that the person is either sick or being funny or a general jerk. It doesn't make them a "friend" or a "fake friend".
@Vitalda
Yeah my mind just doesn't take anything in :') in pretty sure they were joking around and yk I kinda laughed about it with them but thinking about it now just makes it feel overcomplicating
@amiableBunny4016. Unfortunately I understand that feeling all too well. Hehe , not pleasant right? Its very tempting to overanalyze very word spoken and be hurt by it , especially when one is down. One way I use to look through all that face is to remind myself that I have a habit overanalyzing when I am down. Don't know if it applies to you or not. No offense intended. Just sharing what I do.
@amiableBunny4016. What do you think?
so bunny has been keeping a secret for a long time. Bunny does singing :') and for a long time i've been keeping my voice from everyone. so im gonna share it. i know it sounds crap but lmao .i messed up at the end and almost held my breath. but yk... if you ever wanna know how i sound like here it is. its messed up (i know)
tagging people who might wanna hear my voice:
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @YourCaringConfidant
@amiableBunny4016 I'm proud of you. Embrace your beautiful singing voice God gave you. I applaud you for being brave enough to share! You should be proud.
@amiableBunny4016
Awww sooo sneaky, Shining Buddy!😛 Keeping away your beautiful voice from us all this time, mhmmm! ^_^
Mess up where smh! :') Totally must've been lost in how adorable this was to find any mess ups! :P
Hehe I get the hesitation and awkwardness and the many "oooh but they'll defo judge" thoughts, but I'm so glad you triumphed all these thoughts and did share your lovely song recording with us! You sing sooo beautifully, not even kidding! And awwww this is the cutest vocaroo I've heard hehe! Love your awdorable voice and love learning more awesome things about your awesome self! Thankyouuu for tagging me!🥺❤
Someday when I triumph those thoughts as well lol, I'll do at least a "hey, love ya lots shining buddy" for you foshooo!😭 Till then please just take it by the word!🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @YourCaringConfidant
aaa.. thank you so much both of you! This means so much to me. haha. I was contemplating whether or not to send my voice . Awwww so sweet. :') I am lucky to have people in 7cups in my life. Maybe ill try to find confidence to sing the whole sing for you guys :') <3 thank you so much for all the kindness and love! lol. my adorable voice :o
Bunny
🤧bunny lost words today. I've been so lost into school and life I don't get time to write poems anymore not gonna lie but even when I want to write a poem I run out of topics to write about 😀😛
But anyways 😀 here is spam from me.
Mom, I know the diagnosis wasn't so easy. But sometimes we gotta be strong..I know our abusive past wasn't easy. But I'm right here beside you. Even in the darkest times. 🤧
😅Sometimes I thank my haters for making me stronger and better. Some people are just really bad at hating 😛
😀Well.. how are you bunny?
I'm okay. But I'm not.
😄More spam to come...
anyone want a hug? i really need one today not gonna lie.
@amiableBunny4016 *hugssss* ❤
tw/abuse, death, lots of triggering stuff.... and blah blah blah
Do you wanna talk about it? -Bunny-
"Do you wanna talk about it?"
"uhh...no im good. Really dont worry.. Im fine. ......"
What I didn't tell anyone:
"Do you wanna talk about it?'
"i wake up in tears. hiding every single thought inside of me. pulling myself together. Can't look at myself in the mirror. Can't look at my skin. Can't look at my eyes. Can't look at my scars. Can't watch the world and smile. Can't be bad because all i say is I am good. Can't stand up for myself. Can't scream. Can't cry. Can't be. Can't smile. Can't fake it all because i get all caught up. Can't breathe. Can't do anything. And do you know what? I am sick and I am tired and I am done. Caught up in my hopelessness. Caught up in the words people throw into my head. Caught up in the chaos. Caught up in the shouting. Caught up in the slap. Caught up in the punch. Caught up in this world that pulls me so heavily. And I am stuck in these thoughts. Wheather existence was just a mistake or reality. Wheather we breathe and suffocate. Or breathe fresh air. Can't be loved. Can't be perfect. Can't be Bunny. I am sorry. I can't learn to love myself but people tell me I will. Can't tell you I love you because I am on edge of thin ice. Pull me. break me. suffocate me. And there I am.. still alive. still standing. do you hear me mom? do you hear my voice dad? what about you? hey..... just look into my eyes. please.. just look at me..... do you hear me? do you love me? do you care for me? what about my haters? My bullies? the people who didn't listen to my voice for one second... listen to me. i hate me too. okay? you happy? go on then....... do the thing you always do. suffocate me with your words till i pass away. and when i do pass away, dont mourn me. because i wont ever be there.
bunny
@amiableBunny4016,