@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
Hellooooo❤️,
Lovely people,
Today we are talking about this quote⬇️
In my free time I search quotes and I keep note of the ones I want to write about or can be an "inspiration" for my poems. And this one has been chosen. 😭
Life does take us down. And we do fall down. And we do fall apart sometimes. But sometimes because of shame, guilt, fear... People hide it. We hide things. Lock them up somewhere safe and far. Lock them up in your heart thats bleeding so hard. And you laugh. Try to smile. But people who smile are the ones that are crying on the inside. So Lori Goodwin says that we "try to maintain a sense of normality until we no longer can". What he means is that, we try to become normal. Like everything is okay. That we are fine. We try to become like everyone else in society, like most people say "i'm good" when they are probably suffering *** on the inside. Until we burst. And we pop. And sometimes we curse and scream. Other times we just become really angry. He describes this as being a "survivour".
A survivour fights their own battle. And so just because we are survivours of our battle, just because I don't sound right, just because I don't look right, just because I hezitate, people still push me . People still push us. Push us to be something else we don't even want to be. God knows what this world is really like. Sometimes this world can be really *** and this is the only time I can burst my anger.
"We are survivours"
And then he comes on to state "Those of us who have made it through *** are still standing? we bear a different name: warriors". I am a palace to my worries. A playground to my thoughts. I am everything inside of me. I am struggling. I am hurt. But no one would give *** and they will judge me for all they can. And you know what , judging people isnt the only thing in the world. I promise you there are 20385928503 other problems out there. But we are warriors. We all are. Those of us who have made it through *** and through *** and through so much, we are warriors. We are the servants of our battles we fight upon.
And I quit . I don't tell anyone to keep fighting anymore. Because that just sounds...... Unreal. I used to do that alot.
But its your battle. And you can decide wheather you wanna face it or not. Your a warrior. The world is waiting for you. For all of us.❤️
Bunny
Heeyy
Guess what?
I am useless. Very useless. No one gives *** about me anymore ❤️ -bunny 2023-
For those who don't want me to succeed, for those who's hate burst into pieces, for those who envy my words, for those who's words hurt the most, never follow me again. I'm in too much agony. Too much pain. Leave me..stop hurting me.❤️
Many in life say that they care, but once the gloomy clouds pass by and we clean the windows and the rusty glass no one is truly there but ourselves. So love yourself. No one else can be there ❤️
We are alone. Bleeding. Hurting. Watching. I wanna go home. I'm sorry. I wanna go far away from this place that hurts so bad ❤️
-i didnt mean to hurt anyone and if I really did I give you permission to punish me in whatever way you feel- ❤️
Don't let hatred boil too much. It can sometimes explode. Let kindness fill your heart with love and serenity ❤️
Dear myself, your *** stupid. What life are you living? Go away. ❤️
I sound like a hypocrite on 7cups ❤️
This is my fav post on all time because no one reads this and no one can stop me from saying anything bad cos this forum doesn't make sense ,❤️
Those who are innocent are turned guilty, those who are fearless will fear their very death and soon fear the world, those who are happy are sad. Those who smile can be crying on the inside. Be kind. Always. Who knows what someone else goes through? ❤️
Be kind to yourself, your as soft and treasured as a gift in a treasure box ❤️
I don't make sense 😭
Some hate me for being me, but who do they truly want me to be? ❤️
I am truly never the sweet bunny anyone wanted.
I'm pathetic ❤️
Love,
Bunny
@Tabbycat97
I know we were in a middle of a convo. But I've accidentally been moved to the adults side 😭 and I can't access our chat. Ill try to get it fixed asap. Sorry
Bunny 🐇
@amiableBunny4016
Bunnnyyy :o itsss okieee - ohhh my gooodnesss bunnie is on adult side now:0 nuuuu ! Did you email community@7cups.com : :')
Tabs
@TabbyCat97
it looks like bunny thing got removed from the site not sure if it’s permanent or not
@amiableBunny4016
i hope u get this fixed soon I really enjoy your forum posts
@amiableBunny4016
Bunnyyyyyy, I’ve been wondering where you went, moi bestie 🥺 I’m sorry that you have to deal with the accidental transition to the oldie side :’) That happened to me as well this past January, and it was scary. But we’re here for you, dear, and I hope things get resolved soon ❤️ *hugssssss*
Hey honeybun you grew up so fast on me that ur an OLDIE now?! jk but i hope it gets fixed soon.
if u don't want me here ill shoo but I've been thinking about you and i haven't seen u in awhile so I decided to check on you. how have u been holding up?
@amiableBunny4016
Love this message! Thank you!
I’m a fellow poet too and poetry has helped me put things in perspective for many years.
I’m new here and so glad so many of us are on the same thinking/trajectory and are beginning to overstand the realities you spoke to. Growing is sometimes quite painful, as parts of our understanding of reality die and new understanding is birthed we are stretching, opening and expanding! Through this growth we need to take these measures of grieving, celebrating the process and overstanding who we once were and who we are becoming(as a whole & individually).
Thanks for being so beautifully accountable! Right On!!
We all need more peeps like you! Keep up the awesome work!
Truly inspirational; Feeling truly grateful! Thank You, Bunny!
@VibesVT
Hey there,
First of all , I just wanted to say what a beautiful, caring person you are. This absolutely put a smile on my face my fellow poet! Your amazing! thank you so much, you don't know how much this means to me! I love it. Thank youuu. awww. This is so sweet. Can't wait to get to know you more and talk about poetry! Wohooo.
And we all need a kind, amazing, thoughtful person like you!
Bunny
The Ugly Truth...
7cups has been a great place for me. Found so many friends. Found my second family. Now that I would call it my first family. So many awesome people here being supportive. But I gotta say.... There is a bit of reality behind this. So here are some ugly facts and MOST people would have gone through these:
1) I have been manipulated and controlled by listeners.
2) My account has had problems multiple times.
3) I have been bullied before on 7cups.
4) Felt lonely and left out on chatrooms sometimes.
5) Been told no one cares.
I am *not* trying to show anything. Or implying that this place is terrible. I am just showing the *importance* of safety and how I feel. Nothing much. These are just things I wanted to reveal.
Bunny
trigger warning: abuse, lonlieness, sh.
The ways I hide- Poem by me. Just me.
The way I constantly tell everyone I am okay.
That I am fine.
The words that constantly bother travel and zoom around my brain.
The beating that constantly hurt. The bruises and lumps that I carried.
The person I am, constantly being a burden to myself.
The breaths I take, every one feels like I am ...suffocating.
The ways I try to fit in.
The person I tried to be.
But failed to be.
The people who ignored me.
But told me they were "sorry".
The weird words that I stuttered under my breath.
Ignoring myself. Neglecting the way I feel.
The ways I coped.
I pulled and I dragged.
I shivered and waited.
Pull everything together.
The way I hide.
I hide from you.
I hide from mom.
I hide from dad.
I hide from everyone.
Because you all will beat me in the race I never ran.
You will beat me in a fight I didn't want to fight.
You will collapse and you will get back up.
Whilst I lay there.
On the ground.
The way I try....
The ways we all try.
To hold.
To breathe.
To sigh.
To smile.
To move.
It hurts.
I don't wanna be alone anymore.
I'm sorry.
Bunny