@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
'what if the world doesn't treat us kindly? ' said the child.
'then you treat the world kindly" said the man.
'the world is full of wonders young child, leave your footprints in this world and that's all you can do.'
Bunny
Mom and Dad- tw/abuse
Mom... And Dad.
Became Mom or Dad.
Then it became. Is this my mom? Is this my dad?
You proud of yourself?
A child could be helpless.
But you know what?
Sometimes we think we can conquer the world.
That's what you thought.
You thought that if you abuse me and that young boy you would conquer the world.
But sometimes we get ruined too mom.
Sometimes we get ruined dad.
Words dont just go away in no time.
Because your words are still carved into me.
I remember the ugly fights you both had.
One day the police came to our home..
You didn't have any sympathy at all.
And before I knew it the police left our home because you both lied.
Did you think of me?
A child.
I was 7.
I remember another time...
Dad smashed plates on the ground.
And when I asked dad to stop
Mom slapped me.
What is this?
A childhood?
If I could live my own childhood wouldn't that just be better?
They say...
When you become a mother you don't just become a mother to 1 child. You are a mother of every child.
When we are a child of the world.
We can't live life like this.
The way I survived.
I saved you from getting in trouble.
In hospital I pulled and dragged my scars and made excuses so they don't question you.
But you still.
Still pull me by the hair like a ragged doll.
But don't ask for my forgiveness ever.
Never.
Because I am beyond forgiveness.
I am beyond apologies.
I forgave you a long time ago.
Both of you.
Dad the amount of times you lost your mind on us.
We make mistakes.
So why pull me and drag me for them.
Mom why do you compare me to every other child?
Dad why did you say those words over and over to me?
Mom why would you strangle me for the smallest of things?
And so what?
In your Brain it's like...
So what?
You thought it was your right.
One day..
When you stand at my grave.
Don't cry.
Burn me.
Just like my heart was burning.
Let me go.
Bunny
When I was 7, I wanted to be a teacher.
When I was 9, I wanted to be a lawyer.
I when I was 11, I wanted to be a human.
Now I am 13, now I want to be.....
Someone.
I want to be ...
seen. heard. loved.
But sometimes we don't get love.
We dont get seen.
We dont get heard.
Because everything slipped from our finger.
Bunny
when everyone says they appreciate me:
"damn it bunny. you got appreciated again. well ***. Just let it sink in. "