@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
I know it hurts right now. But i got you.
I want to hug you right now.
And what you did to me. wasn't your fault. Neither was itmine.
Its life. Its normal to wanna feel loved.
I can help you.
Now what you did in the past. I don't want to bring up.
But I forgive you.
I really do.
From the bottom of my heart.
Just remember...
Your not alone. But hurting others just because its hurting isn't gonna do anything.
its okay. you can learn. grow. feel. And draw on the people around you.
I just have one small thing for you.
hating anyone wont get anyone anywhere.
Hate spreads. And it scars... and the more we do it. the more people are gonna have hate for themself.
We all make mistakes.
And its okay.
I know how you feel.
Now its your turn. Do you forgive me?
Do you forgive me?
Bunny
Heyoooo,
I get bored easily so I decided to post something because you beautiful people deserve some positivity! And I am also very sleepy because Bunny (me) was overthinking last night about some small incident. Yayy! I am sleepless. Anywayssss...Something came into mind which i was desperate to post about. How life flows. How quickly even the smallest objects and people fade away from us. Its like the very floor has slipped and we can't feel the ground anymore. How people come and go. Run and walk. Cry and smile and laugh. The fear of abandonment fills our hearts like someone pouring a water into a cup. Its like we fall into a big trap and every time it takes us to a new world. It transforms us into new people and takes us into new places. We become beautiful people. Beautiful things. Beautiful us. Only our memories our left. I used to think love and kindness are the biggest power in the world. I still do. Because the power of humanity cannot fade away. Our stories don't end. We never end. Our stories will pass on from generation to generation. And we become together.
Bunny
And even when the smallest of things fade away. Like people. Objects. Its like someone has let go of our very hands. And we are all alone in the dark world. But you don't realise that we are never alone in the big world. Someone new comes in our life, that's the beauty of the world. And we learn to trust and love and be ourselves and to just let go. If someone is gonna leave you don't beg them to stay. Its their own loss. Let them go. Let them go discover the world. Let them go and find their regrets and love and hate and life. Let them go. I know what it feels like to feel abandoned and alone. I have been there. Even my very own family left me in the darkest places. I was left in the darkness of life. But I am still here. Still living in the beauty of the world.
I am here. With you. For you. We are in this together. Even loneliness is dark but in the dark we find stars shining. Shining. We shine. Together.
Bunny
And to end with this post. I want to let you know: your strong. your beautiful . No one is gonna stay forever. Only memories are left. Keep those memories close to your heart.
Tagging some amazing people:
@Sunshingingandsoareyou @Jaja25 @Tobedoctor @Fristo @gentleemperor @Jefferythebunny319 @axile @CallumCares421 @JustMeUwU @JennyINFP
(just because your not tagged doesn't mean I don't appreciate you, you are just as important and loved and I am here for you. those were some usernames I could remember. Some are very hard to get stuck in my head)
Bunny
Aw, thank you @amiableBunny4016 🥰
"You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."
@gentleemperor,
Dont thank me. Its my job. I wanna make you happy. And thank you for your wonderful quote. I love that quote. Your message made my day. *sending hugs if okay* *if not you can have bunny special cookie 🍪.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Might have to get a watermill if you guys keep making me cry lmaoooo /pos
Tysm for the appreciation, you're very strong too and I hope you know that 🥰🥰
@amiableBunny4016
You are awesome too!
I'm honored to join you on your healing journey <3
@amiableBunny4016
Aww Bunny melting my heart with the sweetest, most thoughtful words always. ❤
Thankyouu, lovely. *you* are so incredibly amazing, I'm really proud of you always. ❤
Heylooo,
Good Morning from my side.
Thank you so much for all of your wonderful support. You are such wonderful people! *Gives hugs to anyone who needs it*
Also @Sunshiningandsoareyou, beautiful words go to beautiful people. Beautiful people deserve beautiful words. I don't mean beautiful from the outside. I mean you all are beautiful from the inside! ❤️
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 thank you for tagging me 🥺 <3 it really made me smile :) I hope you feel well *hugssssss*
@amiableBunny4016
We care for u bunny you are sch a good person and friend
Heyooo Amaazing People,
I have become almost overwhelmed with the amount of school work and things going on. I kinda need the hugs right now. **hugs anyone who wants it**
I just wanted to check in. How is everyone? Its okay not to feel okay. We are here to support each other. Feel free to share (Just click reply!)
Before anyone asks how I am.. Well here is some things going on for me right now and how I am feeling.
- Recently had lots of school work and pressure so that's been keeping me busy as well as stressing me out.
- Been managing my times on 7cups and trying to post at least twice or 3 times a week on my little corner.
- Home life has been a bit all over the place. Good and bad. The emotional abuse has started to calm down a bit.
- Been really tough to go to sleep lately! And waking up is even harder!
- Having some issues with self-esteem otherwise, I am managing okay really.
- I had a bit of a meltdown about a really small problem but managed to get it sorted.
- Overall it has been a tough few weeks and that's okay because I've got through it and that's what matters the most.
Bunny
Trigger warning: abuse, caps, self-harm
I am done. I am done with everything. I am done with all the bullying and abuse. I am done with waking up thinking "I just damn hate my life". I am done going to school for people to shount and scream at my face. I am done with feeling the way I am trying to support everyone else, trying to be myself. But yet, i am just stuck in an endless tornado with twists and turns and no one even cares whether bunny is dead or alive. I am done with getting screamed at when I go home for things that arent my fault but still I have to say "sorry" for things I didn't do. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't perfect enough for my parents. I am sorry I was never good enough. I am sorry my parents are abusive. I am sorry everyone hates me. I am sorry for being such a coward. I am sorry. I get it. Its all my fault at the end of the day isn't it? The only way to find the cope better is to hate myself or cut myself. But what do i do with my life?
@amiableBunny4016 Hey, I'm sorry I couldn't talk much in the group chat. My battery died, and I felt horrible for not being able to talk. Never think you aren't good enough for anyone, because they don't decide that. It's going to suck, but you need to stop letting people determine your value. Before thinking about what people say to bring you down, focus on loving yourself and what "YOU" think about yourself. If people say nothing but harmful things to you, remind yourself that they aren't in control. They put you down because they have nothing to bring their self-esteem higher, so they do the opposite to others. When people people group up on you just to bring you down, by listening to what they say, you'll have the same mindset as them. These people were so scared of what others thought of them, so they hurt others like me, you, and anyone else to fit in. We can't be dictated by them, success is from the soul, not from scum who is too lost in other's opinions like your bullies, and possibly your parents. People will try to make us suffer, but we need to love ourselves before worrying about the love or hate that others show us. I know how you feel, it's dark, and it seems hopeless, but the only way to see the light is to remove the dirt in the tunnel. I know how it feels to think that we are surrounded by hate, but we need to work on ourselves. You will hear slurs, you will see stares of hate, but you can't focus on people more broken than us. I'm here saying this because I had to fight myself for thirteen long years. It's going to take time, but it will be worth it. Live for those who love you, not those who hate you. Here's a challenge that helped me see my own worth, compliment yourself in the mirror once every day. You don't have to mean it, but say something nice out loud. Sometimes you need to fake it to make it.
You are beautiful and intelligent, remember this for all of us
"Those who mind do not matter, and those who matter do not mind"
Be strong, for you, and for us.
@buttonfire1234 i accidentally duplicated again
@buttonfire1234
Removed the duplicates for you !
@buttonfire1234
Hello Amazing person,
Thank you so very much for your very kind, amazing, beautiful, empathetic post. This really made me so so understood and loved. Thank you for your beautiful words. Thank you for having such a beautiful heart to write all this. Thank you for showing yourself. Thank you for being you truly. Your words made me feel even more better. Your an amazing person. And your words mean so so so much to me. thank you
Bunny
Hi Bunny! It was great interacting with you today ❤️
I'm so sorry to hear that you are being bullied at school. It's very debilitating when you are trying to make things better for yourself and others are constantly pulling you down and taking advantage of you. You've been giving your all for everything ad it's unfair that no one is doing the same for you. Everything that's happened is and will never be your fault. It's those who have wronged you. I wish words could have the impact to change your situation but I see you and hear you Bunny. You're valuable here and don't listen to what others try to tell you different ❤️
@CheeryMango,
Hello Mangooo, *hugs if okay* You already here! Welcome to my little corner/space. Thank you so much for your kind and empathetic message. It means a lot to me. I love the messages I keep getting. You are also valuable and loved and a wonderful person! thanks again!
*passes mangoes*
Bunny
Hey Fantastic People,
I really don't know what to write today. Life has been going up and down. Things have been going all over the place. but hey, I'm still here. surviving. Being my own self I can be :) how are you? this forum post become very quiet. It's only me and my little world.
I am obsessed with quotes so here is a little one for you:
Trigger warning: I don't know whether any of this stuff is triggering but i will put trigger warning. Sensitive topic.
Okay.... so let me first start with something I wrote *I don't know when or where* but it ended up in my notebook and my own words inspire me. It's like a little quote I created in my brain:
let it hurt. let it bruise. let it scar. let it do what it does. but at the end of all this pain.... is the other world. .. in the other world..... in that world then I will only seek your forgiveness and companionship
Some may wonder what these words truly mean... what they are for me. Well this is what my post is for today.. When things go wrong in life... When things go up and down and twisty and turny.. and we shut off the lights and our stomach fills with butterflies, our brain goes all over the place and the storm arises. The storm. the rain. The fear. The pain. The cries. The screams. Thats what happens when life breaks us... And the paths we take and the places we come and go. And the ways we cope. The struggles we experience . The beauty of the world and the wind howls and the sun rises and the beauty of life shows its true colours. And the stars shine in the dark. The life we truly live. The time when we first see the world and be our little self. And the sorrows and laughter... We live life the way it is. And the future ahead of us lies on the paths we choose and the choices we make. We live life to the way it is. Till the last minute of our lives we grumble and laugh and cry and love and hate. We spin in the constant cycle of life. But lets take a minute to truly appreciate the world before we disappear. Before we go. We must enjoy the seconds we live. Because you never know if you will ever wake up or not.
And the quote I made. Its all about life hurting us. You're strong. And if it hurts, it will bruise and scar. But no one can ever defeat us. me. No one can. Because we are who we truly are. And in the next destination I reach or the next places I come and go..... I will only ask for everyone's love and companionship.
Bunny
*quote is from the book "The Boy, The Mole, The fox and The Horse"
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Being a kind hooman is the best thing ever! 💙
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou,
You also very kind human. That means you also the best.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Aww thankyouu! 🧡
