@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
the world crumbles around me, brick by brick and i'm tired of being this person i've been. i'm tired of looking in the mirror, and seeing the same person everyday. i'm tired of waking up to the same voice of mine, the same body of mine, the same me. i don't trust myself. and this world that exists before me, and the world that I have made for myself is breaking. I'm just looking for another reason to pick everything up. i can't trust anyone anymore because the people who i thought would never turn on me, turned on me. the people who i thought would never hurt me, hurt me. the people who i thought would never leave me, left me. and honestly, i don't blame them. i get it man. i get it.
maybe i was wrong. this entire image i imagined for myself, this entire dream and hope i had for my life, all of these places i want to go to, all of these goals i want to conquer, maybe they weren't for me. maybe they aren't me. maybe they weren't the best for me. nothing went the way i thought it would, no miracle, no words, no person, no hand, no life, could hold me the way i want to be held. and perhaps, i've made peace with it. and its okay. because its better, than hiding it all behind this smile, behind my watery eyes, behind all these invisible scars that i bare. as easy as it is to dream, and have all of these ever-lasting feelings and determination, its also easy to hide away from your feelings and from who you really are.
"I cry to feel a little less of everything because I always feel too much of everything" - Ava B
this quote feels so real in so many ways 💙
Hi Bun! How are you today? Sorry for not dropping by as much as I would like
I offer hugs from whatever distance you are comfortable with :3
If I don't pop in again anytime soon, I hope you have a good holidays and new year <3
@JemmyX0X0
Jemmy! its been such a long time. i'm fine, i think. how are you!??? teens side is so quiettt without you, you always had something to talk about. how is oldie world? how's life? *hugs if okay*
same for you friend! wishing you a good holiday! <3
@amiableBunny4016 I'm doing well, right now I'm still working on my procrastination issue though
I've found strategies to navigate my brain, but it still feels like a maze. I'm missing a few assignments, so I'm working on that this weekend. But I'm doing great! I have ideas and goals I hope to reach. Around this time next year, I'm manifesting an apartment. If not next year, then early to mid-2026.
Things are tough but we are tougher 💃🏼
time is so fleeting. you think you have enough of it. how we can experience something and within hours its gone. within minutes, time slips by and rolls itself into this ever - lasting tape of memories. what were once enjoyable moments is now called the past. what exists and goes in this very moment, is the present. and what we expect to come, is the future. sometimes you start to wish you can pause it. let the world quieten down, let everything stop for a moment, let the feelings sink in. if only the world stopped for a moment. and let everything slow down. everyone is so busy doing something, trying to achieve something, trying to get their life together, but life is together. everything is okay. god i wish the world slowed down. And as you start to get older your realise, just how quickly it goes by. and then you realise your at the end of your path and on the other side of where you were yesterday or a few years ago. and in another blink of an eye... your a year older, a day older than you were before. so many things have changed. yet, you want to re-live your past, you miss it because sometimes its too hard to live in the present or be present. when the big things are too overwhelming its easy to focus on the small things.
life is ever changing and fleeting, and as time goes by you learn to appreciate, love, and hold on to things that mattered the most to you. <3 its not something you can get back, but its something you can savour and perhaps make the most of with the weird and strange life we have.
"you cannot physically relive a memory, but you can long for it" - unknown
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou - miss you lots friend. thought you might like this, i know you love topics like these so if you want to add anything your free to <3 it reminds me alot about you
@amiableBunny4016
"it reminds me alot about you"
Wow waterfall is waterfalling!😭😭😭😭
My sweet shining buddy, how do you do this every. single. time?! 😭
Goodness okay where to begin.
To start with, you don't know how much it means to me to simply be remembered and thought of.
Littlest most "this made me think of you" has the giant-most impact on me and my little heart smh. Not even exaggerating!
So Bunnybeaannn, thank youuuuu for thinking of me!💛
And now to think of me, with something so profound, hard hitting and deep, something you knew I'd be interested in (well for real though, I find everything you write so so beautiful and insightful always), but this yes, about time, change, inevitable aspect of life, fleeting nature of things, memories, holding on, people and emotions~ oh goodness, this was a treaaaaattttt for me to read and feel.
Each word so intricately put and emotion expressed so beautifully!
I love this, Bunny, it's so relatable and true!💛
The quote too, omgeee!
"life is ever changing and fleeting, and as time goes by you learn to appreciate, love, and hold on to things that mattered the most to you. <3 its not something you can get back, but its something you can savour and perhaps make the most of with the weird and strange life we have."
To taking time to savor what we have today, making the most of it!💛
Misss you vvv much too, lovely one!🥺🤗💛 *huggles you tightttt*
Please keep sharing more of your insightful thoughts and beautiful write ups okieee!🌻
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
sunshine! me friend, i don't know how i do it 😭 it just starts with a few kind words, and a little reminder that someone is seen and heard. 💛 its all we ever need in this crazy world. Sometimes we need to feel remembered, it saves a lot of us from feeling lonely and lost. sending love to you sun friend and lots of hugs if okay. and bunny glad you enjoy reading awww tysmmm! 💛 miss you lots too sunshine! keep being awesome pawesome! 💛
"Remember your humanity, and forget the rest" - Somewhat touching, but moderately subtle quote. Pokes on the brain a little. But anyways, I just wanted to put it out here if it provokes any activity or discussion.
bunny-
@amiableBunny4016 Whose humanity though? Because as diverse as humility is everyone wants different things. Different countries have different views. As do different religions. Some put more emphasis on what's best for their part of humanity and could care less about someone else's humanity. This is seen in the wars that are currently being waged right at this moment.
@mytwistedsoul
i don't know. its very difficult to tell.... i wonder what humanity people talk about when they say "humanity". is there even humanity? does it belong to someone? sometimes it feels like humans are at war with themselves...we all carve out a different version of humanity for ourselves. for our culture. for our religion. for our purpose. for our nature. It fits with the narratives we start to tell ourselves, and so thats the story it becomes. once you start holding hope for humanity, you see hope. once you start holding hatred, you feel hatred. once you get stuck in the middle of the chaos, your stuck. its somewhat scary. the world has become so divided in so many ways. And in the gap, is the people who fight adversity.. or fight against the evils in societies. we conduct wars, not only on the grounds of this earth, but in our minds.
perhaps... we aren't meant to live in the clean version, we live in the fractured, broken version...
bunny-
@amiableBunny4016 I think that their answer would be that it's for the good of all humanity but again we've reached a stalemate. There's constant talk about green energy and not using fossil fuels or coal. But that only applies to the more developed countries. The underdeveloped countries are still allowed to use them. How does that help if one country lowers it's use but allows other countries to expand their use?
@mytwistedsoul
sorry for the late response. got distracted by mum.
yep. thats pretty much it. you described it very accurately. unfortunately the innocent cries are not heard. whats heard is the endless talk, and the debates and the promises and the declaration of war and nothing else. we have all become pretty numb to the news and the same stories we get told every day. its strange. the more divided society becomes the more we decide we are the "right" one on the "right side" and that everyone else is wrong. but in the midst of all of it is just dying people and a battlefield, and a few weapons they threaten each other with.
strange world we live in..
@amiableBunny4016 That's ok 💙 I agree that we have become numb to the news. Desensitized to the max. There are so many people right now that are worried about their own problems and paying bills and making ends meet while still putting food on the table that the struggles in other countries seem like they're on entirely different planets and of no concern of theirs
Tbh I stopped watching the news because it was just too much. Most days I don't even turn the tv on. I avoid the feeds on my phone and only listen to play lists
@mytwistedsoul
i try to keep away from it, and then i'm dragged back to it because i have a unnecessary random need to check it whenever i get bored. lol. its better not to read or listen to it. its better to play games on the phone or something lmao. xD. there is a certain helplessness when you come to realise how broken everything is. then you realise nothing is in your control anymore.
what holds us back so much? I have this deep inner feeling that something keeps holding us back from being at peace with ourselves and this life. there is this persistent need to be good enough for everyone else and validate our existence, but for how long can we keep covering ourselves with this mask or veil until we have to put our guard down in the face of the world?
i've been pretty depressing recently.
every night i take myself to bed, and once i get in i read letters people send me, old notes i kept, random things from childhood and cry over them.
or i stare at the ceiling and cry myself to sleep over my depressing thoughts and get blown into my own mind.
ever morning i wake up and i see the same person in the mirror, and go over the same things in my mind.
over, and over, and over again.
i want to go home.
@amiableBunny4016 *offers safe hugs* I wasn't sure if you wanted a reply or not
Depression is hard and I wish there was something I could say to ease it for you 💙
@mytwistedsoul
dude, i don't think you know how many times your replies have saved me from doing stupid things.
-accepts hugs- 💙
@amiableBunny4016 (grumbles under my breath. These notices or lack of really suck) I'm glad they help 💙 💙
Thank you 😊 👏
there are days when I feel angry at the world. angry at people. angry at myself. angry at everything. and it's okay. I know it's okay to feel that way. But then I come to this same spiralling thought that my anger makes no difference. my voice makes no difference. the world will go on. Everything will continue.. And the world will still stand the right way up. Sometimes its a horrible realisation, but some days its an actual blessing. Knowing that everything will be as it is, the world will be the right way up, and everything will continue. And i come to this same quote again, that has honestly changed everything
"this too shall pass" - idk who said it
bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Maybe it won't make a difference to the world as a whole but it can make a difference in one person's world. I think that matters just as much Little Bunny 💙
@mytwistedsoul
sorry. sorry. sorry. my responses are.... all over the place. haha, the kidney stone joke got me 🤣 thank you soul. 💙
@amiableBunny4016 No worries! 💙 It's ok if they're all over the place lol! I usually type delete and type again and then delete that. Go get a drink and come back and type again 😅