Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
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lol. wow. i’m so silly sometimes.
gosh….
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 is not silly, Nii 🌙🥧 is funny & cute \(^-^)/
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm going to reply down here because it poofs from view lol
I think that's probably one of the top 10 on the list tbh Along with the whole lets slide everything over to the right just alittle bit with each reply
Tbh - some times I get marshmallows to take to those dumpster fires. If they're gonna burn we may as well have fun watching them
Alot of times we can take on other peoples troubles. I think it's probably a normal part of just caring about someone. What alot of people forget is that if they have a burden sharing it can make it lighter. Kind of a two heads are better than one type thing. Plus it can give a different pov. Idk - defining it is kind of hard. I guess maybe we worry that we'll add to someone else's troubles?
Yeah they do seem to find things in the scriptures that fit their needs and justifies the things they do. Or they go to church on Sundays to ask for forgiveness for the same things they do each week that they shouldn't do at all
The old testament is pretty scary. If I have to chose I prefer the new testament where he's more kind and forgiving. Where god accepts us for who we are because we're supposed to be made in his image right?
You're definitely welcome Moon 💙 I have no right to judge anyone. We are who we are. It's harder for us to accept ourselves than it is for others to accept us. Well - usually. Family seems to be different when it comes to acceptance. Seems like they have it set in their minds how things should be and there's no leeway and to me that just seems wrong. The funny thing with judgement is that religious people are the first to point out about "judge not lest ye be judged" but they're often the first too pass judgement *smh*
It's always good talking with you too Moon Pie 💙 I'm glad and thankful that you're you - ya know?
I'm glad you got alittle rest too - maybe tonight we'll have better rest. I hope you do 😊
Be gentle with your thoughts ok? Try anyway ok?
I remember seeing something somewhere about July 18th 🤔 and I'm wondering wondering if that a special day for a Moon Pie
*whispers was it your birthday? * I don't want to make a big deal if you don't want me to but I'm worried I could be wrong 😬 So I'm gonna wait for a yay or nay. If it's nay I'm so sorry 😞 but if it's a yay 😁
So I'll wait 😳🤪
@mytwistedsoul
Ni's birthday is in November, Soul friend.
@BestBunny Oh ok thank you!
@LoveMyMoonflowers
🌈🧸 also waits with Soul 🐭\(^-^)/
@LoveMyMoonflowers I owe you a very big apology. I am so sorry Moon. It was incredibly thoughtless and insensitive of me to assume
@mytwistedsoul oh no soul! no no no no, not at all. i guess, we can all be a bit insensitive sometimes, but what you said wasn’t thoughtless or insensitive or anything like that at all. 🥺 I promise. it’s okay. 💜 *Hugs if okay* I’m sorry, i’ve been kind of quiet in this space. but i promise that’s not because of you or anyone here 💜
Soul friend, your always so sweet and always so kind to me. i appreciate you 💜 again, you weren’t insensitive or thoughtless at all. Tbh when i read that, i thought it was a little funny lol… it made me giggle 🤭🤪
lots of love to you friend 💜
(about the 18th… it was not my birthday, but it was the birthday of someone i used to know. 💜 i’ve just been thinking about her lately and thinking about, what might have happened to her, what i’ve been told and yeah… it’s okay.)
@LoveMyMoonflowers *bigs hugs* I'm sorry my head is just being real weird the past couple of days. I went from one extreme to the next - oh hey maybe a birthday to omg what if it's an anniversary day or something not so nice and I'm holding balloons and party favors 😅 I over thought my overthinking 😬
hi.
i’m sorry if all this sounds really stupid or random or weird or fake, or anything like that i’m like half asleep i’m so sorry
i just wanted to let everyone know i’m going to be leaving. although i know i’ve said this before many times, and i’ve thought about leaving many times, and i’ve been a terrible bother all those times lol - but it’s a little different this time. those times were me being a little impulsive. but i have thought about this… and i think it’s time for me to leave. i do plan to come back one day, eventually. hopefully. but i don’t exactly know when that is. it could be next week lol, or next month, a few months from now, or next year. but i do wanna come back eventually
im okay, and ill be okay.
im not going to say why exactly im leaving and what im going to do afterwards, but it’s not anything dangerous or unsafe lol. i’m okay. i hope the people here won’t worry about me too much or at all.
im going to miss you all and i’ll be thinking of the friends i’ve made here, the people i’ve met. i have two things to say mainly… :') thank you, and im sorry.
thank you for the memories, for making me laugh, for making me smile, for being my friends, for being there for me, for being yourselves. for every conversation, for talking to me. thank you.
but i’m sorry too. just for everything lol. i think i’ve not been such a great friend to people here and i just want to say im sorry.
i would write individual notes tbh but there are a loooot of people id want to write notes too, i hope this little note is okay…
<3
um tagging some friends.
@VictoriaLove7 @mytwistedsoul @DarkerPlaces @PastaIsVeryUnderrated @unassumingEyes @justmeeva @Noor511 @iloveyouxx @amiableBunny4016 @kylersartpace @Angiewaa @SparkingLuna @theboymoana
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
4+ years on here, and something I still don't know is how to see people I've grown to love, leave or even say that they are leaving for whatever time frame that is. (':
It's weird, because for a good time even, it's "fine" if there's no regular-ish conversations happening, just being able to come across people on-the-go here and there feels alright, but then there's announcements, 'official' ones as this, that makes things more *real*, the inevitable becomes true and, the helplessness hits hard.
Always such a fight between what's "rationally-correct" and what doesn't feel emotionally-okay, at times like these. (':
Ni, Niibuddy, Nifriend, Niibudybean, Niibuddybeanieee, Nibuddysauras- so many ways to call you. I hope whenever you need the sun, you'll have a bright one shining over you from the sun, reminding you of the sun in here, who'll always think of you, and wish you well.
Cannot wait to see you around being your Ni-self here again, till then, please be as gentle with yourself as you can be, try to treat yourself the way you treat your closest love ones and know that, at every single moment in your life, you are enough, you're worthy, you are *you*, and you're loved.💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou yeah. i’ve only been here for a little over a year but i know what you mean. Goodbyes are difficult 💜 even see you laters are difficult. *Hugs for sun*
🥺 what do i say sun? lol. idk what to say 💜 sending you big big big big hugs. thank you for the memories 💜 even though we haven’t been talking very often lately i see you around forum-land still and i do think about you, you pop into my thoughts. i might not be in this place for awhile but ill be wishing you well to 💜 i hope you know this Nii will be thinking about you. You’ve always shined so bright but i hope you know it’s okay to have some days you don’t feel like shining, too.
💜 *hugs you tight* When i’m back it’ll be koala hugs for you lol 🐨😈🤪
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*keeps hugging tight* 🐨🥺🤗💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
i missed seeing you use that gif so much 🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw missed using it too. Will make me think of you everytime I come across anything *koala* related hehe.🥰
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wait...ni...no...pls dont go...
@kylersartpace i’m gonna try to be back one day 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers you an amazing friend moon even if you don't see it , i know i haven't been here for long or if you count me as a friend or not, but i know talking to you made me laugh when i was at my lowest, I'll always worry about cuz that's what friends do and hopefully you come back before am an oldie, please moon take care of yourself try to sleep well n stay safe i love you/p 💕 hope you know you still gonna be a friend even after you leave.
Sending sleep beams to hunt you from now on it will attack every time you are up late this one can't be reflected by a merrior so be careful and sleep 😝😝
Gonna miss you A lot more than you realise final big hugss (つ╥ ╥)つ(つ╥ ╥)つtake care and stay safe 💗
@Noor511 smh noorie (auto carrot changed that to hoodie omg) of course your my friend 💜 thank you for the kind words friend, i’ll miss you too <3 and i’ll be thinking about you and everyone, love you. /p Please try to be safe too and take care of yourself.
*final big hugggsssss* 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey Moon Pie 💙 Tbh I kind of thought this might be coming. As much as I hate to see you go it ok ya know? You have to do what's right for you. It's been great getting to know you and I appreciate and thank you too for all of the conversations we've had. Thank you for all the laughs and hugs. I wish you nothing but the best in all you do and the best the world has to offer. Every time I see Moon Pies I'll think of you and send you good vibes ok?
as a p.s. you might want to warn anyone who has a thread that you created for them that it will disappear too. I wasn't going to say anything because I don't want you to think I'm trying to make you feel bad or anything but it can sometimes be a shock to people you might have been talking with
@mytwistedsoul dw you didn’t make me feel bad, or anything. I understand what you mean. thank you 💜
@mytwistedsoul wait what how’d you know :') Maybe it’s because i been kinda quiet tbh, idk. hehe. 💜
it’s been great getting to know you too Soul friend. thank you for being there for me. 💜 thank you for being you. I’m going to be thinking of you too, a lot, and i’ll be sending you good vibes too 💜
I hope you’ll take care of yourself soul. or try to 💜 I’ll miss you, so much. but i’m planning to be back one day lol not sure when but i think ill be back.
*Biiiiig tight hugs* 🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers That was some of it lol. The rest was just - idk probably assumption. I look forward to you returning. No matter how much time passes 💙 Thank you for the big hugs 💙 Take care Moon Pie!
@mytwistedsoul
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺🥺🌈🧸 me will sits & waits for Nii 🌙🥧 & rainbow bear 🌈🧸 hopes it will be very soon (sooner than next week) that Nii 🌙🥧 returns 🥺🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7 💜 thank you rainbow bear. <3 *hugs if okay* i hope you’ll take care of yourself friend 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugss Nii 🌙🥧 tightt 🥺🌈🧸 brings Nii 🌙🥧 more 🍔 burgers 🍔 as me waits*🥺
This kitty also waits for Nii 🌙🥧
@VictoriaLove7 *shares burgers with everyone* 🍔🍔🍔🍔🍔🍔🍔🍔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggss Nii 🌙🥧🥺🌈🧸 tightt, & waits & brings burgers 🍔 🍔*
@VictoriaLove7 *hugs and noms burgers lol* 🍔 thank you
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I can't not worry, sorry 😇 But I trust you 🩵 and I'm super proud of you 💜 I hope when you come back, smiles are easier 🩵 and life is better 💜 and as always I'll wait for you 🩵 and even if you don't come back I'll believe you are/will be okay 💜
I think you're very strong, flowers. I think alot of us here are very strong, but we don't see it. I think you don't need to apologise, and that I'm very very grateful to have you as a friend ♥️
(So many hearts 🤭)
I love you 💞
@unassumingEyes
yep so many hearts 💜 and colourful too. Because eyes is a loving and colourful person 😛💜 I love you too and i hope you’ll try to take care of yourself 🥺 i’ll be wishing you and everyone well 💜
*Hugs if okay*
ill miss you 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs*
I'll miss you too 💞 this unknown number of eyes will miss your unknown number of flowers 🤭♥️
@unassumingEyes
*big hugs*
lmao. 😭🤭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
damn sorry im late... take care while ur off cups ni i hope u have a great break you deserve it n also ur never a bother to me or any of us im sure. ur an amazing n funny friend and ill miss you while ur gone :') hope your oki
Dear Ni,
Thank you so much for always being there for me.
Im going to miss you. Im going to miss your replies in the forums. Im going to miss your kind words. Im going to miss being reassured by you when I need it. I'm going to miss so many things.
I know I haven't known you for long, but I love you, Ni
I hope you come back...
your friend,
Dija
