Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
***.
yesterday they were making jokes about *** and i was just sitting there quietly like…..
lmao. people are.. interesting.
some people don’t *** care.
i just realised this wouldn’t count as yesterday because it’s 4 am so the next days begun lmao 🙄
it’s 4 am, the time my thoughts start to go literally all over the place, and my emotions are all over the place. when im wide awake
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's been kind of a stressful day for you 😞 what if you laid down and closed your eyes and listen to some soft music?
@mytwistedsoul no it’s ok.
hmm yeah i do like to listen to soft music sometimes but can’t right now. um. i have to be able to hear other stuff to be a lil alert 💜 hope that makes sense..
@LoveMyMoonflowers It makes perfect sense. I'm sorry you have to be alert like that Moon 😞 It sucks that there always has to be vigilance
@mytwistedsoul hey 💜 it’s okay. you don’t gotta worry about me too much. it’s nothing too bad, im ok
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm glad you're ok 💙 it would be nice if we could just relax and sleep. Peaceful and quietly. 8 hours. Can you imagine?
@mytwistedsoul 💜 mhm.
lol i slept lots yesterday.
it must be almost 9 over there. did you eat something soul? 💜 i hope your day was ok.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey that's good! I'm glad you got some sleep yesterday 💙
@mytwistedsoul thanks friend 💜 what about you? (no pressure) i hope your able to get some rest now soul. *sends sleepy beams and peaceful vibes*
that's good 💜 uh with the water idk. 🤪 i wasn’t paying attention… didn’t drink too much tho. Come to think of it, probably didn’t drink enough either. Wbu?
oh dear. 💜 i'm used to heat and humidity since it’s the Middle East. but it is honestly 😝 lol. Right now it’s 96 F here. how hot does it get there in July? it's much hotter here in August 🙄 i think they even have holidays for local school kids sometimes, if it’s too much. idk tho
i don’t know soul, it was just a day. no adjectives really.
*sends good vibes and love to you*
i feel lil switchy
💀
😂 did my brain js say “oh crappo wappo”
cats fighting outside.
it's really weird, i haven’t heard this in a while. either that or i haven’t been paying attention
breathe.
just…. breathe.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sprinkle sleepy for Nii 🌙🥧☺*
@VictoriaLove7 thank you 🌈🧸
Im sorry ni
@DarkerPlaces hey rome 💜 *sits with you*
you don’t have to be sorry about anything okay buddy? *hugs if okay* 💜
(friend check our talkie corner i left a small note. <3)
Hugs
@DarkerPlaces *hugs* 💜
i can’t be what people want and expect me to be.
they’re happier that way, but i don’t know how to do it.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 doesn't have to please others, Nii 🌙🥧 be anything you want to be \(^-^)/
@VictoriaLove7
💜
anymore.
i think… i did something stupid and now im scared.
@_@
@LoveMyMoonflowers *sits with you* 💙 Do you want to talk about it? No pressure of course. No judgement either 💙
@mytwistedsoul i think i overshared about something on here awhile ago, but idk. And ik anybody can lurk and read my stuff.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You can always flag it and mark it as other and explain why you'd like it removed - idk if that helps or not
@mytwistedsoul yeah i might some of it is in white text though so i gotta copy/paste it to read it lol too lazy to do that right now.
<3 thanks soul.
how are things with you friend? how’s life? (No pressure) 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers You're welcome 💙
I'm alright I guess. Thank you for asking. Listening to a thunderstorm right now.
How are you?
Actually if I'm honest idk how I am 😅
Sad - just - sad
@mytwistedsoul *hugs Soul tight* 💜
I'm going to be honest too 💜 you have sounded sad to me… 🥺 Idk just a feeling that you’ve been sad, i guess. i'm so sorry 😔 i know there’s a lot of things going on. I probably don’t understand all of it but i know life is really hard and exhausting, at times. Maybe even all the time honestly. there’s always something isn’t there… And the sadness lingers with us. or we might just not know, or be unsure.
I have been a bit worried about you friend. :') *sitting with you* 💜
hey 💜 i hope i didn’t say too much or misunderstand. thinking about you.
<3
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's funny how we can pick up on emotions even in what we type. It's not just me and the things I. dealing with that make me sad. What you wrote about how life is hard and exhausting. I know you're dealing with things too Moon. It comes at random times doesn't it? The weight of everything. The weight of growing up - the weight of the future. Just the weight of being. I've been worried about you a little too tbh. And Bunny and Eva ( I'm hoping I'm reading things wrong there) and ILy