Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Mhm 💜 thank you buddy. Idk about poking them lol 😅 I do poke them sometimes if I have any concerns 💜 but mmm not about the meds because we already have meds for the pain. 💜 lol. i’m stubborn 😎 lol 😅Â
Awwe I’m glad 💜 yum! a fruit smoothie bowl sounds so yum fr :o 💜 what fruits did sunnie pick? :oÂ
today is going okay idk, other than getting mmm kinda triggered but i’m okay now, i guess. ni friend didn’t give in to urges after that. 💜 i’m colouring something lol :P a butterfly 🦋
yes the weekend!🥰 lemme guess, your plans and my plans both include some sleeping? :P 💜 lolÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Not very okie but okie smh. (': I'd just hope the pain reduces. Take careoo!💛
Yuss! A lot hehe, grapes, apple, banana, orange, strawberries and some pomegranate!💛
Aw it's so difficult managing the urges specially when something is triggering. I'm so glad you didn't give in and resorted to coloring, it's a nice distraction hehe. Ooh and a butterfly~ too cute!🥰🦋
What do you use to color usually, Niibuddy? Oil pastels? I like oil pastels lol!Â
Hahaha yusss xD sleeping is always included.😆
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
im so sorry for the late reply lol 😠and me teeth nuu hurting now lol 😅 all okiie in that aspect. but uh the next time it happens i’ll think ✨ about taking meds lol 🤠(kidding, me will try to take them next time friend. thank you 💜 i appreciate sunnie’s sweet, vvvv caring self 🥺)Â
awwe that’s lovely sun 💜 that is a lot :P but it must have been yummm. 🥰 hehe.Â
i love oil pastels too :o i used some oil pastels but i used some coloured pencils too :o (ni friend is not good at colouring lol but it’s still fun and relaxing hehe)Â
yes sleeping hehe. i should sleep now actually 😅 three hours past midnight here, as i type this. :') welp… 💜
i hope you’re taking care of you, sunnie 💜 and i hope you’ve got/you’re getting some rest. love you. 💜
@LovemymoonflowersÂ
Aw it's always okie to take your time in replying, Niibuddy, no apologies necessary.💛
I'm really glad your teeth isn't hurting now and hopefully it doesn't later too.💛
(Hehe of course gotta be vvv sweet and caring towards the vvvvv awesome Niibeaniee💛) Â
Yes, it was delicious! :D I'm trying to nom more fruit lol! What's your favorite fruit, Niibuddy? (I dunno if I've asked I've before xD I think not🤔)
With coloring it's the relaxing and fun part that matters more, I think, so if it was this for you, it was greaaatt. Come pencils are nice too hehe.🥰
Yes, I did get rest and yes, that should've been sleep time for you. :P How was your sleep last night?💛 I love you too.💛
i’m not good at boundaries.Â
welp… :/Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers Yours or other people's? I can respect others boundaries but mine? I jump those like a pole vaulter lol 😬
@mytwistedsoul
mine…… :')Â
this is great…….. /sar
idk i’m kinda terrifiedÂ
gonna cry this is scary idk…….
@LoveMyMoonflowers Moon? What's wrong?Â
@mytwistedsoul
:') nothing just stuff in rooms and then PMs. it’s really funnnn /sarÂ
isn’t it just… great… when people step too far and you don’t know how to say no. :')Â
im sorry don’t wanna dump this on you friend i’m sorry 😞Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers Aww you're not dumping anything on me Moon Pie 💙 This is what friends are for 💙
If someone's going to far in PMs you can always stop replying. Take a step back from them or block if necessary. It can be hard to say no especially if it's someone we know and normally get along with ok
@mytwistedsoul
nope…. idk them very well. at all. :’)Â
its okay an atl friend is helping me with it 💜Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers Good! I'm glad you have an atl to help 💙Â
why the *** are teenies so………… idk.Â
why do they have to create conflict about literally e v e r y t h i n gÂ
can’t they accept differences. :')Â
hiÂ
:')Â
#InNeedOfAHugÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers *safe bear hugs* 💙
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs soul tight*Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers You ok Moon Pie?Â
@mytwistedsoul
no
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs tighter* What's wrong?Â
@mytwistedsoul
mmm…Â
idk. i’m sorry. it’s just… me. everything. idk… no… words. idk.Â
it’s like 3:30 anyways here so i should go and try sleep and try not ..hurt self …Â
@mytwistedsoul
take care soul friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers good night Moon 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers *6 hours late but 6000 hugs if oki*
@unassumingEyes
thank you friendÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's ok 💙 there's absolutely nothing to be sorry for ok? You're hurting right now - that's all I need to know 💙Â
Do you think you can sleep? Maybe lay down and close your eyes. Imagine you're blowing up balloons ok? All different colored balloons. A deep breath in and slowly blow out. See how it's getting alittle better? It's a soft blue the color of the hearts I send you. You are loved Moon. Please try to be gentle with yourself 💙
@mytwistedsoul
mmm… mhm…Â
no don’t cry ni don’t be stupidÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers it's ok to cry. Let it out ok? 💙 I wish I could make things better for you. I'm beside you no matter what battles your fighting right now. Maybe you can't see me but I'm thereÂ
@mytwistedsoul
💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 it is ok to cry
*hugss Nii 🌙🥧🥺 if okie 🌈🧸*
@VictoriaLove7
💜