Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i feel like screaming. i hate this. i'm so tired..
crying might help a little..
idk.
i don't have any tears left rn.
i just finished two discussion sections in the first course for the ldp :3
@LoveMyMoonflowers Yayyy so proud of youuu, Nii buddyyyy!🤗💗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
ty sun buddyyy 💛🤗💕
i feel so.. trash rn.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Heyyyy Ni buddy ❤️ what's up?
i'm glad i didn't cry when mum and dad were... yeah. i just felt so ready to burst. i didn't though. they'd think i'm weird for sure.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Its okay to cry friend ❤️ here for you *gentle hugs*
@amiableBunny4016
*hugs back* 💜
yeah.. ik it's okay but.. it doesn't feel like it's okay to cry in front of my parents. it feels weird tbh.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I hear you ❤️ it can feel weird. ❤️ its gonna be okay. Here if you wanna talk about anything ❤️
@amiableBunny4016
okay..
*doesn't know what to say*
my eyes hurt so much :<
...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@amiableBunny4016
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Crying is a natural emotion and it's okay to cry, but some people don't seem to get it, its okay, we don't need them to dictate how we feel and express our emotions, okie?💗
I relate with the discomfort of crying in front of someone, specially when we feel they'll judge for it. Is it possible to take some time away/ excuse yourself from where your parents are, Nii buddy?
*sitting with you*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Yeah I can do that. I feel like crying right now tbh.
Sometimes i just lock myself in the bathroom and... cry.. hehe
*huggles sun buddy* 💕 thank you..
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Probably would sound better from an M account lol, but same! xD 😭🤝
I get it, Nii buddy. 💗 We need that peace and comfort to get those tears flowing. It gets heavy storing them and holding them back, sadly most around wouldn't make it seem like it's okay to let them flow or in front of them (my personal belief on this is that most people often don't know what to say/ do when someone cries in front of them, the most one normally comes up with is "don't cry"~ like yeah? Totally didn't think of it before *-* some would opt for the easier approach and give the "why are you crying?" In the judgiest tone possible~ I find it funny (not), to be honest, seeing how far people go to make you feel worse. 😤 They could always opt in for a third approach of not doing anything and being silent, when someone doesn't have anything good to say, they can still be fruitful by staying silent instead of using it as an opportunity to inflict their insecurity on you in your vulnerable moment, I feel.
Sorry, circling back ~ not many people remind us that there isn't any right time or right place for our emotions, that it's not easy to hold them back always, that the more we hold them in, the harder they protest against us to allow them to *be*, that if we don't befriend our emotions it starts to feel like our emotions are against us, but it's okay, crying isn't weakness, sometimes our eyes and our head won't agree with all the after-heaviness it feels but it still is okie, to let them flow. 💗
Plus hey, the ✨glow✨ after a cry-sesh? It's unmatched, no skincare gets you that rosy blush. I call it a free-salon-sesh! 🥹
Ooh and Nii buddy, my friends aren't allowed to have a free salon sesh without me. 😭 If we cry, we cry togetherrrr! *hugs and cries with youu* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*doesn't know what to say*
So true, tbh. I agree wholeheartedly with everything you said here xD when i cry the first thing people around me say is either 1) don't cryyy! or 2) why are you crying??? and... yeah. hehe.
So so true. We really do need space to.. just *be* not be this, or be that, be what mum wants you to be or what dad wants you to be, or what so-and-so says you should be. just be. and if *just being* means crying.. then we should go ahead and cry without having to feel guilty about it, or having to think that crying is wrong.
*hugs and cries with you too* 😭 we'll both get some nice rosy cheeks together ~
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Sun 😭😭😭😭😭😭 buddy 😭😭😭😭 you made me laugh 😭😭 omg. The glow up bit after crying and skincare 😭😭😭😭😭 your the best sun. Ilysm 😭😭😭😭 *giggles* (me who was just reading and being like.. yesss this is the sun I know until the skincare bit be like: 😭😭 sun is literally the most supportive and loving human in the world.
@amiableBunny4016
I agree wholeheartedly 😭😭😭
*cries with you and sun buddy*
@amiableBunny4016
Hahahah I've read this so many times lol, it has made me smile ear to ear and chuckle sooo hard every single time!😭😭😭 Bunn Bunn, sun is a part time clown *insert clown emoji* lolll, I'm sooo happy you laughed though, you deserve all the smilesss and laughsss!😭❤😭
You da bestttt! I love youu moreee!🤗❤
But fr xD the glow 🤌 not even kidding, speaking with experience!😂😭
@lovemymoonflowers
*hugglesss Nii buddy and shining buddy* 🤗❤🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
❤️Awwww loll sun is full time amazing person❤️ and so much more than that! 💕 hehehhe. 🤗🤗 part time clown :o I think sun shows just how shining sun can always be and sun taught me to be myself! Sun is always so fun hehe ✨ *sends sparkles your way*
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
It's so sweet to see you all being so supportive to each other. Makes me smile 😊💙
@mytwistedsoul
And it's so lovely to have your presence amongst the supportive atmosphere! ❤️
@amiableBunny4016
Agreed! 💕
@mytwistedsoul
It's always such a pleasure to see you around forumland, friend 💜 *sends huggles if okay*
@mytwistedsoul
Aww thankyouu, Soul, you're a carrier of the same kindness and love you see around and appreciate. Told you once and again, kindness ripples are real, you probably (certainly) started many kind ripples around here, it's easy to carry the love forward, ain't it?! Thank *you* for being ever so inspirational with all the thoughtfulness and compassion you carry within and spread around!🤗❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
So true 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016 aww thank you both so much 💙 *sending hugs back*
the world is so confusing tbh