In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
“I loved you so much that when you said you hated me, I only hurt for you.”
I know, a bit much, but u know xD
This is. So. Annoying.
When my sister was 16, she got a phone. When my sister became 18, she got a new phone. Now im 16, i got her first, old phone.
With parental controls.
My sister never had parental controls.
Not just parental controls, a whole *** ton of them! I cant even open incognito in chrome anymore- how am i cupsing you ask? A new search engine- and idek if this private mode is actually private or if parents can access this too!
And the parent account is my mom's
Like, ***
I cant even install apps without "approval" from the "parent" every app i open rn has my moms account written somwhere, everything i do gives me a pop up saying if i need help seek my parent i feel like a 5 year old
And i am old enough for my own account like my sis had but she wont let me
This is stupid!
This is so stupid she has access to my youtube history im not a kid 💀
@unassumingEyes
Omg is your mom crazy?! …that sounds so frustrating. tbh i think this is what happens… being the youngest in the family :/ ugh. i’m so sorry eyes.
you still have your iPad right? or does that belong to your sister too :( i’m sorry friend 😕
@LoveMyMoonflowers thats my sisters ipad. Shes had once since she was 8.
No parental controls on that, either.
Im so frustrated! Like fine, i do lie, i do have secrets, but is cups so bad? Is one manga so bad? The only reason theyre secrets in the first place is because she cant accept me. I feel...ugh. i feel like shes just completely infiltrated into my life.
@unassumingEyes
what. the. actual. heck. :') and friend tbh i think everyone has their own secrets… even if they are things that are not bad we hide them because we won't be accepted if we don't hide them. 😔 i totally get what you mean about her not accepting you and infiltrating your life :(
ugh. honestly ik what you mean that must be so frustrating.
what about doing a factory reset on your own? 😝 although… with so many parental controls idk if it would let you do that 😕
@LoveMyMoonflowers i dont think thats possible. I found an option to end her supervision but i need her password...even if i found out the password and did it she wld be too mad to risk it xD
Also im blocked from utube now.
Theres no way im over reacting, right? I cant do anything on this thing!
Shes not even letting me get whatsapp! Ugjdhdjdb
@unassumingEyes
nfkwjekfjkelwidkfhd this doesn’t make any sense. why give you a phone if you can’t do anything on it because of the restrictions *smh* 🤦🏻♀️
@LoveMyMoonflowers to fulfill their duties as parents i guess. Maybe she thought giving me a phone wld make me feel like sis and i are treated the same- that didnt work xD maybe its for safety tho, me being able to call wherever i am. But that- and this new search engine- is like all i can do on this thing. More apps are available but i cant install them without her password enabled permissions dkdhdj
@unassumingEyes
😭😭😭 idk what to say :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers thats ok, alli can think about is *angry noises* anyways xD
Currently using password protected secret mode on a new search engine
*sigh* im already done with this
Id rather not have a phone than this nonsense tbh
I tried complaining and she got all upset that i was bothering her :/ i didnt ask dad to convince her cause he has a stomach ache rn. Ill ask him later chances he'll agree with me are 50/50 but theres barely any chance mom will listen to me so hes my best choice (as always)
@unassumingEyes
asking your dad about it might be a good idea 💜💜
Dad went to the doctor
*sigh*
Ill ask him tmrrw-
@unassumingEyes
i hope it works out 💜
Compromised reached with mom with sister's help that i can use sister's phone freely and keep this one with the controls on it as an "emergency phone"
Atleast i get to use utube this way xD
@unassumingEyes
okay now that’s a bit better.
