In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
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You know the frnd who uses full stops when shes mad/upset, whcih is why if someone uses too many full stops i assume theyre mad/upset?
She sent me nothing but a fullstop replying to an old, old msg from a chat i cant see anynore, at 1.30 (in her country) last night
What
Am
I
Supposed
To
Do
With
That?
Things ive been called in cups rooms:
—> Karen (for telling the rules)
—> compared to an abusive mother (ah, great, doesnt that make me feel like an awful human being)
—> killjoy
—> i dont remember the exact words anymore, but it was because i said the rules, again
And ofcourse the wonderful phrase,
f—- off!
Is this what customer service is like?/jk
im fine, ofcourse. Been called/told way worse. The abusive mom comment hurt- still does- but my sis also told me that id be the type or teacher that would yell about every small thing, so those are kind of similar, hmmm?
But there shldnt be name calling anyways
Im alive! After all that social studies!! Whaaat :p
ill probably forget everything tomorrow
what wld my mom say if i failed 🤔🤔
im not gonna fail stop being ridiculous why wld i fail *nervous laugh*
Im alive! After all that social studies!! Whaaat :p
ill probably forget everything tomorrow
what wld my mom say if i failed 🤔🤔
im not gonna fail stop being ridiculous why wld i fail *nervous laugh*
Soo yesterday was vv stressful and my health was done but the exam was okay
and
i made friends? Or atleast one friend idk bout the others??
and her name
is the name of a main character
in a book i was writing but put on pause till i figure sm technical things out
huhh
Um
Moving part 2 today
In like 3 hours-
Gonna leave relatives home
Um
Kinda dont want to
Cousins are...the only part of my day left to look forward to? Theyre the only ones who come to check up on me when im sitting in the room all day studying. Mom and sis just come by sometimes to tell me to focus.
I just
Im supposed to get used to
Not waving at my 14yr old cousin when we both wake up at like 3am
Not getting jumpscares from my uncle because he cant lower his voice even when he tried
Not have my older cousin peak in the room, and either turn off the lights as a joke, or ask me how much is left
Not have all my cousins enter the room with their schoolwork so we can all study together
Not grin at my 12yr old cousins teasing, my 10yr old cousins bossiness, my 7yr old cousins creativity
Im just supposed to Not?
Being in your own home, with your own privacy, is comforting, I agree
But then ill just be expected to study all day
Without a single person checking in to see if im okay
Thats
Hard
Really hard