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Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
@unassumingEyes if it says item removed is the account deactivated or deleted
@unassumingEyes
my friend who’s been in cups for 5 years says it’s banned :P but idk💜
Is there a rule against mentioning either’s names here to see when they were last seen?
I told em theres no point of me if theres no em i wasnt *** lying okay call it unhealthy idrc
Only thing holding me back rn is the kids. Aint no *** way the kids are gonna find me like that or attend a funeral or anything not like that
Part of me is like am i overeacting and the other part of me is like, theyre de-ad
might actually throw up
*** these exams. I dont care what she thinks.
Just realized im crying lol mom didnt even notice altho moms being nice these days and idk im so tired nd angry rn
see what i mean? Never a goodbye, never an explanation, just gone gone gone
its been an hour
ah *** it
@iloveyouxx @justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers
alive?
@unassumingEyes
alive.💜sorry for not being online in a while :P🩷was thinking about all of you the whole time tho <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thankfully*🥺💜is nibuddy okie..💙?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
alive preciously*💖:D I just found out that was a word :D and it’s v accurate for nibuddybean💜agree to disagree😛🩷thou I knuw I’m write :>>>💕💕/lh
@iloveyouxx
nuuuuuuu D: it unfortunately :P i’m right 😎 but oh well we all have different views on everything so we can agree to disagree 🤷🏻♀️
now you all know i have black hair 🤷🏻♀️
Wonder how many people here saw him gone nd just felt sad he left cups while im here knowing what he was talking bout the last time we *** talked
(why was that so long ago? Why didnt i check upon him? Why was i so sure he wldnt respond?)
@unassumingEyes
>: worried about you🩷I hope your cups frend is okie😞💜
@unassumingEyes
take your time love ❤️
i have to go to school but i’ll come and check on you in a couple of hours okay? 🩷
So um ive already cried 3 times in my life in front of my 7yr old cousin and i hate how nervous it makes her so im trying real hard not to start again rn
Trying to study urdu and this poet is like “wherever i look i see you”
no its okay im fine 👍🏻
yesterday night we had a scare my uncle wasnt picking up the phone for like hours nd noone cld reach him found put he was ok at like 9-10pm
I have to learn atleast 5 essays and revise 20 stories today not to mention the grammer definitions i hv to revise…
and even then ill probably lose marks in paraphrasing
dndkhdkjd
@unassumingEyes i have like 5 hours left to study. Someone help
my moms like why hvnt u learnt all this before. Well mom, thing is, i *** have, and *** forgot it, because not everyone has the perfect memory of my sister, so im sorry i cldnt become my sister 2.0 but u know, it is what it is
@unassumingEyes
*deep breath* what TvT🩷su :3 just to understand :D💜you’re expected to learn a minimum of 5essays and revise 20stories+ revise grammar definitions in 5hours today :> and even paraphrasing would make you lose marks. and your moms questions why you haven’t already learnt all of this before.
:') *hugs you tight if okie* <3
idk how this is like- normal :') in other peoples lives :P🤍maybe my schools just nice but mean at the same time😭or maybe I’m just dumb lolz :P🧠💕
im sorry T^T I feel like even tho I am really dumb :P xD- this is still a lot :')❤️
*cheers for eyesbuddy*🎉🎉💖🎉
@iloveyouxx
*hugs* mom says a majority of my classmates wont be able to get in any uni/college with the marks theyre getting. Thats so hard for me to imagine. Just- no uni. What? Even i cld be unable to go to uni if i dont get it together. Like. Huh? Like. You have to get 90+% in grades 9,10,11 and 12 to get in any uni. Huh?
Issok yall hv bullies i hv difficult exams we all struggling together 😭👍🏻👍🏻
I made a sort of plan om how to manage all these studies today. Maybe it will work maybe it wont but having a sort of plan helped me calm down so. So. Time to drown swim in studies!
@unassumingEyes
huh indeed omg :') su lemme explain our system :D🤍so you know how most schools grade like A+ B- C+ F- etc? our grading system is kinda similar but with numbers. 1- 1= 1+ 2- 2= 2+ 3- 3= 3+ all the way to 9=. that’s the highest grade you can get.
Idk if you know what GCSE is. but basically- GCSE is a test- well- more than one test- you take GCSEs in year11(15year olds for my system)
every unit you take from year9 to year11 is in GCSE- then you take GCSEs at the end of year11(for every subject)
so here’s the grading system. if you get 50% on GCSE test a 7. over that is an 8. 80%+ is a 9. 30% is a 5. the main thing is :3 you only actually *fail* if you get a 3. is 30% is a 5 that means you’d have to get a lot less than 30% to actually fail.
youd have to get a lot less than 30% to fail- above whatever 3 is- you pass and get into uni :P
the grading systems like that cos (cording to teachers) GCSEs are *really* hard.
so the fact you have to get 90%+ is just TvT
loll yus we be having our own school problems😭😭I’ll smack your teachers with a 🥖 and you smack my bullies with a 🥖:D
*pulls you out of the water* TvT🩷good luck frend💕
@iloveyouxx
that kinda makes sense
*smacks ur bullies 🥖*
My 5 essays turned to 9essays help x_x
Nd im probably gonna skip another thing and pray i cn do it tomorrow
Oh boy
Nadia watching me slowly go insane over urdu 👍🏻
can u believe i do this every year during exams nadia xD
And still get scolded over my marks
ahem ahem what was it mom said last year
*fake sad voice* “im so disappointed✨”
i actually went in shock last year like i just stood there and mom and dad said stuff i dont even remember and i cldnt process my marks xD
See this is why i cnt cry my 7yr old cousin just came in to show me her money and started counting all of it twice xD
Aaaaaaaaaah so much urdu 😭
im just gonna do grammar definitions nd one poems paraphrasing and stuff cause that poem is important and then im going to cry and sleep 👍🏻
(im not actually going to cry…probably)
im so tired :/ nd im literally blocking any thoughts of cups frnd out cause dont hv time to be sad yet. This is ridiculous