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Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
@unassumingEyes
*hugsss* i’m okay, how’s eyes fren?
@justmeeva mmm worrying bout studies, wanting to poof out of existence, trying not to search up that fic, that kinda thing. :0
But me glad ur here and ur okay <3
@iloveyouxx struggling 😁 but missing yalls 🥺 i barely get to talk to both cups frnds and irl frnds :( not fair heh
Hru frnd?
@unassumingEyes
aw >: I missed you too :'3 i missed all my 7 cups friends :/ I’ve always been online tho.. just never talked :'3
worse than ever... :') this is usually the part where I ask “you ?” but I already asked :P so me will give hugs instead :3🌈💕
and nu I don’t mind :0🤍
@iloveyouxx
Me sorry ur worse 😞 i did see u in the grps (u probably know that) but i missed talking to u too ❤️ i just hoped seeing u in grps was a good sign ❤️ *gentle heartfelt hugs* me here if u need/want anything :0
@iloveyouxx wld nadia frnd mind if i used tiny text?
@iloveyouxx mmm did u like it?
Me doesnt rlly like it. It scares me i think. i made a lil mood indicator thingy in here once. Did u see that? *hugs if oki bcz why not*
@unassumingEyes
mood indicator ? :0 no- ? I don’t know what you mean :0
@unassumingEyes
smh I reached a heart limit for you D:
>: here⇒❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷🤍🩶🤎🖤
❤️🩹💗💓💞💕❣️💖💝
@iloveyouxx *i dont hv enough of ur msgs to heart :0* ❤️❤️ thank u ❤️
*nadia tagging is taking sm time :p net :p thought id tell u i didnt poof hehe. I myt poof tho cuz net but ill tage u when i cn hehe* @iloveyouxx
@unassumingEyes
its oki :0 I just found it- and I’m sorry :’3 6 is basically the worst now >: the worst you can be on cups..which is obv bad if 7 is not being on cups at all :’3 *sending lots of hugs and love*💕
@iloveyouxx *hugs and grabs love before sending some back to you* thank you 🥺 Its okay i get that low more rarely now. I mean, its probably gonna increase when i move to our house (big,scary,alone with mom most of the day, no friends, no cousins, alone-) but atleast its lesser rn heh. And im better this morning ❤️ lots of thoughts but- neutral thoughts.
Get to know each other thru poetry…would sound like my kind of thing, yeah? But how do you fit yourself into a poem? How would I even describe myself? I cant think of a single word. What wld others say…
Mom wld say “smart” but she wldnt mean it and i wldnt believe it anyways
Dad would say smth like professional. Dont believe that either, but im trying
Sis would just say annoying 🙄 or emotional
how would I describe me?
@unassumingEyes
i have to go to school rn but i’ll come back in a few hours to check on you okay? 🩷
@justmeeva Okay. Hope school goes well. *hugs* ❤️
Tw
So tbh, i think if i unalived (however), thered be alot of grief and mourning and all that (because ppl do love me, i know, i know) but i also think noone wld be surprised and i dont know how i feel about that.
Is this what giving up feels like?
just…don't reply to this if ur not eva. And u don't hv to say anything either, eva.
@justmeeva *holds on to you* im still here, it counts as smth yea? We’re still here.
i might stop doing that small steps challenge. Idk. Suddenly water and sleep dont matter so much, anymore
@unassumingEyes
you still being here is a huge thing. i’m proud and happy about that. just keep going, okay? i’m here 🩷
@justmeeva mhm. Im here for you too ❤️ even tho i poof randomly smtimes lol, im still here for you ❤️ and i am very grateful for your company ❤️
@justmeeva im gonna hv to give my sis the ipad soon. I said i would, so…
if i cn take the phone, ill take the phone. If not, ill bbl today. Take care in advance ❤️
Tw my back got hit by one vehicle and a motorbike almost hit me too
"Going out will cheer you up," Mom said. "It'll be good for you," she said. Oof.