In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Im ranting toooo much today ah lol imma go for now beofre i type another paragraph byebye <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
o :'3 me just wanted to let you know- one of our friendos you were wondering about has gotten their account banned >: they might be back tho- were just not sure when yet :'3
we can only hope they’re oki and will come back soon and tell us all that <3 sorry for having to tell you :'3💜
@iloveyouxx
wait…. Who? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you made a forum about them😞 their account says item has been removed >: that’s them >:
@justmeeva
havent heard from you today :0 how’re you ? you doing oki ?💕:3
@iloveyouxx
i’m fine, thank you nadia fren 🩷. how’s you? :0
@justmeeva
you sureeee ? :0💕💕 im oki. hehe- tcr made me feel better today- it was funny :3🤍
@iloveyouxx
sure. i’m glad you feel better <3
@justmeeva
•-• here if you need anything friend :’3🩷 and now tcr made me feel worse hehe- and I lost a friend :’3 but it’s oki..
@iloveyouxx
*hugs nadia fren*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ni !🥺 no no no :’3 sorry I know this will definitely be annoying because I’m drawing attention to it, but I wont let you leave ni no not ever D: youre way too special to leave smh :’3 I’m not like those normal friends that say they support your decision lmao :P I love you too much..>: I would write one of my essays but the time I have on here is very limited rn and I’m taking a risk by staying and writing this lmao :’3 but no I won’t watch you leave and say I support your decision because I really don’t :’3 in fact I’m very against it and if that decision is made I’m gonna bawl my eyes out at night🤧 I have strict love- so sorry for that too. :’3 I don’t want this to be pressuring tho :’) but I love you ni I don’t wanna just see you go😞/p I know this is like very terrible and prolly makes you want to leave more heh :’3 it’s cause I’m rushing. I’ll write something proper later if I have to heh :’3 can I ask why..? >: ehem this might be me trying to act like how normal friends are but- ( :P ) “tho I want you to stay I support your decision” :P first part was true- I want you to stay :’3 I wish it was enough.. :’3 really really hope it’s just like one of those times where you end up changing your mind >:
ee time running out D:
sorry again for the low quality paragraph :P it sucks I know but I wanted to say *something* before I had to go..
me loves you ni :’3🩷 vv much🤍/p
anddd..yup gotta go :’3 pleas take care :’3 please..🤍
/nfta
@iloveyouxx
awwe lol who said it was low quality smh 🥺🤧💜 *hugs if okay* 💙 your awesome Nadia friend. hehe. 💜 but idk… me thinks me will leave… :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it is heh :’3 *hugs ni buddy tight*
no you’re more awesome :0💜
>: now we’re both avoiding saying something pressuring @unassumingEyes :’3
lmao you know it’s true when eyes uses “😫” for the first time😛/lh
I guess me will just sit and hope for the best :’3🪑🤍if it’s what you really want I don’t want to pressure you into a decision you don’t like >:💜( even if I’m highly against it :P/lh)🤍
@iloveyouxx
*huggie wuggies* 💙
Nadia friend I has question for you if okie :o
@LoveMyMoonflowers
o question :0 ofc it’s oki :0
@iloveyouxx
mmmm nvm it’s okie
@iloveyouxx me had to look for the "😫" emoji bcz none other fit :p
It is the embodiment of my soul when i think of flowers leaving :0
@iloveyouxx @LoveMyMoonflowers i feel literally the same 😫 these eyes are gonna be tear filled if you leave tbh ive been avoiding you before i say smth pressuring 😫😫 but that doesnt mean i want you to leave or anything i promise i just want things to work out for you <3
@iloveyouxx @unassumingeyes
big hugs for you both if okay <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no no I like questions :0 unless you don’t wanna ask anymore <3 and sorry for late reply
@iloveyouxx
no need to be sorry friend <3 it’s okay
Another poem on the anticipating thingy i feel- as it intensifies when im low :0
You ask me why I’m floating
Where am I headed to?
I say, is there anywhere for me to go?
Anything for me to do?
You watch me, you ask me, you question
How, when the answer is staring right at you
I live in a world, where people are dying even when alive and it’s not their fault
What else, what else am I supposed to do?
You tell my I don’t have to help em out
You tell me it’ll all work it out
Can you feel it? That creeping doubt
Can you feel me, just yearning to shout?
Cause life’s not a fairy-tale
We don’t all get that happy end
The good suffer- it isn’t fair
But the old road will always bend
You ask me why, I tell you why
It’s cause we love in a world where we know despair
Why should I be grateful, that I’m safe
When there’s so many out there, who have no-one to care?
Why should I do anything?
Why should I make myself a life?
Why should I live, instead of just surviving?
Why do I get to live without that strife?
How can you show me the world’s wonders
Knowing what we’re leaving behind?
How can you tell me to smile and laugh,
When there’s darkness out there, for us to find?
It’s true that I can help them not
But in my heart, they have a spot
And so I’ll float and wait and wait
And something’ll happen, something awful, something great
