In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
In the words of my classmates:
"If we fail, atleast we'll fail together"
*pause*
That's not very motivating lol
Tw
Also
My poems are getting weirder and longer so i wldnt read it- i just needed to write this I guess
You say it's okay to hurt
But pain isn't even what I feel
You tell me it's okay to burst
But hey, let's be real
I'm not feeling
I'm not numb
I'm moving with a purpose
To not succumb
I am fighting an invisible enemy
And no, I'm not scared
I just wanna see
If I'm going to lose, anyway
Day in and day out, I prepare
For what, I do not know
And someday, when it is here
Maybe, then, I can go
See, I'm not scared, or hurting, or wanting to fall,
That comes after the fight
Right now, I'm stuck in the before, before I lose it all
Right now, I'm peering into the darkness, but standing in the light
And I don't know how I know
And I don't know why
But I know, something's about to show
And I won't be ready, but I'll try
I can feel that the cliff will break
There's only so much it can take
And I know there's no going back,
So till then, I wait and pack
And maybe I'll lose it all
In one final, deadly fall
But until then, though I'm not okay
I've got no pain, to relate
I've got no trauma, of which I know,
I'm still struggling, though
But I'll wait
And anticipate
And when you ask me how I know that it'l get worse
I'll say that I'm here in this universe
To fight
To prepare
To fall
To care
So I'll pack my rusty bag of tools
And let myself be hurt by fools
Cause something big is coming, now
And whatever, whoever it is, I won't cow
@unassumingEyes
:0000 you call that weird ? :0 omg eyes shushhhh that’s amazing /lh🤍
you know I was just working on a poem and going to send it here on a post and tag you and our other friendos :0 but now that you’ve made *that* mine just looks terrible T^T
poetrys such a beautiful way to express how you feel :>🤍
im still processing how amazing it is :00*🧠🧠*
you’re amazing :D *claps so hard hands turn red* :P🩷🩷
I have such an amazing potato friend🤧🩷/lh
🥔🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🩷🩷
@iloveyouxx aww potato frnd <3
I had to label a potato for todays exam :00
Thank you so much
No pressure, but id really like it if you shared ur poem <3 i get the whole, feeling like urs is worse thing, bcz my sisters poems get way more recognition and are definitely a m a z i n g , but i think, and am trying to believe, that writing shldnt be compared, because everyone has a different writing style, and some may like the way my sis writes, others myt like the way I write, and others myt like the way you write. I read smwhere that thatd the freedom of poetry- you can write what you want to, and if smone doesnt like it, they move on, because poetry has little to no rules, so noone can tell you did it "wrong" or "bad" etc
But anyways, im rambling now oops
But id love to read anything u, or anyone else reading this, wrote <3
@unassumingEyes
potatoes :000
no no you can ramble I ramble all the time :0
thank you friend <3
youre my fav potato friend <33 ;3🥔🐛🩷
@unassumingEyes @iloveyouxx
*lurks and sends hearts* 🥺💕
I finished the book, "Back and Forth" that I was writing for my friend today. Im going to send it to her once i get mom's phone :0 kinda nervous. Its a bit dramatic.
Or, in the words of my sister, its very dramatic
Its also very short- less than 30 pgs- but i hv exams and moving stuff, so i cldnt make a long one :0 mayb sm other time
Its short, but still the only book ive finsihed so =D
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aw ni I just saw your updated bio🥺 me was trying to zoom in on your pfp cause it’s so cute hehe🩷
here if you need anything mhm ? >: always here *🪑*🤍 even when I’m not :P🩷
“true friends are like stars, you don’t always see them- but you always know they’re there” I like that quote hehe :>🩷 I think it applies to us :0 @unassumingEyes @justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers 🤍
also sorry if I’m shifting attention to it- not what I meant to do :’3
i have to go finish math homework- ( *boooo mathhh* D: ) someone yeet it for me pls heh :’3
byebye lovely humans :0🌈 hope 7 cups doesn’t nom this tag :P🤍
@iloveyouxx
*throws math to spend some time with the rover on mars* better. 🩷
@justmeeva
:DD
@iloveyouxx
*hugs Nadia if okie* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its always oki :0🤍 *hugs ni buddy tight*
still can’t get away from me hehe :P 🦑🩷
@iloveyouxx
wouldn't want to!🥺💜
:> good morning lovely people :0🤍
@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers @justmeeva
im at school rn :0 but not cupsing in class becausee I’m in lunch so it doesn’t count ;3 plus you’re allowed to go on your device in breaks soo :P
its really quiet in rooms at this time :0 I think it’s really late for most people :0
how’re you all ? 🩷🐛🐛
@iloveyouxx good morning nadia <33 and everyone else too :p
Hehe cupsing in school wld be so fun :p
It is quiet at this time...and ofcourse mornings have to be hard for me 🙄/lh
Im slightly sick :( and my sis and dad are definitely sick :( and tmrrws my last day of school :( and we move on saturday :(
But im oki =0
Hru lovely?
@unassumingEyes
o nooo D: eyes you don’t put 3 “):”s in a row and say you’re oki•-• /lh /lh
you dont have to say that :’3🤍
* shooshs sickness away * :P /j🤍
just try to enjoy the moment for now :’3 make your last memories worth remembering :0🩷
@iloveyouxx me trying :0 but idk i keep thinking about when i hv to come home...and we hv to say goodbye-
Me is oke i think. Like...floating...i guess
🤍 🤍 🤍 (one for all of you 🥺)
@iloveyouxx
i have to go really soon for art- I sit right infront of this one guy so that’ll be fun :D /sar
then I have p.e- my fav lessonnnnnn :DDD /sar
sorry lmao T~T it wont last forever so it’s ok :’3 it’ll be over at some point-
anyway- I should go- byebye lovely humans take care !🩷🩷🐛🐛
@iloveyouxx
schooling too :/ gtg in a few minutes. idk how eva is but is oke. how’s nadia fren? :0 🩷
@justmeeva
aw >: I can imagine that not being good :’3 me is here if you wanna talk about anything 🤍
nadias currently hiding heh :’3 but it’ll be oki :’3
also booo schooolll D: * teleports you to my school to protect me * hehe :P🩷
@iloveyouxx
*protecs u with hugs* i has to go but i’m sending all my love to you and @unassumingEyes and @LoveMyMoonflowers too 🩷🩷🩷
@justmeeva
*huggies*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Me's gotta take care of a couple of things at home rn :( bbl <3 take care lovely
@unassumingEyes
awwe. Be safe eyes <3 please be safe.🥺💛
I cnt focus on studiess and its already 1.20pm i did nothingggg
@unassumingEyes
its 1:20 pm here too.🤧 it’s okie to take breaks from studying sometimes friend 💛
@LoveMyMoonflowers me has exam tmrrw :00 no time for breaks <3
Yet yet yet here i am
🥲
@unassumingEyes
sending lucky beams 🍀 and hugs if okie 🌈 i wish i could help but im only in year 9/8th grade 🥲
@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers
i has to go now lovelies, but i’ll come back as soon as i can 🩷. best of luck eyes, *looong hugs to you both* ❤️ *leaves some cookies to munch on while i’m gone so i will be remembered 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪*
*pooffs to school (ew i know)*
@justmeeva *noms cookies* take care lovely *hugss*
*glares at school and dares it to try to be annoying today*/lh
@justmeeva also id remember you without the cookies too 🥺🤍
@justmeeva
awwe take care evaaa 💛 be safe 🤍 I hope schoolybobs is bearable buddy :’) 💛 and thankiiees for the cookies 🍪 yk buddy me sure you’d still be remembered even if you didn’t give cookies 🥺 cos we can’t forget our Eva friend 🤍
@LoveMyMoonflowers
🩷🩷🩷
*back*
@justmeeva
back, too :P
we can be back together 😎 the backs 🤔 sounds like a good name for a team 🤣 (jokes obviously lmao, dw xD)