In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
U ever freak out if one person hearts alot of ur posts at a time and u barely know that person :0
Like if eva does it its fine for example
But if smone i talked to once does it i freak out :0
Like the online equivalent of smone following u around😭
I wasnt able to study a word yesterday :00
I did observations, short qa, apparatus and reagents for 7 experiments so far today so atleast i cn do something today
I need to cover remaining 11 experiments today and do procedure and diagrams tmrrw
Exams on sunday
I didnt even start bio practicals preperation yet (exam on monday)
What are the odds Ill make it? I think I have a chance lol
niii ! :D🤍 how’re youu :0
@iloveyouxx
forgot to tag :P @LoveMyMoonflowers 🤍
@justmeeva @iloveyouxx @LoveMyMoonflowers everyone was here at the same time bout an hour ago :0
@unassumingEyes
hehe. i was in and out, really :') how's everyone?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs ni* (yes that’s my response)
@justmeeva
awwe 🥺 *huggies back* you okie? 🥺💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk but don’t matter. how’s ni fren? :0
@justmeeva
it matters to me though
@unassumingEyes
*hugs*
U know how earlier I thought I cld manage the practicals?
yeah. That positivity is gone now
Tw
I might end up crying today and i really dont want to cry in this house
@unassumingEyes
awwe... ): are you safe now buddy? at home? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers im safe just feeling really low and stressed
@unassumingEyes
i get that... 💗 *hugs if okie* but you said you don't want to cry in that house :') that's why me asked if your safe 💜 if it's safe to cry there and not get in trouble or something (?) 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers tw i get scolded and told to “talk” to mom but she just yells if i tell her im stressed so i dont talk to her anyways and everyone asks whats wrong and i dont want to tell them and they say crying is weak and that makes me angry
@unassumingEyes
oof. T^T i understand that eyes buddy ): it's hard. *hugs if okay*
Tw
i really try not to compare but my friend and I both used to be top of the class last year and the first time she failed a test her mom sat her down and talked to her about taking breaks, reaching out and avoiding burnout but the first time i failed a test mom yelled at me for an hour and i spent another hour sobbing in the bathroom and im really glad my frnd has a good mom but im also so sad and so scared for these board exams
