In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
My mom used to get Bs in the same board as me
They say i cnt compare bcz the exams used to be harder in time
Ok,
But cant she imagine how harder it would hv been, if she’d been expected to get A+ anyway?
Why do adults forget what it’s like to be a child?
@unassumingEyes
i don’t know.. it’s so unfair >: so many people are expected to reach such high standards >: comparing it to what it used to be like in their time doesn’t help- sure maybe it was harder but it doesn’t mean our situation isn’t hard either :’3
@unassumingEyes im so sorry I haven’t been on here as often as before :’3 sorry I wasn’t really there for you :’3 I’m apologizing because I got notified that there were new posts on here and I didn’t check if you were oki because tbh I didn’t feel like starting convos :’3🤍 but you go through stuff too and we’re only online friends all we can really do is be there for each other and I wasn’t there for you >:🩷 I’m sorry >: if it makes you feel any better your my fav potato friend :0🥔 don’t forget that you were given this life because you were strong enough to live it🩷 I know you used to feel a bit bad about being upset when your situation wasn’t as bad compared to others, but there’s always someone going through something worse and theres always someone you have it worse compared to them but it doesn’t mean anyone’s situation is any less valid- everyone goes through something and how easy it is compared to others doesn’t mean it’s easy :’3🩷 don’t feel bad for how you feel :0 it’s a reaction of your experiences and that’s more than valid :0🩷
sorry for the paragraph btw hehe- felt like trying to make someone feel better :’3 really hope it worked :’3
@iloveyouxx you don't need to apologize nadia. If you didn't feel up to talking I'm glad you didn't force yourself <3
You’re my favourite potato friend, too <3. I was just kinda down today, but Im oki, friend. Super grateful to have you with me <3
@unassumingEyes
you don’t have to say that :’3🤍 I’m grateful to have you with me too🩷
Tw
me and sis just argued
she hit and twisted my arm and i hit her with an empty water bottle
trying not to cry but it keeps reminding me of when dad grabbed my arm when i was like 12
Tw
She said the argument was a test and i "failed"
Well congrats now i failed ur "test" and was triggered by it and spent 20 mins on the bathroom floor trying not to cry but sorry for failing the "test"
@unassumingEyes
omg no you can’t do that to someone and call it a test :’3 this is so messed up I’m sorry >:🩷
your sisters testing my patience ngl :P /j but that “test” was the worst “test” you could give someone and it’s not a “test” that’s just being harmful :’3
Kinda made up with Dad
Sis just acting all normal im trynna not make a big deal :0
in a few hours ill msg a frnd to talk to
till then im feeling so lonely :(
@unassumingEyes is anyone awake…
@unassumingEyes
*peek*
@unassumingEyes
*i’m 2h late but still peek*
@justmeeva
:0 hm 2 hours and 44 minutes late but *peek* :P
@iloveyouxx
*whispers* hi nadia :o
@unassumingEyes
*sits and waits for eyes fren*
@justmeeva
* pushes “meeva” over* :P /j hehe ;3
*sits w “meeva” and waits too* :3🩷🪑
@unassumingEyes
I’m right here🩷>:
Hating time zones rn
@justmeeva
*whispers* hi “meeva” :0 *whispers* why’re we whispering :0👀
@iloveyouxx
*whispers* idk but it seems right :0
hru :0
@justmeeva
👀*whispers*listening to sad songs :0 so you can guess :0
:’3
*whispers* how’re you ? :0🩷
@iloveyouxx
*whispers* sad songs are comforting :0
it’s okay *hugs*
i’m alright :0 💕
@justmeeva
*whispers* so sorry I’m back :0
mhm that’s true :’3🩷
yayy “meeva” hugs :0🤍 *runs after you and hugs you tight*💕😁 can’t get away from me🩷🦑
are you sure you’re alright ? :0 just making sure :’3
@iloveyouxx
no worries, welcome back 💕
mhm, i’m okay, just thinking.
is there anything eva can do to make nadia fren feel better? :0 🩷
@justmeeva
thinkings bad D: /j but sometimes it is :’3 some people think it’s dumb when what they go through is partially their own thoughts but thoughts are a big thing yk :’3 it can have a positive or negative impact depending on you know- what you’re thinking about :0 or just no impact just processing heh :P but anyway
what’re you thinking about ? :0 /nfta
you already did make me feel better :>🩷 I’m in your bio :> that made me so happy :>🩷 but I didn’t wanna tell you at the time cause you were talking to someone and I didn’t want to interrupt you :0 you remembered putting me at 3 am heh :’3🩷 also why were you awake that late ? D:
but yeah as of right now, I think I’m just gonna keep trying to breathe heh :’3🤍
o and btw I don’t know if you saw but you’re in my bio too :0💕
@iloveyouxx
hehee thinking is bad sometimes :’). i’m happy you understand :0
i don’t even have one specific thing i’m thinking about, it’s like everything and nothing at the same time :0. life, my own and others’, my future and past, i don’t even know there’s so much lol :’)
i made you happier yippee :0 i’m happy to be a part of your bio :0 lol staying up so late is usual for eva, her mind keeps her awake sometimes until mornings :’) but it’s okay :0
trying and breathing is just enough :) keep doing that okie? 🩷
@justmeeva
aw i understand that >: * trades brains so that you’re too dumb to think * :P i hate thinking tbh :’3 my brains too small for that complicated stuff :P🧠 so i just break down at the thought- yeah- just the ✨thought✨
eee i hate thinking about the future / past D: past cause well :’3 yeah :’3 and future cause- well if i tried to explain that I’d just sound negative :’3
thats not okay >: stupid mind D: *kicks floor and hurts leg* heh :’3
yeah i will🩷 it just gets hard :’3🩷
@iloveyouxx
nouu *takes brain back* you don’t wanna know what’s all going on inside there. i’ll manage them somehow. nice try tho :p
thinking takes so much energy smh.
*heals leg with the magic of ✨love✨* hehe :>
i’m here if it gets too hard okie? :0 🩷
*another eva hug because why not* 💕🫂
