In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Oki since @justmeeva and @iloveyouxx hv told me not to worry bout mentioning religion etc. Imma do it
But
But
But
I just gonna say i go to an *cheap, greedy, barely functioning school (lol-)* and this all is N o t a representation of either my religion aka Islam or my country aka Pakistan.
So basically se hv a subject called Islamic and it can be in either Eng or Urdu
Since urdu id our national language majority take it in urdu
So for us who take it in english i.e m e there are
A. No notes
B. No english based teacher
Which is freaking annoying
And
For tmrrws islamic test
I have *no notes*
*no source to get notes online*
And the teacher has a dumb rule that she wont give marks unless we learn from *her* notes which *she didnt send*
So
Point blank
I myt actually fail tomorrows test
And
If my mom finds out
...my headache will never go away
Ugh
Ive never failed a test
You know why? Cuz its not allowed in this house
Ugh
@unassumingEyes
ouhh that’s a difficult situation, but wouldn’t you failing be the teacher’s fault then? i mean… the teacher would be responsible for that then, right? there’s nothing you could do from what i understood
@justmeeva mom wld be like "why didnt u tell the teacher on time" but i was doing bioo test :( just gonna try to survive the test tmrrw if not...
Hide the test i guess :( idk
@unassumingEyes
*hugs if ok* it’s not your fault if you fail and you’re already studying hard and i’m proud of you for that 🩷. would you be able to retake the test tho?
@justmeeva *hugs*
No time, exams are too close to schedule a retest rn
Thank you 🥺
Gonna sleep now <3 gnn
@unassumingEyes
okay, gn love. best of luck 🌙🩷
Plot twist : maam changed the islamic test to an oral test and when none of the english based students answered any question she realised she needs to make our notes :O
Plus physics teacher was absent so phy test is tmrrw now :O
@unassumingEyes
so you’ll be able to take it after all ? :0 or did I read it wrong lol
@iloveyouxx no its cancelled for everyone now =O so like it wont be included in our report card at the end of the year
Finally got to tell my frnd i like her voice lol =D
Its just 5 pages. 5 pages of chemistry. Thats it.
But i dont want to lol 😂😭
@unassumingEyes
*noms your five pages of chemistry* done 😁
@LoveMyMoonflowers
:0 that’s a much better idea😁
@iloveyouxx
it tasted real bad D: but that’s okay. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers😂
hehe you sacrificed your health for your friend😁 that’s some real true friendship right there :0 * nods *
@iloveyouxx
😅
@unassumingEyes
😭😭
* cheers loudly in a crowd so you get motivated* 😁📣📣📣
Next time I say Im okay just assume I have a headache.
@unassumingEyes
aw :’3
Just came home frm school
I might have sort of had a quiet unnoticed freak out in class bcz the switch was on and i cldnt close it :O
@unassumingEyes
nouu *runs, switches it off, runs back, hugs if ok and gives cookie 🍪* there there :0
@justmeeva
good save :0🤍
@justmeeva i did manage to switch it off later while going home lol :O
But honestly it ruined like 2hours of my day by being on-
*ty ❤️*
oh… well then we gotta make some other 2 hours of your day *extra* good to make up for it :0
@justmeeva ur so nice 😂😭❤️
Lol i had ice cream does that count as making up for it
@unassumingEyes
:0 i think ice cream triples it, you’re good now🍦
School finished earlier today =D
Im going tmrrw even tho i dont want to and most of the class wont bcz im gonna move soon so im greedily grabbing any time with my frnds :0
Today was an actual good day lolol.
Also me wondering if TW
panic attacks is always = trouble breathing
Because smtimes i freak out nd get hot and nauseous and headaches and my chest feels tight but i cn still breathe
Is that a panic attack? Idek lol
Kinda interested in psychology...like i know nothing about it but i want to lol
but what career cn one pursue 🤔 time to google lol
I wrote two poems today im on a r o l l
