In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
Hi TwistedSoul, im only popping in to say hi. I won't be checking back soon I guess. im sorry to share that things are deteriorating for me. thats all. take care meanwhile.
@mikenai Hey Mike :) I was just thinking about you and I wanted to find your thread but I wasn't very successful. I'm sorry to hear things are getting worse for you - is there anything here that can help? I mean it's not much of course but maybe checking in with someone would help?
@mytwistedsoul
Hey Mike :) I was just thinking about you and I wanted to find your thread but I wasn't very successful. I'm sorry to hear things are getting worse for you - is there anything here that can help? I mean it's not much of course but maybe checking in with someone would help?
It's ok. don't worry about the thread. it will probably reach archival timing soon. Don't worry about helping me... it's kinda reaching no return state for me already. I don't want you to burden yourself more.
@mikenai That doesn't sound good at all Mike. It's not a burden. You're not a burden. I know realistically there's only so much we can do here but I don't like to think that things have reached a point of no return for you. I know you were trying all sorts of things to help and the doctors weren't being very helpful or understanding but I cant help but think there has to be something some where that can help. I keep thinking of like an herbalist or something similar. Have you looked into anything like that? Would you think about it?
@mytwistedsoul
im extremely exhausted of trying.
in fact. im almost in a stucked routine rut that is completely damaging and devastating me.
i cant help it but to just drag on.
Found your space 👀 hope its oki hehe just wanted to send a reminder to the loveliest soul 💕
someone is me btw (one of them any way) 🥰
@Optimisticempath OptiBear! aww of course it's ok ❤️ It's nice to see you here 😊
And your reminder thank you ❤️ 😢 made me teary but it's so nice to hear *big hugs* Thank you again you wonderful Bear ❤️
@mytwistedsoul aww teary 🥺 *comfy hugs* thankyouu ❤ *big hugs back* 🤗
@mytwistedsoul lmao 🤣😂 hilarious haha!
@Optimisticempath 😁 I really REALLY need a tactical ferret lol
@mytwistedsoul 
@Optimisticempath Lol! A jelly belly 😊 ❤️ so cute!
@mytwistedsoul hehe yes to make Soul smile 😄❤
@mytwistedsoul firsts of the many I really really hope ❤❤❤
😉
@mytwistedsoul @_@ but *relates* xD
We all keep terrible things given as gifts from others :3 someday we will be able to throw them out or lock them inside a box somewhere out of sight.
@BlueDarkAurora *hug* ❤️ I'm sorry you can relate 😞 I think I'd like to just throw them out. There's enough stuffed into boxes out of sight - the lids just burst open and the contents spew all over the floor. Kinda gross actually 😝
How are you today?
@mytwistedsoul Yay to throwing them out someday soon *-*
To be so kind to everyone with so much of that bad stuff lying around is something to admire. Hope the kindness in your heart keeps growing for everyone and keeps doubling for yourself <3 ^-^ hugs hugs ^-^ <3
I am alright, hope you are well <3
@mytwistedsoul Emotional taco😭🤣 also the no worries one hits hard haha! 🥲
Goodness soul xD *tight hugs* ❤ yay humour xD 🥲
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *hugs back just as tight* ❤️ Humor's a great way to cope with things sometimes isn't it? Or we'd end up just sitting in a dark corner somewhere crying our eyes out 😕
In case no one told you today
@mytwistedsoul
Aww yes fosho, and relatable too xD humour is a great way to cope, better off laughing than being in a dark corner and ofcourse whatever helps, mhm? ❤
Yes you did, just now, Sweetest soul. ❤ Sending that reminder right back atcha, because you are Amazing, Beautiful, Wonderful, Worth it and so much more always. 🤗 *more hugsssss*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou 🍪🍕 sweet Sun 😊 I love the love and hugs flying around this thread ❤️ 😄
@mytwistedsoul Aww Sweet *you*, and I love seeing a teeny part of all the love and hugs you've been spreading around to fly here as well. Hoping there's always more of it here, reminding you how loved and how *hugged* you are. 🤗❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou ❤️ I can't even begin to - you know? You're so kind and nice. You set an example to follow dear Sun. There's not enough words to express how much I appreciate you 😊 ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Lol that kiddo really is calling me haha xD *dives onto the pizza platter* thankyouuu!🥰
You don't have to begin anything hehe, and yes words leave us when needed lol, so glad we've got pizza and hugs to cover for them.❤ *shares pizza and hugs back with extra loveeee* 🤗
Thankyouuu Soul, with utmost gratitude, you've been exemplary in my eyes too, and I've got a good pair I think xD works fine haha. ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou I think it's the biggest pizza I've ever seen. Could you imagine? *hugs* ❤️ 🍕 for being here 🌞
@mytwistedsoul I know right?! So big. 🥰
Hehe 🍕🍪 for you tooo. *hugs back* ❤
Tw - just in case - just thought it was funny. Silly emu 😁
Kenneth maybe this way?
Starlings often swarm together to confuse predators in something called a murmuration. Photographer James Crombie captured the precise moment they formed what resembles a giant bird..
TW
broke another plate
it fell and hit the floor
said it was her favorite
she said that before
drug me by my hair this time
slammed the door and left
when she's mad she rages
spit drips off her chin
very quick with her hands
raises them again and again
lip is split and bleeding
eye is swelling closed
ears ringing
something wrong with my nose
when she comes back later
said she'll do it right
she'll teach me to be careful
if it takes all night
🐾 🤐
@mytwistedsoul
@Optimisticempath Aww thank you OptiBear ❤️ 😊
Big hugs back ❤️ poor bear looks like the stuffing is being hugged out lol 😃 ❤️
@mytwistedsoul hahaha squished with love lol 😄 *big hugs back* Sweet Soul 🥰🤗❤
