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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019

With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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mikenai October 1st, 2022

Hi TwistedSoul, im only popping in to say hi. I won't be checking back soon I guess. im sorry to share that things are deteriorating for me. thats all. take care meanwhile.

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mytwistedsoul OP October 4th, 2022

@mikenai Hey Mike :) I was just thinking about you and I wanted to find your thread but I wasn't very successful. I'm sorry to hear things are getting worse for you - is there anything here that can help? I mean it's not much of course but maybe checking in with someone would help?

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mikenai October 12th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul

Hey Mike :) I was just thinking about you and I wanted to find your thread but I wasn't very successful. I'm sorry to hear things are getting worse for you - is there anything here that can help? I mean it's not much of course but maybe checking in with someone would help?


It's ok. don't worry about the thread. it will probably reach archival timing soon. Don't worry about helping me... it's kinda reaching no return state for me already. I don't want you to burden yourself more.

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mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2022

@mikenai That doesn't sound good at all Mike. It's not a burden. You're not a burden. I know realistically there's only so much we can do here but I don't like to think that things have reached a point of no return for you. I know you were trying all sorts of things to help and the doctors weren't being very helpful or understanding but I cant help but think there has to be something some where that can help. I keep thinking of like an herbalist or something similar. Have you looked into anything like that? Would you think about it?

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mikenai October 14th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul

im extremely exhausted of trying.

in fact. im almost in a stucked routine rut that is completely damaging and devastating me.

i cant help it but to just drag on.

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Optimisticempath October 4th, 2022

Found your space πŸ‘€ hope its oki hehe just wanted to send a reminder to the loveliest soul πŸ’•

someone is me btw (one of them any way) πŸ₯°

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mytwistedsoul OP October 4th, 2022

@Optimisticempath OptiBear! aww of course it's ok ❀️ It's nice to see you here 😊

And your reminder thank you ❀️ 😒 made me teary but it's so nice to hear *big hugs* Thank you again you wonderful Bear ❀️

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Optimisticempath October 5th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul aww teary πŸ₯Ί *comfy hugs* thankyouu ❀ *big hugs back* πŸ€—

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mytwistedsoul OP October 5th, 2022

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Optimisticempath October 5th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul lmao πŸ€£πŸ˜‚ hilarious haha!

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mytwistedsoul OP October 7th, 2022

@Optimisticempath 😁 I really REALLY need a tactical ferret lol

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Optimisticempath October 9th, 2022

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mytwistedsoul OP October 10th, 2022

@Optimisticempath Lol! A jelly belly 😊 ❀️ so cute!

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Optimisticempath October 10th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul hehe yes to make Soul smile πŸ˜„β€

mytwistedsoul OP October 10th, 2022

@Optimisticempath. It worked perfectly! ❀️ First smile of the day and week πŸ˜ƒ

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Optimisticempath October 12th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul firsts of the many I really really hope ❀❀❀

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mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2022

@Optimisticempath polar-bears-hugs-to-you.gif

❀️ 😊

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mytwistedsoul OP October 7th, 2022

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πŸ˜‰

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou October 7th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul Emotional taco😭🀣 also the no worries one hits hard haha! πŸ₯²

Goodness soul xD *tight hugs* ❀ yay humour xD πŸ₯²

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mytwistedsoul OP October 7th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *hugs back just as tight* ❀️ Humor's a great way to cope with things sometimes isn't it? Or we'd end up just sitting in a dark corner somewhere crying our eyes out πŸ˜•

In case no one told you today

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BlueDarkAurora October 7th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul @_@ but *relates* xD

We all keep terrible things given as gifts from others :3 someday we will be able to throw them out or lock them inside a box somewhere out of sight.

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mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2022


Tw - just in case - just thought it was funny. Silly emu 😁

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mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2022

Or not guess the cups cops said no 😞 bummer

mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2022

Kenneth maybe this way?

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mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2022

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barncat October 15th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul- cant decide which one is my favorite🐴❀️🐴

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mytwistedsoul OP October 16th, 2022

@barncat I think i like the Wolf one best ❀️ sounds about right

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barncat November 8th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul- I had a good laugh at the one about the therapist.😍

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calmDew1576 October 14th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul Keeping a journal can be very therapeutic! We're here for you and we'll be happy to listen to your thoughts. Thank you for sharing your thoughts!

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mytwistedsoul OP October 16th, 2022

@calmDew1576 Thank you for stopping in Dew :)

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mytwistedsoul OP October 16th, 2022

Starlings often swarm together to confuse predators in something called a murmuration. Photographer James Crombie captured the precise moment they formed what resembles a giant bird..

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mytwistedsoul OP October 18th, 2022

TW

broke another plate

it fell and hit the floor

said it was her favorite

she said that before

drug me by my hair this time

slammed the door and left


when she's mad she rages

spit drips off her chin

very quick with her hands

raises them again and again

lip is split and bleeding

eye is swelling closed

ears ringing

something wrong with my nose


when she comes back later

said she'll do it right

she'll teach me to be careful

if it takes all night

🐾 🀐


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Optimisticempath October 18th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul

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mytwistedsoul OP October 19th, 2022

@Optimisticempath Aww thank you OptiBear ❀️ 😊

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Big hugs back ❀️ poor bear looks like the stuffing is being hugged out lol πŸ˜ƒ ❀️

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Optimisticempath October 19th, 2022

@mytwistedsoul hahaha squished with love lol πŸ˜„ *big hugs back* Sweet Soul πŸ₯°πŸ€—❀

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mytwistedsoul OP October 21st, 2022

Sometimes I feel like I should say I'm sorry for some of these poems. That the words are too blunt - too brutal

If these shadows have offended - I'm sorry

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mytwistedsoul OP October 20th, 2022

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