In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@mytwistedsoul
All of them sooo smart and funny and true 😁😁😁😀😀😀 I laughed my heads off 😂😃😄😅😆
@mytwistedsoul
Which makes us human.
Everyone has their rights to choices to lifestyles, mentalities and attitudes.
No Right, No Wrong.
@mikenai Oh I know - you're absolutely right - I'm not judging - I'd be the last person to judge - anything. Thats me slinking into the bushes because I'm the biggest introvert I know
@mytwistedsoul
go ahead. chill out if you need to. take a break.
😐😖😤😑
Let's just blow a giant raspberry and call it a day
@mytwistedsoul Dont leave in a huff
Leave in a minute and a huff
@mytwistedsoul And then -
Some how - some way things got alittle twisted. Feeling - Idk best not say - I guess. Nothing bad - just restless and frustrated. Regretful - on edge
Type delete - type delete
Idk - misunderstood comes to mind - probably my own fault - that's why you should be quiet J
Now let's post - panic and then regret the whole thing
Yay me!
@mytwistedsoul
Here
@mytwistedsoul
Me too😶...
@mytwistedsoul
😁😁🐭🐁🐀
I wish you could find me one day an image with a woof and a rat when you feel like it one day😶..missed you all when I was gone...😔
Have you ever asked the question - what else could possibly go wrong? Don't ever voice it out loud - because life seems to take it as a challenge. Allmost all the toys broke - hydraulics went on the loader - had to order parts. Pulleys froze on the mower - had to - jimmy rig it for lack of more appropriate wording - and lost the head off a weedwacker - well ok - I may have helped that one by flinging it into the woods - but we had a new one which I can't put on because the nut I need wasn't with their universal collection the sent with it. Go figure.
Then one of the dogs got a cough - a cough that made her gag - it was horrible and of course things allways happen when the vet isn't open. But there are animal hospitals - expensive af but phone calls are free. We gave her some Benedryl and honey. The honey for her throat - which she didn't like lol. She likes swedish fish and stuff but not honey. Seems it must be allergy related because the Benedryl helped the cough - she hasn't coughed at all since yesterday. But of course all sorts of bad things come to mind - heart trouble - cancer - something stuff in there - even thoughts of this stupid virus thats supposed to be out there
Other then that - I have a headache and my hands shake - I'm trying to figure out how to handle a - situation we'll call it but it needs - something and I'm wondering if maybe we should table it - see what comes of it in the next few days. Whether it grows or withers and dies away
Idk - if I offend someone - anyone - with my thoughts - my sense of humor - my words - I am truely sorry - I'm not everyone's cup of tea - more like that rusty pail of bog water - but - there's allways a but - isn't there? I shouldn't have to worry about writing on my own threads - yeah? Supposed to be - MY safe space - yeah? I guess if you don't like what I say - and how I say it - maybe just unsubscribe and go your merry way - just don't leave in a huff - leave in a minute and a huff ;) It's all good
@mytwistedsoul
I thought I was diving into a bad day again then I read your post and loughed my all my heads off 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂, you match them sooo good Soul😁😁😁😁
For the rest it's just Murphy's law, when smth can go wrong it surely will😉😁!
I am thankful to you for caring sooo much about your woofs😶...ty...such is life, we all have problems...
Yes, my friend your thread is your safe castle and you are your own castle! 🐾🐾
@GreenAndRedBoat They say laughter is the best medicine :)
@mytwistedsoul
That's why I surround myself with friends whom all have a sense of humour and my people in my country are jokers and as those who knew me in my life: "if cosmin laughs then the s**t really hit the fan!" 😂😂😂
@GreenAndRedBoat I could see this lol - Everything on fire and you casually smoking a cigarette ;)
@mytwistedsoul
Hellboy😉😎
@GreenAndRedBoat
@mytwistedsoul
Oooh yeaasss and my cigarr is cherry flavoured....
Mmmm...mmmm...mmmm
Thank you Master Soul...for making me feel..
Goood...
😊 (satisfied grin)
@GreenAndRedBoat My grandfather used to smoke a pipe every once in awhile. Cherry tobacco - it used to smell so good - of course he couldn't do it in the house lol - grandmother would have had a cow
@mytwistedsoul
Eggsellent, you make me black with envy...you..
I was going to upgrade to pipes as I grew older, my own crafted pipes of different materials like they craft mate jars from different materials...
My own pipes and flavored tobacco, what more can a man wish for...
Tobacco pouches, my favourite remains cherry tobacco since it is sooo good...😶 guilty pleasures...dreamers...
I would have loved your grandfather, my type of guy...
@GreenAndRedBoat It was his one guilty pleasure too :) He wasn't supposed to do it anymore because he had a bad heart. But he still snuck out to - clear his head he called it. He said he would bow to no man - grandmother on the other hand - was a different story lol
@mytwistedsoul
Oh, I like him alot lot...😊😀
When I was in hospital after one of my surgeries I was with an amputee elder man and he had his leg amputated because of his diabetes but he asked me: you are the only one who can buy me lemon "napolitane".
'"Napolitane" are slim waffle like crackers, I lack the word in english now, so I bought them for the man and it made him childishly sneaky happy😉, he knew just to take a taste bite😊
@mytwistedsoul
There was a declaration scroll, no? Can
@ThePizza Hey M :) That was on the other thread but yeah an actual scroll - I can be such a tool lol
Blues Saraceno - The Devil You Know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zoB8hdOaMy8
Bad Plans - Troubled Young Soul
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nyZav20Jmo
Shinedown - Atlas Falls
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YiVkAvm-BVE
Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrW9X7wdrh4
Epic Rock - Heroes Rise
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw2knN6nMTg
Bohnes - Middle Finger
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2z34nkfA9Q
@mytwistedsoul
Oh these are precious...😶....
Shinedown...Atlas Falls...
I like listening toyour music gifts...
Blues Saraceno - The Devil You Know
.. .
Whenever you feel weak, remember this:
Aslan chose a Rat to walk with him beyond, not a woof...
so I'll go live out in the woods and leave my troubles be
i'll be singing with the wolves and running through the trees
the moon is all I need
don't you come for me
@mytwistedsoul
I will forever cherish this little poem in my soul since it so well describes me...
Anger - sadness - regret
People only understand what they want to understand. Idk - preconceived notions. Funny how they take and twist things around so that it seems you're the one with the problem all the time. Don't they see themselves? Don't they see the things they do?
What if you're too tired to constantly correct them? Why do some people think their issues are worse then everyone else? Why should their problems give them excuses to treat others badly? They treat you like sh*t and you're the one who apologizes to them because they hurt you. Huh? Do you have any idea how many times I've apologized to people - for their mean questions - their misunderstanding - of me? None of them has ever said they were sorry for asking the things they did. Allways the words - I misunderstood. And me like an idiot - I'm sorry you misunderstood. I'm sorry you made those assumptions. I'm sorry your preconceived notions made you think that way. I'm sorry for being me. I'm sorry I got hurt - by you. I'm sorry I found your knife in my back - it's allways funny when that happens - oops
This hurts me more then it hurts you - how many times we've heard that. Wait - that's my heart in your hands but it hurt you to rip it out - I'm sorry you had to do it. I'm sorry you felt it was ok to. I'm sorry I let you. I'm sorry you don't love anyone as much as you love yourself
I'm sorry this post doesnt make much sense - probably. Lol Idk - dont over think it - too late!
Oh shut up J -
@mytwistedsoul
I know exactly what youre talking about
@ThePizza That really sucks M - I'm well - sorry - you know what I'm talking about. I'm not completely positive - but I don't think it's supposed to be so one sided like it is. I think in many ways there are many things missing in the world today. Idk - maybe it's my own preconceived notions saying that
@mytwistedsoul
I feel as lost as you...
Je suis perdu...😔
@GreenAndRedBoat Some where there should be a manual or a - guide key I think they're called? Or like those things they have with the little star that says you are here
@mytwistedsoul
Or amulet diving bracelets...
@mytwistedsoul
No, I dont think its supposed to be like this either. How common is it? Idk. Always the doubts about whos to blame huh?
@mytwistedsoul
I feel like the sorrys are used as a placating gesture. We know (we think) we are not the ones who did wrong but we dont want to come off too strong to the person either. We say sorry as a way to try and smooth things over so they dont get offended again
@ThePizza I think you're right M. But after awhile - Idk - maybe it doesn't help