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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019

With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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User Profile: LoveMyMoonflowers
LoveMyMoonflowers January 1st

happy new year Soul friend 💙 *lots of hugs and love* haven't seen you around in a while. Hope you’re okay. 💙 thinking about you.

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 6th

@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you Moon Pie 💙 Happy New Year to you too! I hope you're doing alright too

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 6th

We were all wondering where you went, man...

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 7th

@slowdecline48 I slipped and fell into the pit of misery 

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 7th

S***. That's all too familiar...to a lot of us on Cups, I think...

@mytwistedsoul I’m going to take a risk and make a bad Mario Kart joke on your thread.

I’m so sorry I threw that banana peel at you Twist! 😮

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I’m so glad the little cloud guy brought you back from the pit of misery though! 😇

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 8th

@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 😂 So that's what happened! Damn those banana peels! (Shakes fist) 😂

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 8th

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 8th

@slowdecline48 These random banana peels just keep showing up out of thin air! 😮  


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User Profile: LoveMyMoonflowers
LoveMyMoonflowers January 9th

@mytwistedsoul 

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 9th

@LoveMyMoonflowers (looks around suspiciously) watch out Moon Pie  we've got random banana peels 😳

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Thank you 💙

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 14th

in still, quiet places

there's a voice

some times it whispers

other times it cries or sings


like waves

that break on ocean shores

shifting all the pieces

all the pieces that are me


the pieces of me, the parts of you

the particles of we

endless shifting of time and space

united in one breath


the beat of their heart echoes mine

a rhythm that moves in every thing living 

could this voice that speaks in me

be a code or a key? 

for a door that doesn't exist

cautious and unsure....


what do any of us know?

so much... but yet nothing...


if we're honest with ourselves 

all these painful memories

the short ones and long-lasting streams

just dust and rust and bits of debris


if i stand at the cliff in my mind

it cries out in fear

"if you jump, you'll d.ie"


these swirling thoughts

like leaves on the wind

dance...and sing

but what happens 

if you dive deep within?


face the guardian demons

that hold the souls in chains

by the beliefs, standards, ideals

and other fear games


can we stop for a moment...

rest from all these thoughts

let things "be"...as it is...


falling again

the doubts started crawling in

my wings got twisted


despair and disappointment

there are no answers

mind games...


loneliness and sadness

these constant companions

are so demanding


tired of ourselves, 

the constant fighting

illusionary symbols

pretended sharing

if you give, we give

we are more and you are less

defining the rules

only some are useful ...


maybe that's really true

all we believe in

is just passing through

so many stories

all kinds...


we need to let them go...

along with wanting to know

what, where and why


they gave her names

separating her by invisible lines

while…

she is whole and undivided

a soul... ageless


it’s effortless to di.e...knowing

we could be born again

without dying...


each dawn we're born

every night we di.e...

it dissolves any who, what or why


I'm a man...and a boy

a wolf... lamb and a child

clouds and a deep sky...

a pebble in a stream

a wave whispering to a shore


as sun is setting

the gentle breeze caresses skin

senses are resting

calmness...is here

in this space...

I exist





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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 14th

You are truly the most profoundly poetic slice of white bread I've ever seen...


(Okay, I'll see myself out)

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 14th

@slowdecline48  Thanks 😂

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mytwistedsoul OP January 22nd

If I said it was cold outside that would be an understatement. It is currently -12 this morning. Which is actually warmer than it was at midnight with the wind chills at -21. Damn polar vortex! 

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 23rd

@mytwistedsoul I hear that.

It hasn't been that cold down here in Floridastan but it's cold enough. Right now it's 2°C outside... Yesterday, Pensacola got 7 in. of snow. That is unheard-of here. Some of the natives were freaking out. Am not native myself but I kinda get it...if you've grown up in a place where there's no real winter, then it will be a shock.

Guess we'll have to learn northerner skills now: insulating the plumbing, equipping municipal vehicles with snowplow blades on the front, etc 

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 24th

@slowdecline48  I had seen the south was going to get snow! 7 inches of snow must have been a shock for a few people! Does anyone in Florida even own a snow shovel? 

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 26th

Up til now, no. 😏

I bet a few people bought snow shovels off Amazon since Pensacola & Tallahassee got snowed, though.

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul OP January 28th

@slowdecline48  I bet Amazon had a major influx of snow shovel orders! I did see some videos from there and they had a bridge closed. Georgia sent some equipment to help you all out though didn't they? 

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 January 29th

@mytwistedsoul Maybe, I dunno...haven't kept up with the news much since that day. Too much to do, or too tired to care.

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