A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)

@Optimisticempath yus :O no doubt about it <3 

https://www.7cups.com/forum/penpals/PenPalChats_2658/Depressoespressospace_325537/?post=3584807 cannot find it anymore 😔what's wrong...

not ok..😔 

eyes and head hurt from all the crying..

jutsvstopalready 😔 

@Optimisticempath *offers safe hugs* ❤️ I'm sorry you're upset 😞 Could your pen pal have had the thread deleted? Maybe there is another thread you can check in on them and see what happened? 

@mytwistedsoul

just got to know they deleted old account and made new one ...didn't know forums also get deleted if account does so panicked a bit on top of everything panicky irl already lmao 😅 

*hugs back Soul* ❤❤

@Optimisticempath Oh! I kind of thought that might happen but wasn't sure. It's kind of frustrating when things get deleted  😞 always makes me feel ...idk doesn't matter lol 😅 

Aww panicky doesn't sound good at all 😞 is there anything I can do to help? ❤️

@mytwistedsoul

yes it's so weird...i do see some forums of people who are not here ... can i name them💀 ..its a rule to not if they not present but they aren't present in cups so does that rule apply still?😅 so confusing xD... but like some threads from Fristo and Donalddraper are still there and they left cups too (😔) so idk what really happens...is there a choice to make forums poof if account does? ... someone should explain this 😂 otherwise it's just guess game xD

also how you feel does matter to me Soul <3

everything's feels v wrong in my world Soul 😔 idk really just trying to continue existing...even tho im not liking it at all and it is exhausting to do...😭 ...i don't wanna worry anyone so isolating even more than usual lately and idk just keep imagining myself hidden somewhere ...away from everything ...it's tiring...switching from no feelings to all the feelings...no thoughts to all the thoughts.. 😢 idk what to do..idk if i even wanna do anything...just wanna be away..

last night was v extra tuff ...panicked too much and was.. losing hope thread and...😔... im sorry 🥺... im safe now...not gonna give into those thoughts...😢 ... just hard to keep going... but me will continue trying to ..😔

im sorry :( no worry about me..im not ok but ill survive ..❤

Ps its annoying how i eityer say nothing or blabber everything 😭 didn't wanna put this on anyone ... or make anyone feel worried ...just..im safe..its ok❤

been forever ...how've you been? how's your health?❤ *keeps hugging*

@Optimisticempath It might be a difference between deleting and deactivating? 

@Optimisticempath

*huggsss tightttt Milky 🥛🧸🥺🌈🧸*

@Optimisticempath

🥺 *huggsss tighttt till you feel better*

Have you nom some food & get some sleep? 🥺 because lack of sleep 😴 can affect our mood, & we feel gloomy & prone to feel depressed. 

There's a song 🎵 here 

https://youtu.be/fth7Iu26kgY?feature=shared

@Optimisticempath Dropping off some good vibes and hugs ❤️❤️

@mytwistedsoul soulll 🥺 missie you vv much ❤ huggles tight and stays 😔

how's you? 

it is..another month? already... time fly fly fast 😮 

me sending chu good vibes and lots of luvv back ❤❤

@Optimisticempath Hey you ❤️ I've missed you 😞 I don't mean to assume or pry or overstep - if there anything I can do to help OptiBear. If you want or need a hug - we're here ❤️

If you just need someone to sit with you - we're here

You are loved OptiBear ❤️ 

@Optimisticempath

Hugss hugss tighttt Milky 🥛🧸🤗💕🌈🧸

@VictoriaLove7 thank you for thinking of rainbow bear ...im better off forgotten tho..😔

miss you 💕 how are you?

tight huggieees back 💕

tis such a cute picture 💕💕

@Optimisticempath

Milky 🥛🧸🥺 why better off forgotten? 

me thinking of you & missie youu too 🥺🥛🧸💕 

 *keeps huggiesss tightttt* 🥛🧸⍝ʕ•ᴥ• ʔ⍝💕🌈🧸

@Optimisticempath

Thinking of you 🤗💗

@RachelListener me?😔 

your too kind 💕💕💕💕💕 hugs you if ok

@Optimisticempath

Hugging you till you feel better 🥺🤗

@Optimisticempath

here after so many weeks :0

i guess ill just sneak here monthly to show im still existing 🤡... or try to..👍

hiii hope everyone's doing good ... or okay at least 😅 sends luvv to you 💕💕 

@Optimisticempath

Rainbow bear 🌈🧸 is vvv glad that you exist, Milky 🥛🧸🥺🤗💕

Luvss ᰔᩚ & huggiess for youu 🥛⍝ʕᴖᴥᴖʔ⍝💕

PS. Me hopes Milky 🥛🧸ᰔᩚ is being more gentle to chuself 🥺💕

@Optimisticempath

I'm very very glad that you are here! 🤗💕

@Optimsticempath

@amiableBunny4016 🐰 

Tagging @OptimisticEmpath 🥛🧸

⍝ʕ •ᴥ• ʔ⍝

@VictoriaLove7

Hi Victoria, thank you so much for correcting me friend 🧸 bunnwee accidentally mis-typed it! 💜 *Sends grateful beams* 

@amiableBunny4016

Thank you, Bunny! 🐰 ʚ₍ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ₎ɞ ˚‧

*receives the beams ✧˚𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 & shares fries (っ˘ڡ˘ς)🍟*

@amiableBunny4016

aw bunnwee friend you're too sweet like always 🥺 thinking of you with lots of luvvv also 💕💕 sending big big huggieewuggieee at youu 🤗🤗🤗🤗

also its okie to misspell my name in this thread at least xD im a subscriber to my own misery lmaooo🤓😭

@Optimsticempath

@VictoriaLove7 Thank you 😞 I didn't realize I misspelled it til now 😬

And the 😞 was supposed to be a ❤️ (smh) my brain isn't braining today 🤪

@mytwistedsoul

But it (the mis-emoji 'thank you 😔') becomes funny & made me giggle 🐭☺

@VictoriaLove7

(I meant this mis-emoji '😞' hihi ☺🐭)

@VictoriaLove7 Hi! aww I'm glad it made you giggle though. Your giggle made me smile 😊 ❤️

@Optimisticempath You've been in my thoughts OptiBear ❤️ We're sending you love and good vibes and bushels and bunches of hugs  ❤️

@mytwistedsoul

*hugs soul friend tightt* 🥺🥺

how's you friend?💕💕💕💕me is sending lots of love and hugs and good vibes to you too💕💕

@Optimisticempath I thought I saw a bright light.... It was you ❤️ *hugs you tighter* I have missed you my dear sweet friend ❤️❤️

@mytwistedsoul

🥺 Soul friend always has the most luvingg things to say to OptiBear (me🥺) 💕💕 thanksieees Soul, ive missed you so much also and have been praying for you all this while hoping your okay and things are going allright at your end 💕💕 

how've you been? *keeps hugging tighttly* ❤❤

@Optimisticempath Hey OptiBear ❤️ I've been wanting to write but wasn't sure what to say. Thank you for the prayers. I still send you good vibes and you're in my thoughts often - hoping you're ok too and being good to yourself and that brain isn't bullying you too much

@Optimisticempath

Rainbow bear 🌈🧸 is also thinking about Milky 🥛🧸 & hopes that Milky's 🥛🧸 inner voice is being kind & gentle 🌈🧸🤗💕🥛🧸⍝ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ⍝💕