How did you spend your day?
I am an avid equestrian- not great but enjoy the challenge. Finally started riding my husband's new horse. Boy has he gotten herdbound. Realized he hates being separated from his buddies- WOW- just like us humans. When i take him away from his herd he does a left turn back to his friends. Not a right turn- a strong left turn. So i spent yesterday getting him comfortable leaving - and found out if I anticipate his anxiety- and block him with a right neck rein- better.
HOpe everyone finds something insightful each day during these challenging times.
Got up earlier- doing proactive emails regarding local county project that will damage the environment. We took the horses to the field today- wonderful clear sunny day.
had two classes in the morning and then spent the rest of today relaxing, cleaning and playing video games.
Slept in then we rode our horses from the barn to the field. Also visited with family outside- and looked at a row boat for sale.
Wow, and then it is May. Got up on time to feed horses- meet the farrier. Duke is better today- not as lame as yesterday.
Having a hard time to study, especially the mountain-load materials. Feeling alone in online studies :'(
I watched lots of tv but also did the coco trick to my brothers and they were so confused
A lot of regret and wishing I was fucking dead.
Tried to pay attention in class, it works! Usually will breakdown in the middle of a lecture because set expectations too high. Came to realise the process is better than the outcome 😌
@Adeline12345 glad to hear it worked and it's so insightful you came to realise the process is better than the outcome! I can relate sometimes the expectations are so high and the pressure seems to come from everywhere. Be kind to yourself as you study and know you are smart and you are enough.