everything hurts.
everything hurts so much. it hurts, it really hurts.
it just hurts.
im sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Moon 💙 I'm so sorry you're hurting so much right now. Growing up shouldn't be so hard 😞 I wish there was someone in your every day life that could give you a soft place to land. You deserve that comfort 💙 *offers safe gentle hugs*
@mytwistedsoul
hugs
thanks friend but it not true me no deserve anything but hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt
@LoveMyMoonflowers No Moon Pie that's simply not true. Your mean brain is sending you mean thoughts so you think you don't deserve more. Nobody deserves hurt but sometimes life sends of more than it feels like we can handle. I wish it didn't. I wish I could say something to ease your pain. Is it something you can talk about? If not here - maybe a trusted listener you could vent it to? Sometimes giving voice to the pain can help ease it a little 💙
@mytwistedsoul
my brain is mean but brain say mom used to say the truth is always mean. if it mean and it about me then must be true…? mm. brainie has its reasons. i think..
if nobody deserves hurt then moon pie is nobody… then, nobody deserve all hurt she ever get.
idk friend just me talking about it is so dumb because everything that makes me me and everything in my life and all of it it all just dumb dumb dumb… i’m just dumb.
i’m sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers The truth can hurt sometimes that's true but it's usually when we hear it from others I think. Our brains have a way of repeating what we hear from other people when it comes to bad things about us - it doesn't consider the circumstances (if they were angry) or the source (someone that might not like us) No brains are some of the best liars and if we're at with depression or anxious it just seems to feed the bad thoughts more
@mytwistedsoul
mhm…
@LoveMyMoonflowers I wish I could get you and your mean brain to believe me 😞
@mytwistedsoul
💙 i miss soul buddy.
@LoveMyMoonflowers *offers big hugs* 💙 I missed you too Moon Pie! 💙
@mytwistedsoul
Souuuulllllllllllllll budddddyyyyyyyy
soul soul soul soul soul 🥺
*big hugs back* 💜
this is kinda cool 💜 i was literally thinking about you today and here you are, your back :o 💜 this brought a huge smile to my face. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😊 You're reply made me smile that's for sure *big squeeze!* 💙 I missed you! It's soooo good to see you! How are you? How have you been?
@mytwistedsoul
*big big squeeze back* soooo good to see you too 🥺 especially since i been sick yesterday and today, seeing that you came back brought a huuuuge smile to my face which i really needed, so thank you 💜
i’ve been okie friend, and not okie too, and everything in between 🤪 thanks for asking. 💜 wbu? :o me hopes your break went okay friend 💜 and that you were taking care of yourself. 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers Oh no! I'm sorry you're not feeling well 😔 I hope you're resting and drinking lots of water and juice or tea. Maybe some soup or toast or crackers? 💙 I hope you feel better soon!
Break was good. I actually went away to a different state lol. It was Beautiful where I was. I hiked and camped and just took in nature at it's finest. I'll post some pictures later in my thread to share with everyone 😊
@mytwistedsoul
thank you soul 💜 and yes ive been sipping some tea, and water 💜 and i’ve had soup too. and i slept a lot today lmao 🤪 i’m doing a lot better, thank you.
awww. that’s so lovely 💜 looking forward to seeing the pictures friend 💜 i’m glad you got to spend some time in nature, that’s so lovely (:
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm glad you've been keeping yourself hydrated and getting lots of rest. I think those are probably the most important things when we don't feel well 💙
I'll leave a link here for imgur with some of the pictures but I didn't get to load many there just yet but there's no pressure to check them out but you have my word that they're totally safe to look at
https://imgur.com/a/dHhboKj
Gosh I have to say it's really feels nice to talk with you 😊
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you friend 💜 and omigosh those pictures are so lovely 🥺 so so so beautiful. 💜 thanks for sharing (: i’m v glad you got to go there and spend some time there (:
Awww. it feels so good to talk with you too 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm glad you liked them 😊 The whole time I was there I was singing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vrEljMfXYo 😂
They have these swings all across the state with Almost Heaven on them. And they're at some of the most beautiful spots I've ever seen 💙
I care much about you, Ni, for so many reasons. You know.
It worries me and makes me very sad that you feel so much pain.
My PM is always open to you for whenever you might find it useful.
I hope you feel much better soon.
Sending you lots of love,
Marcelo.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@HealingTalk
*sends lots of love* thank you marcelo friend 💙 idk though i’m not good at reaching out 😞 i just, idk… i’m sorry.
Don't worry at all, Ni!
Just know you can count on me 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@HealingTalk
okay 💜 thank you marcelo 💜
You are welcome, Ni! 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ni friend I know things can get really hard n painful and I'm sorry it's that way for you. I'll stand by your side and many many hugs if okie 💙
@aquaaaaa
*sends many many many hugs right back* 💙 i’m sorry friend, me knows things can be hard for you also. 😞 lots of love to you aqua friend 💙
thank you. 💙 *sends a million hugs* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awh thanku ni me really appreciates that 💙 lots n lots of love to you too ni friend 💙 me hopes that whatever it is you're going through it'll get easier and lighter for you 💙
*sends a million billion hugs* 💙
@aquaaaaa
thank you friend that means a lot to me 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits with you* 🪑🩷
@unassumingEyes
*hugs if okay*
hey ni bean. *huggies if ok*
im sorry you’re hurting it gets better as time goes on really slowly but it will. i hope you’re doing ok now. miss you lots
@steph8402
*hugs stephie bean back* i miss you too friend. thank you. 💙 *sends more hugs* i hope your doing ok too 💙 and trying to be kind to yourself. 💙
ni friend trying too.
yes let’s both try and be kind to ourselves (: *hugs*
im doing better off the group chats and just in my L account and forums(: i hope you’re doing better ni bean. *big big huggies*
@steph8402
*huggies tight* i’m glad you’re doing better stephie 💜 i’m trying 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i couldn't relate more, take care :))
@dramallama3
i’m sorry you relate ): *sends hugs if okay* i hope things get better soon 💜 and that your taking care of yourself, too. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you so much <3 *hugs back*
@dramallama3
*hugs* your welcome 💜 lots of love to you (: