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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts2,515 Forum posts86 Forum upvotes184 Current upvotes184 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 28, 2024
Bio

helo!!


nice to meet you!!πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™


I'm Aqua! I use she/her pronouns, thank you ^-^


16!!


my bestie for life


Things about me you might be interested in~


INFP / Bisexual / Hong Kong / πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ Trans Girl


Favorite color: Blue!


Favorite song(s): Goodbye to Rock You by TUYU, Compared Child by TUYU


Favorite band: TUYU


Favorite instrument: Electric guitar (Black Edwards e-snapper-as/m)


I absolutely adore and love sharks and music, both are very important to me!! I also really love discovering and learning about cultures around the world, especially having a not-so-normal background myself!


How'd I get my name? I used to use Aqua for a few websites, and I've been growing into it slowly bit by bit and decided to use it on 7Cups. I love the color blue and the ocean too and it just resonated with me so deeply, so Aqua fit just perfectly! I love my name and how comforting it makes me feel!

I'm also a huge fan of aquatic animals in general, learning and playing instruments, I've also been trying to get into drawing, and I finally got my first electric guitar! I'm very passionate about learning things, like astronomy, aviation, marine life, history & culture and more!


I dream that one day I'll be able to study the stars in the stellar night sky or study the ocean and all of its secrets hidden in the deep sea! I also want to try making music!


I believe everyone's voices must be heard and I'll always try my best to lend everyone a helping hand!


usually quite introverted with lots of social anxiety but I'm trying my best!!


clean for almost 1 year! ..nevermind

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trying to heal!!


luv you! πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™


Proud citizen of Riceania!!


amazingg quotes:


"No one:

Literally no one:

Not a single soul:

Not even the wind in the trees:

Not even Donald Trump:

Me: Crispy juicy tender I’m a mentally ill transgender" -Everett


..



β€œIn a lifetime of wanting to disappear, I longed for love.


In a lifetime of wanting to disappear, I yearned for warmth.” -If There Was an Endpoint by TUYU

Recent forum posts
A Songbird's Cry
Poetry / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 May 17th
...See more TW: vague implications of death, dysphoria, wounds Even tears withered I feel my eyes sting But all has wilted and my ears ring I'll continue to sing even though my voice bleeds Would you just give me a lead? Or will I never see my hair grey? Feet as heavy as lead these hands that keep me fed the same that paints me red another tear I will shed This flesh prison I'm trapped within we've been through thick and thin but I can't look you in the eye and call you mine So I'll keep playing my riffs even if I bleed and disfigure I am barely even a creature and my skin crawls and shifts Heart with a stone skin yet vulnerable and tender it cups words like *** that burn me up "I am your own kin"
relapse
General Support / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 April 21st
...See more tw why did I do that I was on the road to a yearΒ  I didn't even realize I did it the night was going fineΒ  there's nobody's validation or attention to seek I'm pathetic
disgust
General Support / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 April 7th
...See more TW it's all my fault why did I even follow through and trust her whyd I do all those things?? I knew I wasn't comfortable at all and yet I didn't do anything I just let myself be exploited and I'm so disgusting for that I wish I could turn back time but it's all my fault I let myself get exploited like that and she still taunts me with it it doesn't even hurt I just feel so revolted that I want to throw up and it sends me sick to my core unable to move or think of anything other than it I'm so sorry I can't even type out the full thing because I'd be so disgusted
TW small rant
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 April 13th
...See more I wish life could just go a bit easier on me. but that's selfish isn't it. finding out that I'm trans was hard enough and now I have to try to explain it to my parents. I still feel so hollow after coming out and they don't really get it still. I feel like voice training isn't getting me anywhere and it sucks. I hate my voice and how it sounds and it makes me feel so bad about myself. I hate the mirror and the body that I'm in, yet sometimes when I look at myself I feel alright, and that invokes a sense of confusion and doubt so deep that it hurts. I'd love it if I were just somehow a girl. but sometimes I find myself enjoying life and my past despite presenting male, and it makes me so confused and doubtful if I'm even trans or not. But then at night I get the worst waves of sadness and regret that I'm still not physically a girl. And sometimes it even feels as if I'm just pretending to be one, as if I'm just playing a role, playing the role of Aqua. I hate that people feel the need to discriminate and practice violence and bigotry against us. As if life weren't hard enough for everyone already, it feels like the safe havens that once were are no longer so safe. It's getting to the point where I can't even enjoy myself and spending time with those I love. I can't even get myself to get out of bed, but I guess I'm just lazy, right? I hope there can be a day we can all live our lives proud of who we are. Without fear for being judged or hated or even hurt or killed. goodnight
Aqua at sea
Journals & Diaries / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 September 24th
...See more I guess I'd take a crack at making one of these posts.. I hope I'll be able to just be myself and let my thoughts out. I have so many things that are on my mind and only rarely do some get let out through my mouth so perhaps instead I'll type them out for a change. TWs just in case I don't really know who to tag here but if you wanna respond go for it πŸ’™ πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™
small rant on pain
General Support / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 March 17th
...See more I'm kinda surprised I'm ranting about physical pain rather than emotional pain lol but here I am This past week was brutal, so were the past 2 tbh.. My knees are absolutely dying and I don't have many resources to relieve this pain.. It's been a year since I started noticing this knee pain and it has gotten so bad lately that I almost cried in pain in class since we have to stand up and sit down to greet our teachers and it hurts so badly. Literally with every small step or movement I make with my knees they'll flare up in pain and I have to grab a hold of something just to stand up without too much pain..Β  Sadly the last time I went to the doctors they said I should go screen it but I'll have to wait till after exams (which start tomorrow..)Β 
Scared of aging
General Support / by aquaaaaa
Last post
 February 8th
...See more Reality has been slowly dawning on me that I won't be a teenager in just a few years.. And considering the situations I'm in right now, I feel like it'll only be a dive from here on. But at the same time I do feel hope, hope that in time I can fix and I'll mend and I'll create the future I want for myself :) What are your thoughts on aging up?
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