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steph8402
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why do i try when i just can’t anymore

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spanish help (:
General Support / by steph8402
Last post
 May 21st
...See more @harrypotterfanandbooknerd heyo I can help you here in spanish (:  I'll help as much as I can! and if anyone else needs any help you're welcome to ask hehe.
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hi!
Pen Pals / by steph8402
Last post
 April 8th
...See more @Hilltop9394 heyo. this is gonna be totally weird and maybe you won’t get this! we don’t know! but my L account is for some reason not working so I can’t get into it and I can’t talk:/ since this is my member account I can only talk through forums. So for the foreseeable future while i see what’s going on i’ll say hi through here. If you get this.  oh! if you don’t recognize me remember bob 😎 ok! hopefully you see this!
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finny and moi
Pen Pals / by steph8402
Last post
 June 8th
...See more @Finny18 hiiiiiiiiii. i miss you tons actually. :( wait for me for like 2 and a half more months. but for now. idk if you wanna talk on forums a little. but yeah. how are you? love, steph (:
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temprorary disappearance
General Support / by steph8402
Last post
 June 10th
...See more hi. idk who’s gonna see this but i am going to be taking a break from cups probably till i age up. i feel like i’ve done more harm than good on here for people. and i feel ignored all the time. and it’s just exhausting trying to keep up supporting people when i’m not even doing good mentally and no one supports me back. while i love supporting and being there for everyone i just can’t do it right now for a while. also i just feel like people don’t like me anymore so imma take a break and start new when i go over to the adults side. ill still be on as a listener most likely. so if you guys know me from there you’re welcome to say hi. i might make an appearance once in a while or be on forums you’re welcome to still try. but idk. anyway usually people tag people but idk who to even tag. so whoever see this take care. -steph
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for me and emmy:)
Pen Pals / by steph8402
Last post
 June 11th
...See more only emmy and me talk here thank youuu @EmmyMarie06 hiiii
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even if i don’t get it together
General Support / by steph8402
Last post
 March 2nd
...See more i feel like life is so quiet. and idk what i’m doing when i’m so loud. my thoughts scream at me saying do this do that. and everyone looks at me crazy. i hate thinking i’m the only one who looks at the world so weird. it’s like sadness makes me happy because i can feel it a little. but i’m so *** tired. tired of the world being so *** silent. being so black and white. everyone says to look at color. and i can’t. everyone looks so colorless. i look colorless. i look like the life is sucked out of me. and i hate being known. it’s like there are eyes everywhere. when is she gonna mess up. when is she gonna stop smiling. when is she going to crack. and i don’t want to crack. not in front of anyone. because what’s the point. everyone leaves. everyone says something. i can’t get my *** together. but even if i don’t get it together. everyone’s still living. while i’m dissolving.
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sharing poems that you have heard that you love
Poetry / by steph8402
Last post
 May 4th
...See more @lightLime4179 hi(: i'll share my favorite poem. and we can keep sharing poems we see anytime!  Caged bird by Maya Angelou A free bird leaps  on the back of the wind and floats downstream till he current ends and dips his wing in the orange sun rays and dares to claim the sky. But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage can seldom see through his bars of rage his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his mouth to sing. The caged bird sings  with a fearful trill of things unknown but longed for still and his tune is heard on the distant hill for the caged bird sings of freedom. The free bird thinks of another breeze and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees and the fat worms waiting on a dawn bright lawn and he names the sky his own. But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with a fearful trill of things unknown but longed for still and his tune is heard on the distance hill for the caged bird sings of freedom.
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happy valentines day to the ones who feel lonely
General Support / by steph8402
Last post
 February 15th
...See more happy valentine's day to the ones who feel lonely, to the ones who think they don't have anyone or the ones who like being by themselves. to the ones who have people around them and to the ones that even the people around them don't feel like home. happy valentines to the heartbroken and to the self-love and the love happy valentines day to the joyful and the happy and the frustrated and sad. happy valentine's day to the ones celebrating in whatever way it is, grieving, laughing, crying, smiling.  happy valentines day to you all :) while maybe i don't know everyone. while maybe i don't know everyone's situation. i hope one day or someday you will feel loved and acknowledged, listened to and accepted. and most of all. happy for yourself. love for yourself. and joy for yourself. 💕-steph
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