@ASilentObserver
I talked to one professor about it to told me to quickly talk to my advisor and a different department of the school. I also told my advisor at the office of disability services. So far my advisor sympathizes with me. But unfortunately he does not have any graduate level assistant positions to offer me. I haven't heard from the other two people yet. I'm also doing my best at work to let my bosses know how much I want this job. I'm trying to be very open with them. I wrote one email about what I have learned and what I want to learn while working there. I proposed that I work on a project which has been a trouble spot for them.
Unfortunately, yesterday I had a bad day at work. My boss has told me she would work on some tasks with me so ensure I understand, but she is so busy. I've never seen someone as busy as her in the office. She is like a hurricane. The result is that she has not had the time to work with me on these tasks. So I wrote another email last night telling her how embarrassed I am in front of other staff for not knowing how to do these tasks, and I asked if she and I could block some time so I can be sure to grasp the steps in these tasks.
I'm trying to work through the issues. Unfortunately of top of this, my car started to overheat yesterday coming home from work, so I may miss work today because of an appointment at the garage. And if the situation with my car is bad, I will have to rent a car. On top of this, I am having health problems this week. Some of it is because they have switched my work schedule from night to day and my body does not adjust quickly or without pain. But I need the money so I accepted the day shift work. I believe this coming sunday, they are going to switch my shift back to night. I can't take it.