I wish I could tell everybody that...

I'm a rape survivor, and I'm afraid of relationships and intimacy.

I'm tired and even though I've put in a lot of hard work I'm nowhere near where I thought I'd be at 30.

I want people to know that I am worthy of being a good friend. Hold your initial judgements and get to know me. Just because I look like a cheerleader (naturally blode hair--maybe I should just dye it?) and I am very invested in my studies, does not make me frigid or a bitch. It just means you haven't taken the time to get to know me.

I hide a thousand feelings behind the brightest smile. I keep laughing Coz I'm scared that I might fall apart any time. I help you coz I know the value of a hug and a sincere compliment. And last I'm a tomboy not a lesbian. Stop judging even though i don't care anymore about what you say behind my back. Honestly I never did.( Though I think gay couples be like so adorable, I totally ship them)

It may seem like I'm okay and happy but I'm not

I don't feel I have anymore to give. I've given my all on so many occasions, done my best. I feel like I have nothing left.

Increasing my liquid intake and reducing my food intake, with guidance by the Lord, has taken away almost all of my auto immune problems. I thought I would spend my life in bed and in pain but not being a slave to food has given me the break from the sin of gluttony and I am healed.

I'm simple, friendly, moddy as everyone.. i want to be accepted ans to accept others. I want love

I was Everytime compared with someone which made me believe that am no more good.my looks, my attitude and all.i m overweight is that a sin?

That I'm afraid of relationships and even friendships and that they should not get close to me if they ever plan on leaving because I take it badly :/

And that I am actually scared of intimacy but I pretend I'm not!!