I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could share the miracles and amazing dreams I have with everyone, but not everyone is open enough to appreciate such shares. I learned the hard way that I have to be very selective with who I share those experiences with.
i'm really not okay and I just wish that was okay. i just wish i didn't always feel like i have to be on guard or fix something or protect myself or do something for somebody. i wish i could just be. i wish i could just exist and feel how i feel and that would be fine, and people wouldn't take it from me, they wouldn't aggressively attack me, they wouldn't put me through weird trials based on how i've made them feel. why can't i just exist without the world having an issue with that? i just want to feel okay, and for things to get better. that's all i want. I know i'm the one in charge of that, nobody else. Maybe things will get better. It's just extremely hard sometimes. They keep saying I have a lot of people behind me. It feels like hate.
I don't trust you anymore. Yeah, you're my family, but I can't anymore. Maybe one day it'll all pass, but maybe it won't. It's possible that my eyes were open and cannot unsee what was seen.
That I have anxiety and depression
About my daily struggles and why I am the way I am.
Just because I've outgrown seizures doesn't mean I've outgrown their emotional pain.
@colorfulWaterfall1157 Yes true, they can really have a massive impact on your life.
@Kassy7cups emotional pain hurts I been going through that I been through a lot in my life
That I'm constantly denying my emotions(hoping doing so will cure me or something) so that my angry outbursts don't create panic.That I want to improve,be a better daughter ,be a better sister,a friend,but my mind doesn't seem like it's under my control sometimes (most of the time)
I got emotional of course the little mermaid is a personal special treasure in my life past midnight it's around 2:30 on April 10 it's the worst I just had to let out some tears I think it's necessary for me to do so I hope for the best I move on my dream come true
i am tired it's being alone it's the worst things I can carry it doesn't feel great I'm sad and full of pain and anxiety stress it's never a good feeling to have that with me it's in my own heart it hurts also it hurts so much I dealed been went through a lot it's the worst it made me stronger yes I have a story to tell I am still hurting
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm being abused and need help getting out!!!
@FoxPrince I been there I have been physically and emotionally verbally abused it's scary looks for hotlines online and also go to loveisrespect.org
I hope we will talk soon I'd like to talk to you
@dhabib yes...the physical part is minimal but still there, so much emotional and verbal...can be very scary sometimes :(
@FoxPrince true it can be scary I am suffering from emotional verbal abuse I get from my dad he's disrespectful and also I dealed been through a lot it hurts it makes me stronger
I even been in the rain alone lived in a cardboard box and I been stayed there I didn't want to return home
I suffered two years on the streets stayed in the park
my dad is awful I still have to love him
my dad scares me stresses me out and he's a person that has extremely high pitched voice and he needs help therapy and anger management
yes I been through a lot of crap
every time any day it rains I get sad and moody hoping to be cleansed
what I been through I get tired of it
my dad is distressing and my dad and I do not have a good realtonship
my dad inviting strange people I don't know I'm the house
I wish I could tell everyone that I'm not how they portray in film. I'm not scary, I'm not going to go on a killing spree. When I see that it makes me upset.
